Chapter Nine: The Heart Wants What the Heart Wants

/What do I want? This whole time I've been here even though I was with Spike I hid it. I mean I didn't-haven't exactly said I hate his presence lately but I haven't really mentioned it 'til now./

"You don't have to decide now pet. It's..........alright I guess. You-you can think it over, what you want." His hypnotizing voice brought the slayer back to reality. "Wha-hm?"

He looked at her confused face and wanted to smirk but felt that at chance maybe he shouldn't. "You weren't really here with me just now were you luv?"

Buffy shook her head and smiled. She reached out and stroked his hand with her thumb. A rush of feeling t through her, much like all the other times they seemed the have any form of physical contact. "I'm with you right now." She smiled. Spike could've jumped at the joyful feeling, but instead he smiled and took her little hand in his. The platinum blonde nodded, "You're right with me."

"Where I belong."

Spike looked up at her with confusion marring his face and his azure orbs danced with question. Buffy placed her opposite hand under her love's chin and drew his handsome face to her own, taking his lips with hers. After tender moments of blissful lip-lock Buffy left his mouth and whispered to the healing vampire, "Someone once said that the heart wants what the heart wants. Well, my heart wants you, Spike. My-my....heart needs YOU, Spike. Please don't let my stupid ass decisions-"

Spike drew his finger to her lips. "You had me the exact second I first saw you luv. No need to think you don't already hold my heart in your hand."

He forced his lips to hers and his hands wandered about her flesh. She felt his fingers trace the neck line of her shirt. "I don't think we- you're- you've been thrown back and forth I don't want you to think that I want this and not you."

He cocked his head to the side and smirked. "Don't you want this?"

Buffy gasped as his hands traced the tops of her jeans and undid the first button. She nodded, "I do- but I want you more than anything."

Spike pulled her closer so that she straddled him. "You have me luv. You'll have me very soon."

Buffy smirked. "You're a persistent one aren't you lover."

"What can I say love, the heart wants what the heart wants." He smirked.

[New Scene: Buffy's Living Room, Characters: Xander Willow, & Anya]

"What in the hell was that?!"

Willow looked at her brunette best friend with a lost look in her eyes. "I don't know Xand."

"Did she just brush us off for Captain Peroxide?"

"Is that really the issue?"

"What?"

"The brush off, or is the problem Spike?"

"It's natural, after all the foreplay they've been doing wasn't enough. They're probably enjoying many orgasms right now."

"Ahn!"

"Anya!"

"Yup many blissful, earth shattering orgasms." The blunt ex-demoness nodded, not minding the horrified looks from the two.
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