Special thanks to Inuaysha's-babygirl and Silentbrat! Thanks for being my first two reviews for this story and sorry for the long wait... I just wanted to see if I got any more reviews...

Oh yah and I know chapter two was confusing, sorry bout that... I didn't finish it and my little cousin posted it any way... the little dweeb.

BTW: (blah blah blah) - Sesshomaru's thoughts.

And: -Blah blah blah- Rin's thoughts.

/blah blah blah/ -action

"Yes my lord?"

"Stop bouncing. Some one might find that arousing in your state." (In other words, myself)

Rin looked down and saw what Sesshomaru meant. She looked around for her kimono and hastily put it on. She couldn't get the obi on because of her nails, so she turned to Sesshomaru and held out the obi. He raised his eyebrow and put the obi on for her.

As he was doing so, Rin shook with every one of his touches. He finished and began to walk off; Rin followed still looking at her claws.

"Rin..." Rin looked up over to her right and saw that Sesshomaru had turned; she noticed too late and walked into a tree. (What a klutz, you'd think with her transformation she'd be more graceful.)

Rin continued to follow Sesshomaru, this time looking at his back and avoiding all uprooted tree trunks. They reached a field and waiting for them there was Jakken and Ah-Un.

"We have the scrolls for you... mi... lord what happened to Rin?!"

"What do you mean what happened to me you toad?!"

"Look at your face you worthless human!"

"At least I'm not a worthless toad!"

"Worthless is your mother!" (Bad move Jakken.)

"YOU LITTLE...!" Rin's eyes turned red and her body grew in size. She turned out to be a large light pink cat. She looked down at Jakken and crouched down into stalking position.

"O-o-oh my!" Jakken stuttered and started to run as fast as his little legs would allow him. He didn't make it that far and Rin began to pounce on the ground, making every one in the field fly up into the air a little bit. Sesshomaru stood unfazed and Ah-Un were enjoying themselves. Jakken however was frightened to his very small and impish toes.

"Reow..." Rin began to growl and jumped at Jakken, when she was close enough; she swiped at him and made him fly into a tree. She sat there and licked her paws clean; when she was done she ran off to the river and lapped up as much water as it took to get the horrible taste of Jakken out of her mouth.

Sesshomaru chuckled to himself and revived Jakken. "Stay here."

Sesshomaru changed himself into his dog form and searched for Rin. He saw her over by the river, still in her cat form, sitting down and wagging her tail a little bit. She heard him walking over to her and turned around to see Sesshomaru in dog form. (She is a very healthy neko youkai.)

She looked almost like Sesshomaru, other than the fact that she had whiskers, she was a bit smaller in size, was light pink, had a longer tail, and had more fur than he did.

She bowed her head and untransformed, still bowing to him in human form. Sesshomaru walked over to her and picked her up with his fangs, hearing a surprised gasp from her, he dropped her in the river. She screamed and accidentally belly-flopped. Sesshomaru untransformed and let a small smile graze his lips as he saw her eyes flash red when she passed him.

"Rin, you killed Jakken. Learn to suppress your anger and hold back the youkai when it is not needed. You could've easily killed him without transforming, and I cant have you killing off my servants."

"Yes my lord. But the bastard deserved it."

"He is no bastard and your mother was not worthless I am sure." (If she were worthless, how could she make such a priceless treasure?)

"Those words still escaped his vile mouth. No one shall speak of my mother in that way my lord, for it shall be the last thing they ever wish they hadn't said! Should some one speak of your mother in a way such as that and I highly doubt you would let that comment pass. Jakken deserves no benefit of any doubt! I spit on him and hope he bows his head in shame!"

"I see." –You see nothing.-

Rin cried tears of anger and remorse for yelling at her lord. She usually would've kept it inside but instead she lashed out. She fell to her knees and cried uncontrollably. The demonic side of her wanted everything to come out, but Rin herself even wanted that, she finally felt alone, even with her lord at her side. Pain replaced her heart and she no longer felt it pumping, no longer did she feel warm. She felt cold, depressed, alone, and misunderstood.

She suddenly stopped crying and sat on her folded legs.

"R-Rin was a b-bad girl. S-she stole crops for her family, and /hic/ killed her neighbor's daughter. Neighbor's daughter was bad too, she killed Rin's brother. R-Rin's dad didn't want Rin any more he... he said Rin was bad! /She begins to cry again, but looks up to Sesshomaru/ Rin is worthless! Rin's mother loved Rin, and took care of her. Mom and Rin walked into forest one day, and /hic/ Ri-R-Rin c-c-ou-could-couldn't he-help /hic/ h-her mot-mother... I am nothing... Rin's father made sure of that. He made sure mother died... even with though she was with child... I..."

"You witnessed this, didn't you? And that day in the forest, your mother was raped wasn't she."

"I don't need your words any more! Yes! I witnessed it all! Mom was raped! I am alone! Always alone! Hiding behind smiles and songs. I need something in my life."

Sesshomaru embraced the emotionally unbalanced woman and kissed her forehead. He knew what it felt like, and he too experienced it during his life. He then felt something foreign, and otherworldly to him. His Rin would no longer be alone...

The otherworldly and foreign thing wasn't an emotion I'll tell you that much... beware BWUAHAHAHA... next chapter... lemon and regrets! I know this chapter stunk... maybe I wasn't cut out to make Rin/Sesshomaru fanfics... maybe I was just set out to read them?

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