Chapter 1- The Begging
I envied her so much. He became friends with her like that in a snap of a finger ....they now talk and I've herd that they want to get back together. Why must she do this...and yet everyone blames me..for what he did..because everyone listens to her...you know if she had given him what he wanted I never would have...and I wouldn't have gotten pregnant and I wouldn't have been thought of as the school slut. So now she's gonna get...she's gonna get it real bad.
School ended at around 4:00 and I was at my locker...J.T. of course (So Annoying) comes up to me and says "How's my little bugger" "Fine" I say giving him the most cheesiest smile you can imagine "He is so gay" oops did I just say that out loud "Who's gay" "No one...um you called last night." "Yeah...did you hear Craig and Ashley are back together." WHAT...I heard rumors but I didn't know it was true of course J.T. was happy and rubbing it my in my face because he now knows that I can't get back with Craig 'This can't be happening' I thought I wanted to just punch him for telling me. "Really where did you hear that" I said acting dumb "Oh Craig...called me last night to tell me " "Cra...Craig called you?" "Yeah he did..he sounded really happy saying she was the one" 'The one what the hell does that mean' "I was supposed to be the one" I said really loudly "What?" "I was supposed to be the one for you" I lied "Do you know what I don't care about..Craig and Ashley I have you and nothing in the world can ruin that " I lied again twice J.T. gave me a kiss on the cheek "I love you " he says smiling I didn't say I loved him I said that nothing in the world could ruin our realatinship..I think he wanted me to say I love you back but I didn't want to I didn't love J.T. he was just a toy I was using for now. I have to get him away think Manny think "I have to go to the library and return a book" Now that wasn't a lie I really have a book to return but I wasn't going to go now..I just had to figure out away to get J.T. away from me. We said our good byes and gave our kisses and I was off home so I could figure out how to separate Craig and Ashley
I got home and jumped on my pink covered bed I called Craig..I had known his number by heart since our first date (892) 549- 3421. Craig answered the phone I was almost about to yell at him but I kept my cool "Hi Craig..it's Manny" "Manny..hi" I could tell he was nervous why because he knows that Ashley isn't the one for him "I wasn't sure but I heard you were going out with Ashley is it true?" "Yeah..it's true" "Well I just called to make sure it wasn't a rumor and I'm really happy for you." Why do I keep lying "Manny?" He asked "Yes Craig" I said "You're not uncomfortable with this whole me and Ashley thing are you" "No Craig...why would I ever feel uncomfertable..I mean....you and Ashley are perfect for each other. " "You think so " "Yeah I do" "Well then I got to go..I'll see you tomorrow Manny" "O.K. bye Craig" and with that I hung up and threw the my pink phone on the ground making the battery fall out on my pink flower shaped rug "I hate her" I said screaming "I hate her I hate her I hate her." I started screaming and pounding my legs and fist on the bed. I have to think of away to get him back. The slut thing didn't work it just gave me a bad reputation...I could get pregnant and say it was his...no that already happend....Oh my gosh I have the perfect Idea
Another day of school went by and I was about to put my plan into work. I saw Ashley walking down the hall wearing her black shirt and her ugly goth pants. I hated her but I had to pretend. I hope all those acting classes when I was 6 will pay off. "Ashley" I said trying to stop her in the hall "What Manny" She replied giving me a cold look. "Last year was last year Ashley..how about we put it in the past...You and me have suffered enough and you got him back anyway and I have my beloved J.T. so how about you and I become friends again...well we weren't before but I think we should be..lets start while getting a burger from the dot..it will be on me." "I don't know Manny" "Please...it will really be making my dream come true." "Fine Manny" she says "I guess it won't be so bad being your friend" "Thank you thank you thank you" I said jumping up a down. I stoppend and we started walking out the door. Things will be better after all and besides what ever Manny wants is what Manny gets and right now Manny wants is Craig.