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Dirty Little Secrets

File Four: Cyborg

I sat alone in the small apartment room and sighed. What the hell was I doing here? Why was I living in this small rat infested apartment in this large rat infested cit when I could be living in the Titans Tower in Jump City. Yeah I should be at the titans tower, I should be there with whoever was left, but I doubt I will ever be going back there.

I mean its not like there is anyone back there waiting for me. I have learned from my last visit with Robin that Star and Beast Boy have been put into that crazy house, so that left Raven. Not that I don't like her, I do. But I just really didn't want to go back to the tower, it would only remind me how messed up things are.

I had changed a lot since I left the Titans Tower anyways. When I first left I tried to work on doing the whole save the world thing by myself but it didn't work out. So then I started to hang... with the wrong crowd. The kind of people I used to bust. But now I was one of them.

One of my new acquaintances had introduced me to a new drug, a really new drug. At first I said no, why ruin my life for a little high. But then the idea became more appetizing. He said it could make me forget everything that troubled me, and that was something I needed to do badly. So I finally gave in, and he gave me a sample.

Now I wasn't sure how this was going to work for me, after all over half my body was made of metal, but he said that didn't matter. Well however it worked I love it! It really did make me forget everything that had been going on in my life. It let me fade into a world where there was nothing to worry about. For about and hour I would be in heaven. Of course then I would come crashing down to earth and everything would come rushing back to me, there was always a need for more.

I knew the stuff was addicting, that was easy to tell but other than that I didn't find any bad side effects. So I continued use.

I think I'll take a drive to Lucky Springs I wouldn't mind having some visiting time with the others.

I got up and exited the room and quickly walked down the five flights of stairs that brought me to the main hall of the building. I then walked from the front door and down the street to my car.

I opened the car and quickly got it. I then started the car and quickly drove off. It was about an hour drive to Lucky Springs so I cranked up the music.

Once at Lucky Springs I pulled into the visitors parking lot and got out of the car turning on the alarm out of habit. I then jogged up to the entrance and went through the glass double doors.

"Hello Sir may I help you?" There was a woman sitting behind the front desk, her blond hair held up in a bun and she wore bright pink lipstick.

"Yeah, I was wondering have visiting hours ended yet?" I had forgot to check what time the visiting hours lasted until.

"Hmm, there's about thirty minutes left, I am sure we can squeeze in a visit with whoever you want to see." Her voice was extremely sweet, reminded me of cotton candy.

"Yeah, I'm here to see Robin." The woman nodded and picked up a phone behind the counter and spoke into it.

"An orderly will be here in a few minutes to take you to the visitors room. Just take a seat over there." I nodded my head and did as she was instructed

I stood in the corner waiting, I hoped they would call me up soon, I had started not feeling too well. My head was hurting pretty bad, but if had been doing that often these days, probably just stress.

"Okay Sir, you can go back. But first do you have anything sharp on you?" I jumped a little at the ladies voice.

"No, I brought nothing." Why would I?

I walked forward to were an orderly was waiting for me, it was a pretty big guy. He led me down a hall way stopping in front of a door, he paused to unlock it and let me go in.

"He's right in there. I will come in when your time is up." I walked in and the guy closed the door.

Robin was sitting on a chair in the center of the room, staring at the ground. He didn't look up at me, in fact he didn't even acknowledge my presence. I sat down across from him and took time to study him, he looked very different from the leader he once was.

His hair fell limply around his face, hiding his eyes from me. He was dressed in a simple white t-shirt and some gray sweatpants, the shirt hung off his body it also shower his pale arms. It was his arms that always surprised me the most, those pinkish scares stood out on his pale skin... It was hard to look at but harder to look away.

"Stop staring at them." I looked up to see that Robin was starting at me, his eyes narrowed.

"Hey sorry. I didn't mean to... So how have things been going?"

"Oh just wonderfully! I just love this place; I mean being locked up with a bunch of metal cases is something I have always wanted to do!" I almost laughed at his sarcasm but I knew that would only piss him off.

"That bad huh?"

"Yes! I mean you should see the guy I have to share my room with! He never talks and he just stares at me! I don't think he ever shuts those damned eyes! And the food here..." I couldn't pay attention to what Robin was saying the pain in my head was building. I closed my eyes hoping it would go away "Hey Cy you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine... my hurts that's all."

"Are you sure? We could get a doctor in here, they have a lot of those."

"No really I'm Fi-"I didn't get to finish my sentence, things were starting to go black, I let out a small moan.

"Cy! I'll get a doctor!" I heard Robin's voice, but he was... so far away.

Next chapter shall be Raven, I will try to update soon. I am interested in finding a beta reader if anyone would like to be mine then please email me at sliveredgeshotmail.com