Toboe's POV. "A Broken Wing" by Martina McBride. Song's not mine, wolf's not mine. Thinking of someone he loves that he believes doesn't love him back.

A Broken Wing

She loved him like he was the last man on earth/

He's ignoring me again. Guess he really can't see that I love him.

Gave him everything she ever had/

I've tried just about everything, that I can think of.

He'd break her spirit down, then come lovin' up on her/

He lets me close sometimes, but more often than that, he yells at me.

Give a little, then take it back/

I'll hear a kind word, maybe every ten insults.

She'd tell him about her dreams-he'd just shoot 'em down/

All that's really left to do, is come right out and say it. But I doubt he'll feel the same way.

Lord, he loved to make her cry/

He doesn't know the tears he's caused.

"You're crazy for believin' you'll ever leave the ground"/

And I'm beginning to think he wouldn't care anyway. Maybe this is hopeless.

He said "only angels know how to fly"/

After all, I don't really know where to go from here. I'm lost.

And with a broken wing, she still sings/

But I'm not ready to give up quite yet.

She keeps an eye on the sky/

I am the optimistic one, or so everyone else says.

With a broken wing, she carries her dreams/

So why am I doubting? Why can't I do anything to make my dreams a reality?

Man, you ought to see her fly/

Still, I'm going to keep trying.

One Sunday mornin', she didn't go to church/

It would help if he noticed, when I leave, when I cry, anything at all.

He wondered why she didn't leave/

But he doesn't. It's like I don't exist.

He went up to her bedroom, found a note by the window/

I wonder if he'd notice, if I didn't come back. What if I left, and that was it?

With the curtains blowin' in the breeze/

If I never returned, what would happen? It might gradually sink in, or suddenly hit him. Would he possibly miss me?

And with a broken wing, she still sings/

I like to think that he would, but I doubt it. I couldn't be away from him that long anyway.

She keeps an eye on the sky/

Why doesn't he love me? I have an idea. I'm probably right.

With a broken wing, she carries her dreams/

But I still tell myself he wouldn't love anybody. Even if they were female...

Man, you ought to see her fly/

So I'm not. Does it matter that much? If I were a girl, would I have half a chance? It's not just that he ignores my attempts.

With a broken wing, she carries her dreams/

He ignores me, most of the time. But not all the time, I remind myself.

Man, you ought to see her fly/

The fact that he pays me any attention, gives me a slim chance. I'll give it more time. Maybe that's all it needs. But I'm just not ready to give up on Tsume quite yet. So I won't...

With a broken wing.....