Chapter - Whirl wind
I felt really bad for what I did to Ashley...well I feel bad for Craig not that freak. Craig really loved her and he really would do anything for her. I was invited to Ashley's funeral because we were ' friends '.......well actually all the whole school was invited...but I was asked to talk in front of everyone...everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now I would like Craig Manning to come and say a few words." the priest said I started to clap but Emma then nudged me "Ow...what are we not supposed to clap at funerals" I said rubbing my arm "Shh..." Emma said looking straight at Craig "Hi my name is Craig Manning and I was Ashley Kerwin's boyfriend. Like every couple we had our problems....but we don't need to get into that...but Ashley was always their to support me even threw our roughest times...when my dad came back...when I had troubles with a certain girl....Ashley was my heart and my soul and I would never forget her...thankyou" Craig said and he walked away. "Thank You Craig" The priest said "And now our last person Mannuela Santos" He said I walked up to the alter "Ashley Kerwin..." I said "She was a great person and I will never forget her the end" I said really fast winked and left and walked back to my seat...Then the priest said some things and blessed some others...and then it was over!
We went to Ashley's house after the funeral to show some remorce...remorce my butt. But hey Craig was their..."So Craig....you must feel horrified since you were there when Ashley died." I said..while scratching my leg...my dress was really itchy "Well..." He started but Paige interrupted."Oh Manny...I'm sorry didn't you hear this is a funeral not a night club...you were supposed to wear black..not pink. " she said while eying me "Well Paige...hun..this is the darkest out fit I have I'm not goth ...and it's not pink...it's magenta...get your colors straight." I said and I turned back to talking to Craig. "Do you know what I have to go do something up stairs." Craig said and he ran up stairs. Crap I didn't get to talk to him..stupid Paige. "Craig" I said but Emma grabbed my arm and stopped me "Let him go Manny" she said "Boo you hore" I said as she lost her grip.
So Craig was gone for about half an hour and I was getting curiose..of what he was doing. "So yeah...I think this will help the environment in some way." Emma said "Oh god..." I said crossing my legs "I really have to go to the bathroom and Craig hasn't come down yet.." I said looking up at the stairs "Then why don't you go" Emma said "Because I don't want to disturb him" I said "Well go ahead just leave him alone" Emma said taking a sip of her pop. "O.K." I said and I ran up stairs
When I got up there I could hear Craig playing a guitar and I peeked threw the door and he was sing "I don't...know...if....you'll...fo...for...giv..forgive me..." He said sobbing "Fo...for..be..being...so...blind....to....ho..how...you felt." he continued I couldn't stand it he was taring me into with all this heartache "Oh Craig" I said intently to disturb him "Manny" he said wiping his tears with his sleeve I went and sat by him on the bed "A...Ash...Ashley...ga...gave....me this guiter....it...wa...was .....her...grandpa's....an..and..then sh...she...to...took...it back...because...of..what hap...ppend....wi..with...you...and...me" he said sobbing "What..I know...is that everything...I touch.......tu..turns...to dust." he said and started crying some more. "Craig...don't worry." I said yes...this is where I am his shoulder to cry on. I took the guitar out of his hands and laid it on the ground. He started crying on my shoulder and I patted his back "It's going to be o.k." I said I lifted up his head and we looked into each others eyes and started making out. It wasn't right...I know but..still it felt so good.
"I can't.." Craig said he got off of me. "Come on Craig you know you want to." I whispered trying to kiss him again to start another make out session. "Th..This is Ashley's room we just made out in my dead girlfriends room on her funeral" he said butting up his shirt. "Oh..Craig..what difference is it going to make now I mean she' s dead." I say while pulling on his shirt. Then I felt someone pull my hair really hard "Bitch" I heard..and I turned around......