Innocence

By: ChaosDragon013
Genre: Angst/Romance Duh...
Paring: Raenef/Eclipse let me say it again...Duh...
Summary: Innocent...that's what the call me...hmm, I never have thought myself deserving of the title, but I must admit, it does hide me well...
Disclaimer: I do not own Demon Diary but I do own this fic.
Note: --; gee, I feel loved. clinging to Riku who has a shield around her, X and himself
Riku: Kage-chan, you need to stop pissing off your reviewers...
Chaos: --; it's all X's fault.
X: NO IT'S NOT!
Riku: glares at Dragon Tears Wing leave her alone or NO LEMON!
Chaos: yup yup yup! BTW, this is Riku, my friend's yami...Neko is off plotting to kill people who threaten me ;
Neko: BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
All: ; run...

-12-

A surge of terror races through me. "NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!"

I have to get away! No! No! "KATSUYA! HELP ME! NO! GO AWAY!" I push the form away, and reach for my dagger, cold fear riveting through me when I can't find it, I glance up...

and see Eclipse's confused eyes...

"M-master Raenef?"

I try to focus on Eclipse's face, but I keep seeing him there..."Katsuya..." I mumble. How could I confuse Eclipse with that...that fiend! He had raped me! If Katsuya hadn't been there...but now...

it had been Eclipse...

I loved Eclipse...

I'm so screwed up in the head.

"go"

I'm back in my room, naked. I let go; doing something I hadn't truly done since Katsuya died...

I poured my heart out to nothing...

I look at the rose colored sky, is it morning already? I haven't slept at all...

Would Eclipse ever forgive me for that? We were about to do that and I freak out! Then, instead of telling him anything, I LEAVE!!! Then I sob as if my life is over, so loudly Eclipse probably heard. He must hate me!

I should just go, leave him, leave all this. I am not meant to be a demon lord...I cannot do any of the things Eclipse wishes...

so, you're running like a coward?

yes. Very perceptive of you.

Where are you going?

I don't really know...I could go to the guild...

Eclipse would look there first.

who said he's look for me?

Rea, he does care for you...

sure

he does

no. he hates me.

I grab my belongings, a few clothes, my necklace and my dagger. My stomach growls, but I don't go to eat breakfast, it would be to painful to see Eclipse. I whisper goodbye to Eclipse, Erutis and monkey-boy.

"GO!"

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Chaos: People! I need help! Where should Rae have gone?
X: the choices are:
A-the guild
B-his old home
C-Temple of Ranse(if that's how you spell it . . .too lazy to look it up --;)
d-another place (tell me where)
Riku: she'll have a lemon soon, so STOP TRYING TO KILL HER! IF YOU DO YOU WON'T GET A LEMON. I promise.