Chapter
12
That night I slipped out of my room,hoping that no one
would see me. But I was wrong. Helen found me.
"You must
be Kikyo,"she said.
"Yes..."I didn't look at
her.
"Paris has told me quite a lot about you."
"He
said that he forgot about me."
"Ten years is a long
time you know."
I sighed. "I know."
"If
I don't go back home soon,your lover might die."
Why do I
care about that now,I thought. It's his fault for bringing you here
you slut. Get him the hell away from me. I don't give a damn
anymore.
"You don't care do you?"
"How
would you know how I feel?"
"I can see it in your
eyes."
"Maybe I do care Helen...but you don't break
promises."
She was silent for a couple of minutes. "I
did Kikyo. We all do. You have to deal with it."
"Do
you want war Helen?"
She smiled. "It's not my
fault."
"Then go home..."I
whispered.
"What?"
"Nothing..."
"Well,I
had better go.It was nice talking to you,"and she left me in the
lonely darkness.
"So...are you going to leave?"it
was Paris.
"Leave me alone Paris,"I said as I
started to leave.
"What are you going to do? Tell
me..."
"This has nothing to do with you Paris. You
don't care."
"Do you care about me?"
"How
could you ask me that now?"
"I saved your life you
know. You could at least stay here and show me some gratitude!"
He grabbed my arm forcefully.
"Let go of my arm
dammit!"
"No...You still belong to me."
"I
belong to no one Paris. And I can't believe you would say such a
thing. NOW LET ME GO!"
"Fine,"and he let go of
my arm.
"I'm not going to leave. But at least let me
fight if all this is going to start a war."
"But
isn't that the same thing?"
"How would you know? Why
would you care about anything I want to do now? Leave me alone and go
make love to your other woman." I then stormed back to me
room,not looking back at him.
