Hey here's the next chapter finally!! Even though im not getting many reviews I enjoy writing this story…I guess…but getting more reviews is better!!! :)
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Me: NEVER!!!!
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(Riku POV)
That's what happened. I lay on my bed just remembering everything that happened that day and the big mistake I made today.
After the couple of weeks we've been together, we had to hide our relation ship from our friends…it would have been a little harder it Selphie didn't help…she would tap me occasionally when I was holding Sora's hand that I for got to let go of…but today I wish was all just a simple dream…
Just today at school I had promised Sora that today we wouldtell all our friends…but I had the icky feeling inside that it wouldn't be good…but I loved Sora so much, I would do anything to make him and if he wanted to tell our friends then I guess we should…but something just doesn't feel right…
(The next day at lunch)
Wakka, Tidus, Lulu, Yuna, Kairi and Selphie all sat at one of the cafeteria tables. I stood with Sora at the door way,
"Are you sure you are ready to do this?"
The brunette stared at the table of my laughing friends, he sighed then looked at me, "I…I guess so…" I sighed as I followed the boy down to the table… they were laughing a giggling…we stood in front of there table…the stared at us and stopped, they coughed slightly and gave us greasy looks. I sighed…what the hell was going on? They stared at each other staying silently…
I sat down next To Tidus with Sora sitting next to me. Tidus got up grabbing his tray and walked away, Yuna followed which made Lulu follow which made Wakka follow, Kairi soon stood up shaking her head at me…Selphie stared at us and gave us a wave and run off to get more food…I stared as the other all started laughing as they headed to the door…
"What's going on with them…" I said looking at Sora
Sora was fiddling with his finger and staring at the table deep in thought…he looked at me… "Riku…"
"Mhm…"
"There's something you should know…"
I stared at him… "What…"
He sighed… "I…I…I already…told them…" My eyes turned wide and my mouth fell open …
"What happened…" I asked
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A Flashback!!!!
-Telling them-In Sora POV-
I stared at my friends as they sat on the bench…I felt like I should tell them and this would be the best time…Riku was away but he was always to shy to tell them and I wanted to save him the trouble and give him good or bad news Selphie was away too so I had to do this all by myself…
Tthey were all laughing as Wakka choked on his sandwich, Lulu giving him the Heimlich maneuver, Tidus was laughing so hard whipping tears from his eyes. A big glob of salami sandwich came flying from Wakka's mouth and into Tidus's hair…
"My hair!!!" Everyone was laughing at him as he tried harder to try and get the spit out, they didn't notice Wakka and Lulu pashing…
I sighed…how was I going to tell them…I loved all my friends dearly, they were the funniest and funnest people I knew…but Riku…his the one I love so if I want both then they got to know…
I walked over to them Tidus still panicking to get the sandwich out and Yuna trying to hold him still so she could try to get it out, I really wanted to laugh seeing as he was making funny faces. I sat on the seat next to Kairi, she was laughing as hard at them…
Tidus finally keeping calm after it had been removed from his hair patted me on the back… "What's up little buddy?"
I smiled…but it wasn't there for very long… "Is something wrong, ya?" Wakka asked…Yuna sitting on the right side of me and Kairi on the other, Wakka Tidus and Lulu standing in front covering me… Yuna smiled gently… I sighed… "You can tell us…" Yuna smiled softly
"Yeah were your friends, ya!" Wakka muttered…Lulu put her hand on his shoulder, "Yeah please maybe we can help…"
I sighed… "I want to tell you…but…" I stopped and stared at the floor…
"But…" Kairi said… I looked at her…then to the rest of the gang and sighed…
"Me and Riku…" I paused, The group stared at me blankly "We are…a thing…"
Tidus smiled… "We know that little buddy you guys are like the best of friends!"
I shook my head… he stopped smiling… "We are…more then a thing…we are… together…we are…in…" I gulped… "We…love…each other…" Every word I said to them was really hard…especially their stares…
Tidus had a frown on, Wakka' mouth dropped open, Lulu's eye brows were raised up high, Yuna had a very worried look on her face and Kairi couldn't stop shaking her head. She looked like she was about to cry, everything was silent…
"Sora…buddy…we…uhh…how can I put this nicely…" Yuna tried to say nicely but I knew what they were going to say…
Tidus interrupted "Look buddy, we don't hang out with gays! Frikin hell…" He let out a huge sigh "I never thought you would be gay!" He had the biggest frown on his face…
"Sora…" Kairi sighed "I've been good friends with you and Riku for ages…but I've always though I would end up with ether you or him, never did the idea of you two together would come too mind…"
Lulu nodded "Same here…" Wakka flashed her an evil glare…she rolled her eyes "Except that I never thought of ever being with any of you…" Wakka let out a smile
"Ditto to that…" Yuna sighed…
"Look little buddy…like I said we don't hang out with gays…it's just not natural…so…like we can't hang out with you, and if you still want us to be your friends then we might consider it if you guys break up…" Tidus said holding his hand out for Yuna… "See ya…" Said Wakka as they walked away…leaving me by my self…
I can't believe this…I…I…really thought…my eyes filled with tears my nose turned all red…i…I…don't know what I should do anymore…stay with my friend or…love Riku…why did they have to make me choose…
End of Flashback and back to Riku POV
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He never looked up at me the whole time he spoke. "I'm sorry Riku…"
"It's ok…" I got up from my seat, "Why didn't you tell me sooner?"
"I…I…don't know…" He sighed staring down…
We walked outside near the Destiny Island palm trees.
"Where is everyone?" Selphie wondered as she munched on a giant chocolate chip cookie in front of the table they were at. (A.N: I couldn't help my self! I had to put that in!!)
I stared at brunette as I walked by his side then at the floor I was just walking on… those words kept repeating in my mind… "… if you still want us to be your friends then we might consider it if you guys break up…"
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(That night)
I lay on my bed, staring at the ceiling… What if Sora thought popularity was more important then me? What if he chose them, but…he said he loved me…so much…but…
You ain't gotta say too much from the look in your eyes I can tell you wanna fuck…GOD DAMN IT! I'M DEEP IN THOUGHT YOU KNOW!!! I grabbed my Cell phone…they so what if I like that song?
"Hello?"
"Yo!" I rolled my eyes…
"Hey Selp"
"So umm…I heard…" She mumbled…
"About what?"
"That the guys rejected you…"
I sighed… "Did you know he told them by him self…"
"No I was away that day…"
"Same…but why? Why can't they just be happy for us instead of making us choose?"
She nodded her head, but then remembering she couldn't see "Yeah…but they'll get around to it in time…I got to go Ri, See ya!" She hung up immediately…
What was she up too…that was the worst phone call I ever had…
(Next day at school…)
I hadn't seen Sora all day, I just ate my lunch by my self behind the building again, it wasn't restricted since they had seats…
Sora finally walked around the corner and over too me…maybe it wouldn't be so bad, he stood in front of me, I smiled. He just stared at me and sighed…
"Riku…we need to talk…" Sora said. His tone got me all worried…everyone knows nothing good ever follows, 'we need to talk'…I shivered as I walked over to the cinnamon haired boy, expecting the worst.
"Yes Sora?"
He sighed… "This…isn't going to work…"
At that sentence everything stopped…I could feel my heart break in a million pieces time seemed to go so slowly the playful sounds of people just seem to shut up, even though no one could hear us seeing as we were behind the building again.
My lip trembled I bit it to try and stop it but that just caused my eyes to fill up with tears…I blinked furiously to try to make them stop…
"What do you…mean…"
He sighed… "Riku…as much as I loved you…"
That word loved dug deep into the remaining pieces of my heart, it wasn't has strong as love, loved is the word which he did…before…not anymore…
"…It's not going…to…work…" tears filled the brunette's eyes…it hurt him to say this…if only he was in my shoes…
"Your…your…your…breaking…up…with…" I toke deep breaths…I never felt this way before my lip kept trembling…it was a lot harder to control my tears…my knees were shaking it was harder to stay standing up. He can't be…he isn't…he…is…
"I'm sorry…Riku…" He turned his head away in the other direction…I fell to the ground on my knees…tears suddenly streamed down my face…why break up if it hurt him too…I stared at the pavement in front of me…I stopped crying…I suddenly knew why…
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Have I been updating?
When was the last time I have updated? So umm…they've already broken up in the second chapter, like, you better review!!! :P
Yeah I've finally updated so you better be happy. I won't be updating as sooner as I usually do seeing as we have some exams to do and I better revise or I won't get a good job when I grow up! No I am not a nerd!!!
You know it's a lot easier to read then update! I'm not sure what to do next in my other story Riches to rags…iv got some ideas but there more suited to further chapter.
Well like I said this is my first yaio story…
Ok then well I better get back!
Cyz!!!
Shelly