Chapter 7
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The last chapter is a songfic. Somewhere I belong from Linkin Park. I spent 2 hours writing it so I hope you like it. It's for both Ginny and Draco. It's romantic and dramatic.
Basically, ever since the night in the tower, Ginny and Draco have been avoiding each other. This happens the 31st of December. Its snowing very hard......
"When this began,
I had nothing to say,
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me."
Ginny sat silently, her eyes translucent before the roaring fire...
Draco looked out of the window, watching the snowflakes...
"I was confused,
And I'd let it only to find,
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind."
Ginny's vision blurred...
A single tear fell down Draco's face...
"Inside of me,
But all the vacancy the words revealed,
Is the only real thing I've got left to feel."
"I'll never forget what you've done for me" Ginny....
"I can't get you out of my head" Draco...
"Nothing to lose,
Just hollow and alone,
And the fault is my own,
And the fault is my own..."
She strode out of the common room...
He went out of the dungeons, out of the castle...
"I want to heal,
I want to feel,
What I thought was never real,
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long."
She reached the top of the Astronomy Tower...
He walked across the white snow...
"I want to heal,
I want to feel,
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along,
Something I've wanted all along."
She looked up at the starry sky tears streaming down her face...
He contemplated the stars, a tear falling down...
"And I've got nothing to say,
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face,
I was confused,
Looking everywhere only to find,
That it's not the way I imagined it all in my mind."
She looked down at the white snow, wanting to join it...
His knees gave way and he fell into the snow...
"So what am I"
What do I have but negativity,
Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me,
Nothing to lose,
Nothing to gain,
Hollow and alone,
And the fault is my own,
And the fault is my own."
She climbed onto the open window...
He buried his head into his hands...
"I will never know,
Myself until I do this on my own,
And I will never feel anything else,
Until my wounds are healed."
She felt the wind blowing her long red hair from her face...
He cried, nearly choking in between sobs.
"I will never be,
Anything 'til I break away from me,
I will break away,
I'll find myself today."
Ginny fell backwards. Shivering violently she got up and ran out of the tower. Terrified of what she had been about to do.
Draco felt a shiver go down his spine. He quickly got up and ran to the castle.
Ginny was in such a state of shock, she lost herself. She suddenly heard Filch coming down the corridor and ran into the nearest room.It was a light room,with a soft carpet on the floor. She quickly did a silencing spell in the room and when she heard Filch grumble pass it; she gave a shaky sigh of relief and sat down.
Draco entered the castle, drenched from head to foot with melted snow.
He quickly walked towards the dungeons, when he suddenly heard Filch coming down he quickly went into the nearest room, he opened the door went in and locked it behind him.
He turned around and saw that he wasn't alone.
Ginny was standing there here long hair windswept, she was extremely pale and was shivering violently.
She had quickly stood up when she heard the door open and gasped when she saw it was Draco.
But this wasn't Draco. He was drenched from head to foot and his face was extremely red, his hair was all messed up and he was also shivering.
He spoke up first.
"Oh my god, Ginny. What happened to you?"
"More like what happened to you." She replied.
"I was outside...er..i fell..." he said slowly.
"Oh right. Well yeah same with me..."She trailed off.
They stayed silent for a few more minutes and then Draco suddenly said,
"Ginny, what's happening to us?"
When she didn't reply, he carried on.
"I mean, we were friends weren't we?"He said tentatively.
"Draco Malfoy, I need to know now how you feel about me before it destroys both of us."
"You want to know how I feel about you? Fine, I'll tell you."
He sighed and closed his eyes.
"The very first time I met you, met you really on the train...I began to love you.I felt that I have it in me to love you, you soothe my soul, filling it with such happiness, I want to lose myself to you."
"I am dazzled, astounded by your beauty. Even when you look at me, I feel my heart beating ...my very dreams are yours..."
Tears started sliding down his cheek.
"Ginny I gave my life to you as soon as I met you."
He turned his back on her, not wanting her to see him cry.
He felt a light tap on his shoulder and turned around to see her satnding in front of him, tears streaming down her face as well.
"Draco, I want to join myself to you."
And it was then for the first time, he noticed the love in her eyes for him.
He bent down slowly and kissed her on the lips.She quickly responded, deepening the kiss. They both tasted tears not knowing whose they were.
As soon as their lips touched, such electricity surged through their bodies that their knees nearly gave way.
It was bliss. His hand entangled in her hair, his other arm around her waist.She had both of her arms around his neck, So close together...
Two bodies united into one.They tumbled together softly on the soft floor, both so in love and in so much ecstasy they didn't even notice they were on the floor. They had finally found somewhere they belong.
The innocence has gone...it can never come back again. But it can always be replaced by...love.
What do you think?If I get loads of review, I might do a sequel. Thankyou all of you who have supported me with reviews during this story.I'm not in avery good time in my life and you guys have made it bearable! I LOVE YOU ALL!!LOL!!
p.s: I'm also writing another story called lost ï