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A/N Tinuviel Undomeil: Uh, don't sing too loud sis, it hurts my ears. I stole three of the Council names from SW KOTOR Revenant by Hobnob-rev. If you read this, I did it cause I loved the names. Thanks by the way.

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Chapter 2: Problems Arise

Mission had been right, no one blamed me. In fact all of us seemed much closer now. We had all lost a dear friend, so we stayed together to convey our loss.

When we docked at the Jedi Enclave on Coruscant, we could see Master Vandar waiting for us. I trembled with fear inside. I had given into my passion, and fallen to the Dark Side, would the Council be forgiving?

"Hey kid," Jolee said. I turned to look at the old man, "Whatever happens, we are all gonna stick by you."

I smiled at him, "I know."

"Do not worry, Bastila," Juhani said, "When I fell, the Council helped me see the truth in my actions. They won't be angry with you."

There was a big difference between the Council on Dantooine that the Council on Coruscant. Here was where the famous Jedi lived. Where the Masters of the Masters decided the fate of the galaxy. Here was where they would decide my fate.

Timidly I walked off the Ebon Hawk with Juhani and Jolee behind me. Master Vandar walked up towards me, leaning on his cane.

"The Council wishes to speak with all of you," Vandar said, "Much is happening that must be discussed."

I took it as a good sign that Jolee and Juhani got to come along. Master Vandar led us to the large assembly room where the entire Council was seated around us.

There were so many Masters around us. Including the notorious Nomi Sunrider, who smiled as we entered the room. Master Vandar took his seat next to the current leader, Master Vreik.

Vreik leaned over in his seat, "It is a great honor to meet the three of you in person. We have heard much of your accomplishments during your latest mission."

"Thank you Masters," We replied at the same time.

Vreik turned to look at me, "Young Bastila, much has been said of you."

"Y...yes Master," I said timidly.

Master Zeren glared at me, "As Master Vreik has said, much has been said." I remained silent, "The point is that you disobeyed your teachings and gave into temptation."

I hung my head, "Yes Master, I did."

"What's more," He continued, "I hear you gave into emotion, and fell in love with Revan. Is this true?"

The other Masters waited to hear my reply, "Yes," I admitted, "It is true."

"Surely you are no longer worthy to be among the true Jedi of the Order," he sneered.

Nomi Sunrider spoke up, "Master Zeren is it right for you to barrage the girl with insults? She is not a criminal."

"She was the Apprentice of the Dark Lord," He protested, "That in itself is criminal."

"There is a certain word in your statement I would like to point out," Nomi said, "was, she was the Dark Apprentice, but she has mended her ways."

"But she has defied the order!" Zeren argued, "She fell in love!"

Zeren had made his point. I wanted to say something, but I was at a loss for words.

Jolee spoke for me, "But it saved her, love saved her."

The Council murmured amongst themselves at his comment. They were wondering what he meant.

Nomi turned to me calmly, "Bastila," She said catching my attention, "How is it you returned to the Light?"

I took a deep breath to give me strength, "It was Revan. He found me and showed me that I wasn't fully consumed by the Dark Side. He said that I could be saved if I no longer allowed the darkness to consume me."

"Revan saved you!" Zeren spat out, "How could he have possibly have saved you, and yet now be Darth Revan once again!"

"He did save me," I said, "It was my love for him, and his love for me. I saw I no longer wanted to be a Sith, but only to be with him."

"And yet he is a Sith, and you are not with him!" Zeren countered, "How is it you didn't join him?"

"When I felt our bond grow dark I knew he had turned, "I explained, "I regret I did nothing to turn him back, but...I was so afraid. Afraid of falling again that...all I could think to do was run. To get away, so I wouldn't join with him."

Nomi seemed to understand. She looked at me sincerely, "Sometimes the correct decision is the hardest. You could have done nothing; you made the right decision in leaving instead of trying to face him."

"I believe she is still responsible," Master Heiruk said, "I sense that she knows her wrongs, and has righted them."

"Yes," Vreik agreed, "Master Zeren, we did not invite Bastila here, so we could expel here from the Order, but only to discuss why she fell and how she returned."

"As Master Vreik says, "Vandar said, "How did you fall, Bastila?"

"My friends and I were captured by Saul Karath. When Juhani rescued us, Malak had arrived on the Leviathan. Revan faced Malak alone at first. Malak would have killed him, but I distracted him while my friends escaped. He captured me and...I...I...and I was tortured for a week," It so hard for me to say this. I wanted nothing more than to forget that horrible ordeal, "I lost hope in myself...in my friends...in the Order. I gave into his demands, his offers. I felt lost."

"I see," Master Vandar said.

The Council seemed satisfied with my answer. Jolee looked bored.

Nomi got a wicked look in her eye, "Master Jolee?"

"Uh...yes?" He asked caught off guard.

"Do you agree with everything Padawan Shan has said?"

"Yes, Master Sunrider, I do," Jolee said, "I joined the crew of the Ebon Hawk when I met Revan on Kashyyyk. I must say I never found a more loyal bunch of friends. Bastila here may struggle with her emotions, but she is gifted, and will one day become a powerful Jedi of the Order."

"Thank you for your intellect Master Jolee," Nomi smiled.

Vreik nodded, "You are dismissed," He said to the three of us, "The Council will speak with you later, if need be."

It was over.

I wasn't expelled from the Order. I wasn't in trouble for falling in love, but I was still in love. Revan wasn't here with me. I feared I would love him forever, yet spend forever alone.

"She has brought much trouble here," Master Zeren said after the three Jedi had gone, "She needs to be reasoned with."

"Master Zeren, we are Masters of the Jedi Order, an Order that believes in forgiveness," Master Sunrider told him, "You have to forgive her."

"Never the less, She has gone against the Code, falling in love is forbidden, she has brought about chaos because of it."

"And it saved her from the darkness," Nomi finished, "We are all subject to the Dark Side and love saved her from deception."

Vreik agreed, "Love brought her back to the Light, but Zeren is right, she is in grave danger. He is hunting for her, I can sense it."

"He still loves her," Vandar said.

"Sith do not feel love," Nomi thought aloud.

"Love saved her," Vandar spoke, "Perhaps it will save him."

"Master Vandar," Nomi started, "Something is troubling me, I felt something, when young Bastila entered, something is stirring. I felt it."

"As did I," Vreik spoke as well.

"We all did," Vandar said.

"What does it mean?" Nomi asked.

"More important," Vandar finished, "What is it?"

Not long after we had joined Carth and the others, Jolee and Juhani were brought back to the Council. They were to discover any plans Revan and Malak had in action, and to find out exactly who was in power. I knew though, it was Revan. Malak was no fool; he knew who the real leader was.

I wanted to go, but the Council agreed that it would be far too dangerous.

"He's looking for you," Jolee explained, "I know you want to help, but it wouldn't help us at all if you were captured or turned."

As much as I wanted to argue, I had no defense. Mission was so kind to me this entire tome. I had never chatted with her much on the Ebon Hawk, but I found myself enjoying her company.

The morning after Juhani and Jolee left, I woke up feeling positively awful. I dragged myself out of bed. My stomach had a strange rumbling sensation. It seemed to be jumping around inside me.

Mission was waiting for me in the parlor, "Hey," She greeted me, "You look terrible."

I groaned, "Aren't you full of compliments this morning."

"I'm just speaking the truth," She smiled, "Want some breakfast?" she gestured to the tray on the table.

"Oh...no food...no," I clapped a hand over my mouth, and ran as fast as I could for the fresher.

I emptied my stomachs of its contents, I still felt horrible, and my pride was sorely wounded. Other than that, I was fine.

When I came out of the fresher Mission was waiting for me.

"That sounded...nice."

Zalbaar let out a howling laugh.

"Yeah, sure hilarious," I said rolling my eyes.

Every few hours, I continued to vomit. I was beginning to think I would have to set up a home inside the fresher.

Canderous and Carth came later that day.

"Hey, how you doing Bastila?" The Mandalorian asked.

"Oh, I'm just dandy."

"Hey what happened to your serious nature," Canderous laughed, "I swear, Princess, I think you are actually getting a sense of humor."

My stomach began to turn again, but Canderous was blocking my way to the fresher.

"Hey what's wrong?" He asked, "You look kinda..."

Vomit spilled over his entire uniform. Needless to say, he moved out of my way.

I could hear Carth laughing while I was in the fresher. Mission giggled along with Zalbaar throaty growl. The only one that didn't seem to think it was funny was Canderous.

When I got out, Carth was still laughing, "I'm glad I amuse you."

"Sorry, Bast," He apologized, still laughing, "but now I've got dirt on that guy for the rest of his life."

Mission giggled a little, "Canderous went to change."

"Tell him I'm deeply sorry," I said.

"I'm sure he'll forgive you, Princess," Carth said, "I'm sure it was an accident."

"Well it's not like she'd blow chunks on him on purpose," Mission said. That sent Carth rolling again. I still saw no humor in it.

Four days later, Juhani and Jolee returned. They came to my rooms, knowing I was anxious for news. Carth was there, as well as Canderous. After apologizing profusely to him, he insisted that no harm had been done.

"What did you learn," I said the minute they walked through the door.

"Well it's nice to see you too, kid," Jolee said, "Oh and by the way, we're fine. Thanks for asking."

"I'm terribly sorry, Jolee," I said, "It's just..."

"Yeah I know I know," Jolee smiled, "I just like pulling your chain."

"Geeze, you old coot you're as bad as Revan" Canderous said.

Nobody laughed at the comment. Instead it was total silence. I looked down at the floor as if there was something to see there.

"Oh man I'm sorry Bastila," He apologized.

"It's...it's alright Canderous," I said. I turned to Jolee, "tell me what you obtained on the mission."

"Nothing to surprising," Juhani said.

"Yeah, it's just as we thought. Revan is the Dark Lord, and Malak is once again the apprentice." Jolee explained, "He's wants you Bastila. That's his number one priority."

I wasn't surprised by the news, but when he mentioned it my stomach grew tight again. I rushed to the fresher for the thousandth time.

"There she blows!" Canderous called when the sound of retching came from the fresher.

Jolee frowned, "She's been sick?"

"Sick is an understatement," Mission said, "She's been puking for the last five days; once on Canderous."

The others laughed while Jolee stared at the fresher door. He knew what it was now, what he had sensed when he saw her. He walked over, and stuck his head into the fresher.

I was bent over the toilet throwing the last remains of my stomach contents into it. I was getting tired of spending my days in the fresher. I haven't been in an infirmary since I brought a deadly wounded Revan to one a year ago. As much as I would hate to go there, I hated being sick more.

I saw Jolee looking at me from the doorway, "I'm going to the infirmary tomorrow," I assured him, "I might as well know what's making me ill."

"You're not ill Bastila," He said closing the door. I looked at him confused, "You're carrying Revan's child."

It hit me like an asteroid on Geonosis. I couldn't think, couldn't breath. My world went dark, as I collapsed to the floor.

Jolee knelt down to pick her up, but he wasn't strong enough to carry her, "Carth, Canderous! Gets your butts in here!"

The two men came running, "What'd you do too her?" Carth asked picking her up.

"I told her the truth," Jolee said as the moved out of the tiny room. Mission and Juhani came rushing over.

"What'd you tell her that scared her to death," Canderous asked.

"I told her she was pregnant."

Carth nearly dropped her when Jolee said that.

"What!" Came from the mouths of everyone in the room.

"Pregnant! How?!" Mission exclaimed.

"I'm pretty sure the normal way Mish," Carth commented, placing Bastila on the couch.

"I know that," Mission said, "But whe...Oh yeah, they did disappear for while."

"Thank you for debriefing us on that," Canderous rolled his eyes.

"Guys, it doesn't matter where, when or how," Jolee said, "in case you haven't noticed our soon to be mother is in shock."

They crowded around the couch as Jolee tried to revive Bastila.

"Come on, Bastila, it's not nap-time," I could hear Jolee as I opened my eyes. I remembered what he had said minutes before. I shook my head, no I couldn't be...I couldn't be with child.

"Bastila, it's alright," Jolee said.

"No," I said, "It can't be true."

"It is true, Bastila," Juhani said, "I can feel it."

I sat up and rested my hands on my stomach. I sank deep into the Force looking for the sign of life inside my body. Nestled inside of me was the child they could feel. I could feel its tiny heart beat as it slept peacefully, tucked into my womb. What's more I could feel its strong aura of the Force, having been given life from two strong Force sensitive parents.

"I...I feel it," I said.

Mission and Jolee each took a seat beside me. I kept my hands on my belly where my child grew. "If we can feel it, can he?" I asked afraid of the answer.

"I don't know," Jolee said, "It's possible."

"But we don't know for sure," Juhani said when she saw my face.

"There...there has to be something we can do," I said.

I couldn't help but start to cry. Why was this happening now? I had lost the man I loved, and now I was carrying his child!

Mission wrapped her arms around me, trying to give me some comfort.

Jolee sighed, "I'll have to speak with the Council; they have to know."

I nodded, but continued to cry.

"It's alright," Carth said, "We're all here for you."

Jolee got up from the couch and headed for the door. He turned to me before he left, "It'll turn out all right in the end, kid, I'm sure of it." Then he left to speak with a Council. For the second time, my fate rested in the hands of the Masters.

Master Vandar walked down the hallway, his small form limping along. Old but hardly weak, the creature held a powerful understanding of the Force; some considered him the wisest of the council. And he was the first member that Jolee turned to.

"Jedi Knight Jolee," Vandar said once he felt the old man's presence, "You wish to speak to me?"

"Yes, Master Vandar."

"Something about young Bastila, I sense."

"Yes master." Jolee found it difficult to continue, "She...well she is carrying a child...Revan's child."

The Jedi Master's eyes grew wide at this news. His expression turned grave, "Knew we did of their love, but we did not know they had acted upon it."

"Yeah, that's one way to say it."

Vandar shook his head, "I will speak with the other members of the council. We will decide her fate."

For the second time in a week I was brought before the Jedi Council. I stood before them, nervously wringing my hands. I could not bear to look into their eyes, to see their disappointment. I felt betrayed, because now they knew how much I had given in, how much I had betrayed the Jedi code.

Master Vreik cleared his throat, "Young Bastila, we have been informed that you are expecting a child. Is this true?"

My mouth felt dry, "Yes...it is true." The council members all exchanged glances, except Master Zeren.

"This is an outrage!" He shouted, emphasizing his words by slamming the handle of his chair, "How could you allow yourself to be known by a man particularly the Dark Lord of the Sith, you're a Jedi not some silly cantina girl."

His words stung me and tears filled my eyes. "He wasn't a Dark Lord then." I protested.

"That's no excuse for what you have done. Endangering yourself and jeopardizing this war."

"Master Zeren, hold your tongue and your anger." Nomi defended, "Now what's done is done. I do not believe hurting her further will cause redemption. What we must do is decide what to do with Bastila and this child."

"Master Zeren is right; you are in grave danger Bastila." Vandar said. "Revan is searching for you; if he learns of this child he may never be stopped."

"Can he...can he feel the child through the bond we share?" I was a little afraid of the answer.

"No he cannot," Master Vreik answered," we would know if he could. But the child is of the Force, if he had any idea the child existed he could sense it easily."

My face fell, He continued, "But he has no proof and we must not give him any."

"Bastila," Nomi Sunrider began, "You must be hidden."

I was surprised at this news; I thought that the least they would do was throw me out of the Academy. But they were going to hide me?

"Am I expelled from the Order?" I asked.

"Not at this time," Sunrider answered, "We will decide now where you must go. Please wait in the next room."

And that was all, I was excused.

"She should be expelled from the Order," Zeren began, "She has turned from the Jedi code, embraced a Sith lover and now carries his child. She is an embarrassment to the Jedi."

"She is young, and was faced with emotions she had no idea how to control," Nomi argued with him. They never had the same views on any situation.

"She obviously never listened to her Masters," He said.

"It may take years to fully control ones emotions, you know this."

"Let's focus on what to do on the situation," Vreik said, "What it could mean."

"It could mean the end of the Republic," Zeren said.

"Or it could mean the end of Revan," Nomi countered, "He loves Bastila, we know this, this child is a second link between them both. Perhaps he can be turned."

"How?" Zeren asked, "She is young and cannot face the Dark Side, she has already given into it once, and the child is not even born. No, there is nothing we can do but rid ourselves of the problem."

"So you wish for nothing else to abandon the girl?" Nomi said horrified, "We just hand her too Revan like she is nothing more than piece of scrap. I don't believe you understand the situation. He is looking for her. If he finds her he will turn her into a Sith, and then the Republic will be destroyed all because we gave her to him practically gift-wrapped."

"She must be carefully watched." Vandar interrupted, "We will give her a new identity and hide her away from Revan's seeking eyes. Do not forget Master Zeren, that Bastila has great control over Battle Meditation."

"We will not expel her from the Order." Vreik said at last, "But we will hide her away, to protect her and the unborn child."

When they called me back in, I knew it was over. I would be released from the Order, and sent on my way without a word. I did have friends though; Jolee, Mission, Carth and the others would be there for me. It would be alright, at least I hoped so.

"The Council has decided," Vreik announced, "We are sending you to Timora for safety."

"You...you mean I am not expelled form the Order?"

"No, Bastila," He continued, "You and the child must be protected from Revan."

"Yes I...I understand," I said.

"You may tell no one where you are going, save your friends. They will be our emissaries, on your behalf."

It shocked me to here that no one was to know where I was. I wanted to ask about my mother, if I could tell her where I was going. But they dismissed me, telling me to tell my friends of their plans.

The others were waiting for me in my rooms.

"How'd it go?" Carth asked first.

"They're sending me to Timora, under a new name. I am to hide there unless I am needed." I said, "You are the only ones that are allowed to know where I am besides the Council."

"I'm going with you," Mission spoke up.

"I ask none of you to come with me, especially you Mission."

"Too bad, I'm going."

I sighed, "Mission you are young, stay here on Coruscant, if you come with me, you will only find danger."

"Revan was my friend, Bastila, at least let me take care of his child," She countered, "Besides Wookies are great with kids, Zalbaar will keep us safe."

Now I see why Revan liked her so much, she was stubborn like him. As much as I didn't want to endanger her or any of them, her mind was made up.

"We all wanna make sure you get there safely," Carth said, "We're all going to bring you to Timora."

"Is...is that a good idea?" I asked, "The danger..."

"Listen Princess," Canderous said, "We don't give a rep about danger. We've al been through it a million times now. Why don't you stop trying to convince us to stay and get it into your thick skull that we're all going?"

I glared at him, but remained silent.

"Well," Jolee smiled, "Looks like the Ebon Hawk is all ready for another adventure."

TBC

A/N: Ooooooh, Secrets in the Jedi Council. Now the crew from the Ebon Hawk will safely escort Bastila to Timora. That's the plan anyways. But we all know that even the best plans can go wrong...