Chapter 3- This Will Work

I didn't mean it...I didn't mean to do what I did....It was all an accident....after I told Craig...he well....just read....

I can't believe I did that I'm so stupid...I wasn't supposed to tell even though I didn't see his face I know he looked shocked when I told him. I was sitting on the couch while Angie slept on my legs and I was watching...the Simpson's. "Do you still need help with your math homework?" Craig asked me. I turned around he had a shirt on no he looked so hot with it off . "No" I said looking back at the t.v. "Angie fell asleep." I said combing my fingers through her hair, she really needs to comb her hair..it has a lot of knots. "Manny lets talk." Craig said to me. I wasn't in the mood for talking...unless it involve him taking me back. "There's nothing to talk about Craig" I replayed back. "Manny it's o.k. for you to be jealous of me and Ashley.....I know you like me a lot but you can't lie about something like that just so I would dump Ashley and go back with you...Ashley and I love each other like you said...we can still be friends though Manny" We can still be friends that word stung in my ears...but he didn't believe me thats what hurt me the most. I started to tear again...I hate it when that happens. When I start to cry in front of Craig..I'm trying to show him that I'm more mature...and then here I am crying in front of him. "You don't belive...me..." I said trying to hold my tears back. "No Manny I don't" he said putting his hand on my shoulder. "Don't touch me" I said moving away " I have to put Angie in her bed" I said as I picked up Angie and put her in her room.

I have to figure out someting...I thought as I was pacing back and forth in Angie's room. I could...Oh my gosh I got it I know exactly what I'm gonna do to Ashley Kerwin to make Craig forget about her.

3 hours later Joey dropped me home he only paid me 20 bucks and I baby sat for 4 hours. So when I got home I started to strategy my plan....I won't be proud of what I did...but I won't really feel guilty. I knew my papa had a gun somewhere in the room so I went in there when he was in the bathroom and I took it out of his drawer. "Mannuella is that you." he asked he was drunk again I hate my dad so much. "Yeah papa I'm here..I just came to tell you I'm going for a walk." I said and I left the room

I was so scared of what I was about to do...but thats what I had to do to get Craig back. I walked to Ashley's house it's not that far. Her parents and Toby weren't home they went to a councilor with Toby's mom they have a lot of problems in there family. I was wearing my mittens even though it was like 500 degrees outside. I could hear Ashley's music playing really loud. It was some stupid goth music. I walked in through the door. "Mom" Ashley yelled..she started to come down the stairs but I hid..so she shrugged and went up stairs.

I went into her room and stood at the door "Hey" I said. She jumped "Oh Manny..you scared me." she said "Yeah I thought I should visit you" I said still standing in there. "At ten at night" she said looking suspicious "I had to tell you something and I wouldn't have been able to keep it away" I said still standing there "O.K...shoot me." She said starting to get up and sit on her bed "I'm sorry.." I said tears starting to come down my face "For what...you didn't tell Craig did you" she asked looking really mad "No..I didn't" I said...I lied.."But I'm so sorry..Ashley" I said now about to bawl I was so scared with what I was about to do. "Why are you saying sorry?" Ashley said she was really mad now..."Because I did this to you." and with that I pulled the gun out of my pocket and shot her...she started to bleed a lot and I shot her again because she was scurming..no matter how much I wanted to turn around and walkaway I couldn't because then she would tell everyone I shot her. She finally looked like she was dead and I left.

But I heard the door opening and I saw Toby's face...I panicked I hid the gun in my pocket and started to cry. "Manny what are you doing here?" Toby asked I didn't say anything because I was trying to cry. "Hi Manny..." Kate said "Did you come here to visit Ashley?" she said putting her coat away "Kate I was supposed to hang out with Ashley today..and I came because she told me she left the door open..and when I came...." I was bawling "O.K. Manny calm down what happened." Kate said trying to calm me down. "Ashley was dead" I said falling onto the ground bawling. "What?..." Kate said as she ran into Ashley's room "I am so sorry Kate if I had come here earlier.. she would have been o.k....it's all my fault." I said and I ran out