~*Summary: This story takes place in 'After Life' Buffy can't tell her
friends about the pain they caused her by taking her from heaven and the
only one she can turn to is Spike. She wants 'to feel' but what if the
feelings grow into more than she can handle?*~
Chapter 1: Confessions of a Slayer
"I was taken out of heaven.by my friends and they can never know."
Spike faced her and in that one moment he hated the Scoobies more than he thought possible.
He wanted Buffy back as much as they had but the question was at what costs? He would never have compromised her happiness and magic always had its consequences
She looked over to him and there were two distinct emotions on her radiant face; confusion & despair.
"Buffy" he whispered as though her name was the only thing with any meaning.
She looked up at him and tears sprang from her eyes tainting her cheeks. He brushed her cheeks wit his finger tips and whispered comforting words to her when she did something he couldn't quite fathom.
She arose and stepped into his arms, her hands on his leather clad shoulders and her face in his chest.
He didn't waste the moment for fear it would be the only time her could hold her and he pet her hair and wrapped his arms around her tightly.
"Spike.I can't feel anything. I'm alone."
"Ssh, pet you'll never be alone. I'll always be here."
Her crying ceased and she still clung to him.
~*~*~*~ Willow opened the back door slightly and prepared to call for Buffy and when she saw her in Spike's arms.
"Everything's all right, pet. Everything's all right."
It was then that Willow wondered why Buffy had gone to Spike for comfort and not her, Xander, or the others. Spike, Buffy's enemy the thing they were supposed to hate.
Buffy's arms wound onto Spike tighter as if he was her life line. "Spike.don't.don't leave me." she whispered. "No pet, I'll never leave you. Not again."
Willow chose that moment to leave and anger followed her to the Magic Box.
~*~*~*~
Buffy broke apart from Spike's gentle embrace and looked into his cerulean blue eyes which conveyed all of his emotions.
"They can't know, Spike." She whispered as she stroked his cheekbones.
His hands still had hold on her waist and he nodded. "I won't tell them about this although I don't think they'd really believe me."
She shook her head solemnly.
"I meant about where I was. You're the only thing that is keeping me from the brink of total insanity. I need you. You're the only one who understands."
His face was in complete awe and his eyes twinkled in happiness. "I won't tell."
She hugged him once more her arms wrapped around his neck as his shoulder supported her head. She bit her lip and clung to him.
"I have to go back."
He nodded and she walked back to the door.
"Every night I save you." He said as she grabbed onto the door knob.
"I know you do."
Tbc........
Author's Note: Hi this is Enchanted! ^_^ I just wanted to thank everyone for their reviews to my four previous stories regardless of the fact that they may not have liked them. I also wanted to let you know that I have in fact been thinking on a sequel to 'With All I am, I Love You' & 'I Never Planned on You' I will try to write them sometime after I move but for now here is my latest work.
Chapter 1: Confessions of a Slayer
"I was taken out of heaven.by my friends and they can never know."
Spike faced her and in that one moment he hated the Scoobies more than he thought possible.
He wanted Buffy back as much as they had but the question was at what costs? He would never have compromised her happiness and magic always had its consequences
She looked over to him and there were two distinct emotions on her radiant face; confusion & despair.
"Buffy" he whispered as though her name was the only thing with any meaning.
She looked up at him and tears sprang from her eyes tainting her cheeks. He brushed her cheeks wit his finger tips and whispered comforting words to her when she did something he couldn't quite fathom.
She arose and stepped into his arms, her hands on his leather clad shoulders and her face in his chest.
He didn't waste the moment for fear it would be the only time her could hold her and he pet her hair and wrapped his arms around her tightly.
"Spike.I can't feel anything. I'm alone."
"Ssh, pet you'll never be alone. I'll always be here."
Her crying ceased and she still clung to him.
~*~*~*~ Willow opened the back door slightly and prepared to call for Buffy and when she saw her in Spike's arms.
"Everything's all right, pet. Everything's all right."
It was then that Willow wondered why Buffy had gone to Spike for comfort and not her, Xander, or the others. Spike, Buffy's enemy the thing they were supposed to hate.
Buffy's arms wound onto Spike tighter as if he was her life line. "Spike.don't.don't leave me." she whispered. "No pet, I'll never leave you. Not again."
Willow chose that moment to leave and anger followed her to the Magic Box.
~*~*~*~
Buffy broke apart from Spike's gentle embrace and looked into his cerulean blue eyes which conveyed all of his emotions.
"They can't know, Spike." She whispered as she stroked his cheekbones.
His hands still had hold on her waist and he nodded. "I won't tell them about this although I don't think they'd really believe me."
She shook her head solemnly.
"I meant about where I was. You're the only thing that is keeping me from the brink of total insanity. I need you. You're the only one who understands."
His face was in complete awe and his eyes twinkled in happiness. "I won't tell."
She hugged him once more her arms wrapped around his neck as his shoulder supported her head. She bit her lip and clung to him.
"I have to go back."
He nodded and she walked back to the door.
"Every night I save you." He said as she grabbed onto the door knob.
"I know you do."
Tbc........
Author's Note: Hi this is Enchanted! ^_^ I just wanted to thank everyone for their reviews to my four previous stories regardless of the fact that they may not have liked them. I also wanted to let you know that I have in fact been thinking on a sequel to 'With All I am, I Love You' & 'I Never Planned on You' I will try to write them sometime after I move but for now here is my latest work.