disclaimer: I'm not J.K. Rowling! I do not own them!
A/N: I'm back... And that's supposed to be a good thing... I still haven't come up with a better summary.... Anyway... Just read the damn chapter and review...
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I promise you nothing
But this earthly misery
Would you share it with me?
"Sorry, could you repeat that?" James asked blinking.
"He kissed me." Sirius said again.
"Okay..." James replied slowly and turned his stunned look to the magazine in front of him. It was Magical Mommies.
"He... Kissed you?"
Sirius nodded. "Yep."
James blinked one more time. "Is this a good or a bad thing?"
"I... I don't know." Sirius sighed heavily.
"Wow..." James blinked again. "This is the next biggest thing after you guys told me you're gay."
"What about Lily and Harry?"
"They're not in this category." James told.
"What category? The gay friends-category?"
"No. The Sirius and Remus-category."
"There's no Peter-category?"
"He's dead, he doesn't need a category."
"Honey, I'm home!"
"Holy hell, why she has to always come back?" James groaned.
"She's your wife, man."
"Yeah..." James sighed and smiled to his wife who walked in the living room.
"Hi hun. Had a nice day?"
Lily rolled her eyes. "Yeah and hell has frozen."
"Honey, about tonight..." James carefully started.
"Yes?"
"Do we really have to go there? I mean-"
"James Potter! Are you saying that you don't want to have a dinner with my parents?"
James felt himself really small in front of his wife. "No, your parents are okay, but your sister-"
"I know that she and her husband-"
"Hate us?"
"No. They have a little problem with me being a witch and you being a wizard, but she still is my sister." Lily explained calmly.
"A little problem?" James gave Lily a 'look'. Lily ignored him.
"Besides, they don't know I'm pregnant. We have to tell them before it starts showing up."
"Um... Why?"
Lily sighed and started to explain why. She talked like James was a three-year-old.
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"Remus?"
"Yeah?"
"About last night... Um... What happened?"
Remus slowly turned to look at Sirius. "I kissed you." He replied simply.
"Yeah, I know. I'm not that stupid. I just... Why did you kiss me?"
"Do I need a reason for that?"
"Actually, yes, you do."
Remus sighed. "Well... I dunno why I did it. I just did."
"Did it mean something?" Sirius asked, hoping he would say yes.
"I don't think so." Sirius cursed in his mind. Wrong answer.
"I'm sorry." Remus added and stood up. "But... You wouldn't want it to mean anything, right?"
Sirius gazed up. "Right."
Remus nodded. "Okay. I'm going to bed. Goodnight."
"Night..." Sirius muttered.
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"So he said it meant nothing?"
Sirius nodded. "Yeah."
"And then what?"
"Then he asked that would I want it to mean anything."
"And you...?"
"What was I supposed to say? That I want him and it's driving me crazy?"
James blinked. "So... You wanted it to mean something?"
Sirius didn't answer.
"Oh my gosh!" James gasped. "You did want it to mean something! You're in love with Remus!"
"Shut up, Prongs!" Sirius snapped and quickly changed the subject. "So, how did it go last night?"
James sighed. "It was pure torture. Lily's parents were okay, but her sister and her husband... Shit, I never want to meet them again."
Sirius grinned. "So you had fun then?"
"Yeah, really fun. Lily's sister's pregnant too, by the way."
"How sweet. Little Harry will have a cousin." Sirius replied.
James sighed again. This time it was a good sigh. "Yeah... Little Harry..."
"And is Lily still driving you crazy?"
James's dreamy look changed into a grimace. "Hell yeah. I mean, what is it with pregnant women? She has become a monster. She complains about absolutely everything, she's never happy and she keeps nagging about my job!"
"When are the Hounds getting the new seeker?" Sirius asked, grinning.
"Next week. I really need to get that place! Our future depends on it!" James groaned.
"I should get a job too." Sirius told. "My abroad trips haven't done any good for my career."
"You're trying into the ministry?"
"Probably. I mean, no one else hires aurors, right?"
James nodded. "Right. But if you don't get there, you can always start to sell broomsticks." He said smirking.
"Oh, fuck off."
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"Remus? I've been thinking."
"You have? I'm very proud of you."
"Hey, I'm being serious here."
"Yes, I know who-"
"Just listen to me, okay?"
Remus sat down on the couch. "What?"
"I've been thinking that maybe I should get my own flat."
"Why?"
"Well, I can't really share the bed with you forever, can I?"
"But I have a spare room. We just have to clean it up and stuff."
Sirius sighed. "Yeah, but-"
"But nothing. This place is big enough for both of us. And I thought that you don't have any money."
"Good point."
"And besides, I like it that you're here. I don't feel so alone then."
"I'm glad I can help."
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x three weeks later x
"Honey, I'm home!" Sirius shouted and grinned. "I've always wanted to say that..." He muttered. "Moony, where are you?!"
"In my room!"
Sirius went to his roommate's room and lay on the bed. "What are you doing?" He asked flashing his lashes like a girl.
"Don't do that, Padfoot." Remus muttered after a quick look at him.
"What?"
"Flash your lashes. It makes you look like an idiot."
"You didn't answer my question, Moony. What are you doing?" Sirius asked again.
"I'm trying to find something decent to wear. I can't believe I have nothing in here!" Remus cursed.
"Why? Are you going somewhere?"
"You remember that guy I told you about yesterday?"
Sirius nodded carefully. "Yeah... What about him?"
"Well, he asked me out tonight."
"And you're going?" Sirius asked as Remus threw a shirt on the bed.
"Well, yeah!" Remus gave Sirius the what-do-you-think-I-am-?-Crazy-?-look. "Of course I'm going. I just want to get out of the house for a change."
"And you can't get out of the house with me?"
Remus turned to look at his friend. "What? Are you saying that you're jealous?"
Sirius stood up and walked to him.
"Well, what'd you think? Am I... jealous?"
Sirius was so close now. Remus could feel his hot breath on his lips. Sirius brushed Remus's hair away from his face.
"Am I jealous, Moony?"
"Yeah, I think you are." Remus whispered. "You are jealous."
"Hell yeah I am. I don't understand how you could have been so bloody blind. Or have you just pretended that you haven't noticed?" Sirius nearly growled.
"Noticed what?"
Sirius gave a short bitter laugh. "You're so pretending. Or can you really say that you haven't seen how I look at you? How I talk to you? How I even touch you?"
Someone knocked on the door.
"It's Shane. I have to go." Remus said quietly.
"Don't walk away from me, Remus. Not now." Sirius asked, begged.
"I have to go."
"Don't walk away from me now."
The door was knocked again and Remus went to open.
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A/N: Review please...
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