A/N: this was inspired by a documentary on discovery health, it was the
spark of inspiration I needed, I really hope this is good enough because
that was why I took so long so that this would be good. I am so sorry for
not updating in two months and about 15 days so sorry! I thank you all for
reading and you patience(for my lack of spelling and grammatical skills)!
Well I hope you enjoy Raven's chapter.on with the show.
Dirty Little Secrets
Case 5: Raven
I walked through the mall swiftly I had cleverly disguised myself in clothes that many of the teens in the malls dressed in, I needed to blend no one could see me, no could know who I was.
The feelings that coursed through my body where so different from those that I had always thought I could control, the closest words to describe these strange feeling would be excitement, anxiety, really there was no word that had been created that I could use to talk about these feelings. There was one way I could rid myself of these, it was not through meditation, no it was through stealing.
Oh it was stealing anything, nothing I every needed just something, I needed that high that came with the accomplishment of succeeding in a steal; I have never once been caught.
Being caught scared me, if they found out a Titan, someone who should be keeping the city safe from thieves, was stealing herself, I'm sure I would be kicked off, worst of all I could be hated, gods I would not be able to survive if I knew that beast boy hated me. So I would go alone and tell the others I was in my room.
I felt like I was going to explode soon if I did not steal, I needed to so it now, so I ran into the nearest store and went down the aisles. I had walked into a toy store, it was pretty busy with kids begging their parents to buy them some toy that would please them for minutes and then would be neglected, but I had no time for thinking of them. I made my way to the back of the store which was empty of people, I looked around, making it seem I was looking at the merchandise but I was looking for cameras, there were none. I grabbed a small plush doll in the shape of a cat and stuffed it in my purse. My heart beat widely as I walked carefully to the door. What if I was caught? What if someone saw me? I hated this part.
It wasn't until I burst through the door of the toy store did I feel like I could breath once again. I did it, the feelings are gone and I can go on with my life that is until I am once again attacked by this feeling. I sighed wishing that I was not bond to such a tiresome task, but it is my own fault.
I made my way back to the titan tower, but not before I changed back to my regular garb so as not to raise any suspicion. I walked through the door and smacked into Beast Boy.
"Hey Raven! Where have you been?" He asked in his typical happy voice.
" I was out." I kept my voice monotone, keeping my emotions for him at bay. I then pushed passed him and ran into the bathroom.
I splashed my face with water; I hated living what seemed like three lives, the life of a thief, the life of emotionless person, and the life of the lover. They where all so different from each other, but only one of them did I show openly.
I sighed and sat down on the bathroom floor, I must be the most messed up titan. They are also so happy, well robin can go to the extreme with his Slade obsession but he can still be cool and happy other times, he could still be the leader.
I was just about to rise from the floor when something caught my eye; in the corner by the toilet was a small bloody razor, it looked as if some one had taken it from a box cutter, strange why would it have blood on it. I also smelled the faint smell of throw up, is scrunched my nose up and rose form the floor, this was all odd, but then the throw up could be just from someone being sick, and maybe some accidentally cut themselves, yes that must be it. But I still kept the razor just incase
I walked over to the medicine cabinet where I kept my toothbrush; I opened it and noticed a new item that proved to me I was not the only titan with problems. There stood a small clear orange bottle, the same used for prescriptions, and upon further inspection I found one word: Zoloft.
A/N: I know it was short but I could not continue without dragging it on. Raven is a kleptomaniac, Robin a cutter, Star is anorexic, Beast boy is the owner of the Zoloft ( I know you have to be 18 to take it but give me a break) and cyborg is just there for now. My my what have I done.Anyways so the next chapter will be Robin then star it shall be in the same order unless I have a great idea and need to put it out, I actually have Robins chapter thought but I still have to put on the finishing touches but expect an update before the new year!
Dirty Little Secrets
Case 5: Raven
I walked through the mall swiftly I had cleverly disguised myself in clothes that many of the teens in the malls dressed in, I needed to blend no one could see me, no could know who I was.
The feelings that coursed through my body where so different from those that I had always thought I could control, the closest words to describe these strange feeling would be excitement, anxiety, really there was no word that had been created that I could use to talk about these feelings. There was one way I could rid myself of these, it was not through meditation, no it was through stealing.
Oh it was stealing anything, nothing I every needed just something, I needed that high that came with the accomplishment of succeeding in a steal; I have never once been caught.
Being caught scared me, if they found out a Titan, someone who should be keeping the city safe from thieves, was stealing herself, I'm sure I would be kicked off, worst of all I could be hated, gods I would not be able to survive if I knew that beast boy hated me. So I would go alone and tell the others I was in my room.
I felt like I was going to explode soon if I did not steal, I needed to so it now, so I ran into the nearest store and went down the aisles. I had walked into a toy store, it was pretty busy with kids begging their parents to buy them some toy that would please them for minutes and then would be neglected, but I had no time for thinking of them. I made my way to the back of the store which was empty of people, I looked around, making it seem I was looking at the merchandise but I was looking for cameras, there were none. I grabbed a small plush doll in the shape of a cat and stuffed it in my purse. My heart beat widely as I walked carefully to the door. What if I was caught? What if someone saw me? I hated this part.
It wasn't until I burst through the door of the toy store did I feel like I could breath once again. I did it, the feelings are gone and I can go on with my life that is until I am once again attacked by this feeling. I sighed wishing that I was not bond to such a tiresome task, but it is my own fault.
I made my way back to the titan tower, but not before I changed back to my regular garb so as not to raise any suspicion. I walked through the door and smacked into Beast Boy.
"Hey Raven! Where have you been?" He asked in his typical happy voice.
" I was out." I kept my voice monotone, keeping my emotions for him at bay. I then pushed passed him and ran into the bathroom.
I splashed my face with water; I hated living what seemed like three lives, the life of a thief, the life of emotionless person, and the life of the lover. They where all so different from each other, but only one of them did I show openly.
I sighed and sat down on the bathroom floor, I must be the most messed up titan. They are also so happy, well robin can go to the extreme with his Slade obsession but he can still be cool and happy other times, he could still be the leader.
I was just about to rise from the floor when something caught my eye; in the corner by the toilet was a small bloody razor, it looked as if some one had taken it from a box cutter, strange why would it have blood on it. I also smelled the faint smell of throw up, is scrunched my nose up and rose form the floor, this was all odd, but then the throw up could be just from someone being sick, and maybe some accidentally cut themselves, yes that must be it. But I still kept the razor just incase
I walked over to the medicine cabinet where I kept my toothbrush; I opened it and noticed a new item that proved to me I was not the only titan with problems. There stood a small clear orange bottle, the same used for prescriptions, and upon further inspection I found one word: Zoloft.
A/N: I know it was short but I could not continue without dragging it on. Raven is a kleptomaniac, Robin a cutter, Star is anorexic, Beast boy is the owner of the Zoloft ( I know you have to be 18 to take it but give me a break) and cyborg is just there for now. My my what have I done.Anyways so the next chapter will be Robin then star it shall be in the same order unless I have a great idea and need to put it out, I actually have Robins chapter thought but I still have to put on the finishing touches but expect an update before the new year!