disclaimer: Are you really that stupid that you think I'm her?
A/N: Well, RazorbladeRose is off some weird hippie-camp, I'm listening For my pain's Broken days and I really feel like hurting myself. So as you can see, I'm doing just fine! Not that you would actually care, as long as you get this story updated. Yes, I am having a bad day, thank you very much.
The song is The 69 eyes's From dusk till dawn
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I'm gonna get you till the fallen days are gone
I'm gonna get you from dusk till dawn
No sudden bleeding lights on this street I walk among
I'm gonna get you from dusk till dawn
"Sirius?!" Remus cried and stepped in his room. Sirius was sitting on his bed staring at nowhere.
"Sirius?"
"I'm not moving." He replied.
"Oh... Why not?"
"He cheated on me again."
Remus sat next to Sirius. "I'm sorry, Padfoot."
"Don't be. This is for the best. I didn't love him and obviously he didn't love me."
After a moment of silence Sirius turned to Remus. "You had something to say?" He asked.
Remus shook his head. "No. I had something to do."
"Really? What?"
Remus didn't answer. Instead he pressed his lips on Sirius's and took a grip behind his neck.
After the shock Sirius pulled away. "No way! I'm not gonna be your toy again!" He cried and stood up.
"Sirius! I don't want you to be my toy!" Remus shouted and followed him in the living room.
"Oh yeah? Then what do you want?"
"You."
"Last time I checked, you didn't love me. Now, all the sudden, you do? I'm really sorry, but... I don't buy it."
Remus didn't know what to say.
"I don't buy it, Remus." Sirius repeated. "And besides, it wouldn't happen with us. Don't you remember what I said? I don't give a damn about you anymore!"
"But you're obviously lying! Even Jay thinks so!" Remus cried and immediately regretted that he had mentioned Jacoby.
"What does he know about anything? And when have you seen him?"
"Today, but-"
"Jay doesn't know a shit about this! He has no right to say that I'm lying, which I'm not doing by the way!"
"Sirius-"
"I think I have to have a little talk with him." Sirius said and disapparated.
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"Sirius? What brings you here?"
"I heard that you said I'm a liar. I didn't like that."
"What are you talking about?" Jacoby gave Sirius a puzzled look as he closed the door after him.
Sirius turned to face him and noticed that only thing Jacoby was wearing, was a towel.
"You told Remus that I'm lying." Sirius said, trying to ignore the fact that his very well framed ex-boyfriend was wearing only a towel.
"Oh yeah, I did."
"Why?"
"'Cause you are. Remus said that you told him that you don't care about him anymore. That's total bullshit. I can prove it."
"You can't prove me anything 'cause I'm not lying."
"Oh, shut up and come here." Jacoby took Sirius's hand and led him to the painting he showed to Remus.
"You still love to dominate, don't you?"
"Funny. Remus said the same." Jacoby grinned. "Look."
Sirius looked. "It's a painting."
"What do you see?"
"A very ugly vampire, a gorgeous angel and some really creepy thing."
"It's a werewolf. Look again."
Sirius looked again. "I dunno. What am I supposed to see?"
"Remus, yourself and Tyler."
"What the fuck?" Sirius looked closer. And yes, he realized it by himself. But the fact that he had been Jacoby's boyfriend for over a year and he had the chance to watch his paintings all day long and try to understand what they said, may have helped him.
"Can you see now?"
"It's bullshit. You're obviously losing your touch."
"Losing my touch? It's not a touch, it's a part of who I am."
When Sirius didn't answer, Jacoby spoke again. "I started another painting this morning. It shows what will happen to you and Remus."
"What does it show?"
"I can't tell you. And what do you care? You said yourself that I'm losing my touch."
"Why can't you tell? Or show me the painting?"
"It's not ready yet."
"Neither is this."
"No, that one is ready. I finished it about an hour ago."
"Oh come on, Jay! You've showed me your paintings before!"
"First of all, don't call me Jay. Second of all, before you didn't know what they showed. Now you do." Jacoby said firmly. "Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm going to get dressed."
But before Jacoby had the time to move, he noticed that he was standing between the wall and Sirius's body and Sirius's lips were pressed on his.
"What about Remus?"
"Like I've been trying to say, I don't care about Remus."
"I'm not gonna show you the painting."
"It doesn't matter. You really think you can walk around in that tiny towel without consequences?"
Jacoby smirked. "Actually, yes. You weren't here when I started walking around in this tiny towel."
"But now I am here."
"How I didn't notice that?"
"Oh shut up."
"Go home, Sirius."
"There's nothing for me in there."
"Yes, there is."
"No, there isn't."
"There's Remus."
Sirius snorted.
"He loves you, Sirius. He told me so."
"If he loves so much, why didn't he tell me it?"
"But he did. Just before you came here."
"How do you know?"
Jacoby gave Sirius a meaningful look.
"Oh, right. But he didn't say that he loves me."
"'Cause you didn't give him a chance. Did he say that he wants you?"
Sirius didn't answer.
"He did. He kissed you, didn't he?" Jacoby gently pushed Sirius away from him. "Go home, Sirius."
Sirius nodded slowly. "Yeah. Okay, I'll go." He was just about to leave when he turned back.
"Hey Jacoby?"
"Yeah?"
"Am I gonna get my heart broken again?"
Jacoby smiled. "That's for me to know and you to find out."
"I'm just trying to protect myself, that's all."
"I know. But you haven't done it very well so far, have you?"
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A/N: Just review please...
reviews:
Miss Anonymous hp: Yeah, sure, you can take him... Thank you by the way Sindy Feesh: I would never laugh at you, hun! Or you'll find me and what? I'm so scared... alana chantelune: Yes, they're all wizards MissMe: Love is a strong word... Yeah, I like Jay (Thank god Miss A took him home with her...) too... redrose2310: Happy ending, huh? I dunno, let's see, shall we?
