Chapter 20

I couldn't believe I was actually going back there. I should have stopped and told Paris that this didn't make any sense. There was something that he wasn't telling me. Was he lying to me? Well,he had already done that. How many times does he need to lie or break a promise to me? I don't want anymore lies.

Would Hector even care if I had joined? No. He wouldn't have known it was me. But that didn't matter now because I wasn't going to be fighting. There has to be something that Paris hasn't told me. Does he still love me? No. He has Helen now and I know that.

"Why did you bring me back Paris?"I asked as we stopped at the door to my room.

"Did you hear me back there?"

"Is there something you aren't telling me?"

He shook his head. "What is there to tell you?"and he walked off.

"That you love me..."I whispered. "That you actually care about me,"I said as I entered the room. "And why you won't let me fight,and why the hell you came back for me you evil bastard,and all the lies you haven't told me yet...and if you actually care about me..."I fell silent.

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Everybody's Fool

By: Evanescence

Perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that

never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled

look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now I know she

never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled

without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie

i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore

it never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled

it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤

I realized that Paris wasn't going to love me anymore. I put my head on the door and started to cry. It wasn't supposed to be like this. This wasn't supposed to happen. He was supposed to love me forever. How could he forget that? How could someone forget a promise like that? I need help. I need someone to reach out to me. I need someone to love me...