Untold

By: Na-chan

Disclaimer: I don't own gravi.

Ryu-chan's POV on things.

Even though I am 32, I don't act my age. I'm practically still 3 years old, carrying that stuff toy like that. Little did they know that this is just an act. Life is just a stage. Your life depends on how well you act.

I didn't choose my life. Kami-sama did. What have I done wrong to lead such life…

I looked at the picture of my papa and mama. I was three then. When they still love me…

Still care for me…

Still here for me…

And in that same year, they were gone. Never to come back again. Everything changed then. They were killed in a automobile accident. I was sent to live with my granny.

Nothing is the same. Not anymore.

Granny always avoids me. To her, the sight of me pains her because I looked a lot like my dead mother. All I have is my toys. I played with my toys when I felt lonely, sad and even happy. My favourite is Kumagurou, a pink stuff bunny, the one my mother gave me on my 2nd birthday. The one mama made for me. My last present from her.

Kumagorou is my best friend. Actually the only friend I had. I believe in Kuma-chan. I know he will never leave me. Even I'm getting older, I don't care what the other kids say, I shall always be with Kuma-chan. Even if they say I behave like a kid, it doesn't matter anymore.

At age ten, I still act like I'm a kid, never grown mentally; tugging my bunny everywhere I go. Granny had asked me to throw it away but I won't. She doesn't know how much it means to me. Yes, I admit that I'm childish.

Isn't it better to remain childish? There is no responsibility and no problems to care.

I met Tohma and Nuriko when I was 15. I didn't give them a good first impression, talking to Kuma-chan like a lunatic but they gave me a chance. They asked me to sing.

Singing has always been my hobby. I'd loved to sing. Singing is something that comes from the bottom of your heart. They were quite shocked to see me sing though.

I was different when I sing.

We formed Nittle Grasper not long after that. I still carry my childishness then too but they didn't mind.

At this point, life isn't an act anymore. It's what you are and it is quite hard to change it. Though life is like a stage but it's not just a mere show. Every action we made and how we act matters to those beside us but most important of all is that they accept us no matter what.

I have found my friends and they accepted me. I am not lonely anymore. Sometimes life can be quite fair.