A/N: Hehe, the second chapter. Anyways hmm I shall try to update this
story at least once a week! Yeah anyways I always thank my reviewers in my
second chapter, so here I go:
Zack Anderson: Hehe thanks for the review your ideas are very good, I may
use some (if not in this chapter then later on) Anyways thankies for the
review.
Katarzi the Stray: Hmmm intrusting, reminds me of Angelina Jolie and Billy
Bob Thornto, scary couple. Yes yes, maybe it shall happen
Raven's Faithful Sidekick: Glad you liked it. I can guess that you are a
fan of Rave, who will actually play a big part in this story.
Hiei-Fan: Wee thank you, not the first reviewer, but oh well. Anyways I am
trying to update now so that you can read it tomorrow.
SilverStarFox: Do you really think its dark that makes me happy!
Brie: Don't worry he's not suicidal. at least not at this point in time.
that wasn't to reassuring was it.
OmegaPirate: Yes it was sick wasn't it, but hey that's what I was aiming
for, so thanks!
Okay well thanks again, here I go:
Dirty Little Secrets
Case 2: Starfire
I carefully walked in to the bathroom, locking the door behind me. I wanted to be perfect for him.
It was only a few weeks ago what Robin thought was 'hot', which I found was a word that would mean someone was desirable to the eye. The woman that he saw as 'hot' where very small around the middle, very curvy, nice smiles, all the things I was not. So I took the picture and decided I would try and look like her.
I first tried to make my middle smaller, but not sure how. On Tamaran, I had never found myself with this kind of problem, but here on earth it seems they are concerned more with the outside of a person then what they really are like. But no matter, I thought would be easy, but I was wrong.
I at first just tried to eat less, but that made my friends worried, although I did not understand why. So I tried to hide what I was doing, that did not work either. It was not until I found this thing, I am not sure if the earth word for them, in one of those shiny books, with pictures of girls and colorful writing (A/N: A magazine) the writing talked about things called 'eating disorders' although I did not really understand what they said, I understood that they helped lose weight and were somehow wrong. I did not see what was wrong with them, so I tried them out.
In the writing it said girls would take their fingers push them to the back of the throat to make what they ate to come back up, to throw up. I tried this, although it was very gross, I found that worked. No one knew, and I knew it was working. Just yesterday Robin said I was looking skinny, he also asked if I was feeling well. I guess know that I am getting more hot, he becomes more concerned with me.
I also tried to make other parts of me more desirable, this girl often wore something very similar to war paint or various parts of there face. Robin also seemed to like it, many earth girl did it. So I asked raven if she knew about this war paint, she told me it was called make up. She also told me I could buy it at a place called a drug store. I did not understand why make up was sold at a drug store if it was not a drug, but when I told this to Raven she said I was just being silly.
So Raven took me to this drug store and a bought this make up. It was all quite confusing, the blush, was only to be worn on the checks, and could not be eaten. Although the lipstick smelled good, and when I licked it tasted well, I could not eat it either. Earth customs are very strange. So after I got my self make upped, I went out to Show robin, but he was in his room again, and would not answer.
When I walked out to where Beast Boy and Cyborg where playing there games on video, the looked at me and laughed.
"Star what did you do to you face!" Beats boy said, it hurt me deeply.
" I do not see what so funny, I only make uped my self!" I quickly walked away and locked myself in the bathroom.
I did not under stand what I had did wrong. I put the lipstick on my lips, the blush on my cheeks the eye shadow on my eyes. They where all very nice colors, a nice bright pink and purple, I though they looked okay, but if Beast boy and Cyborg laughed, maybe robin would to.
I made a face at the girl in the mirror; I did not wish to be her anymore. I wanted to be wonderful and beautiful. I wanted Robin to tell me I was hot. I wanted Robin, to be mine, forever. But I will never get him if I looked like this, never.
I scrubbed my face until it was red and hurting, and looked in the mirror again. The person I saw, I still hated..
A/N: What am I doing to the Teen Titans! Well, its not good what ever it is. Next Chapter shall be beast boy, what do I have planed for him, I do not know. But maybe you can help! Post suggestions, if you want. I will try to make the chapter longer, the story will really get going after I am done with all the secrets! Please Review!
Dirty Little Secrets
Case 2: Starfire
I carefully walked in to the bathroom, locking the door behind me. I wanted to be perfect for him.
It was only a few weeks ago what Robin thought was 'hot', which I found was a word that would mean someone was desirable to the eye. The woman that he saw as 'hot' where very small around the middle, very curvy, nice smiles, all the things I was not. So I took the picture and decided I would try and look like her.
I first tried to make my middle smaller, but not sure how. On Tamaran, I had never found myself with this kind of problem, but here on earth it seems they are concerned more with the outside of a person then what they really are like. But no matter, I thought would be easy, but I was wrong.
I at first just tried to eat less, but that made my friends worried, although I did not understand why. So I tried to hide what I was doing, that did not work either. It was not until I found this thing, I am not sure if the earth word for them, in one of those shiny books, with pictures of girls and colorful writing (A/N: A magazine) the writing talked about things called 'eating disorders' although I did not really understand what they said, I understood that they helped lose weight and were somehow wrong. I did not see what was wrong with them, so I tried them out.
In the writing it said girls would take their fingers push them to the back of the throat to make what they ate to come back up, to throw up. I tried this, although it was very gross, I found that worked. No one knew, and I knew it was working. Just yesterday Robin said I was looking skinny, he also asked if I was feeling well. I guess know that I am getting more hot, he becomes more concerned with me.
I also tried to make other parts of me more desirable, this girl often wore something very similar to war paint or various parts of there face. Robin also seemed to like it, many earth girl did it. So I asked raven if she knew about this war paint, she told me it was called make up. She also told me I could buy it at a place called a drug store. I did not understand why make up was sold at a drug store if it was not a drug, but when I told this to Raven she said I was just being silly.
So Raven took me to this drug store and a bought this make up. It was all quite confusing, the blush, was only to be worn on the checks, and could not be eaten. Although the lipstick smelled good, and when I licked it tasted well, I could not eat it either. Earth customs are very strange. So after I got my self make upped, I went out to Show robin, but he was in his room again, and would not answer.
When I walked out to where Beast Boy and Cyborg where playing there games on video, the looked at me and laughed.
"Star what did you do to you face!" Beats boy said, it hurt me deeply.
" I do not see what so funny, I only make uped my self!" I quickly walked away and locked myself in the bathroom.
I did not under stand what I had did wrong. I put the lipstick on my lips, the blush on my cheeks the eye shadow on my eyes. They where all very nice colors, a nice bright pink and purple, I though they looked okay, but if Beast boy and Cyborg laughed, maybe robin would to.
I made a face at the girl in the mirror; I did not wish to be her anymore. I wanted to be wonderful and beautiful. I wanted Robin to tell me I was hot. I wanted Robin, to be mine, forever. But I will never get him if I looked like this, never.
I scrubbed my face until it was red and hurting, and looked in the mirror again. The person I saw, I still hated..
A/N: What am I doing to the Teen Titans! Well, its not good what ever it is. Next Chapter shall be beast boy, what do I have planed for him, I do not know. But maybe you can help! Post suggestions, if you want. I will try to make the chapter longer, the story will really get going after I am done with all the secrets! Please Review!