Hi folks! Glad you´re still with me. I hope you got it that the first chapter was written from Bakuras point of view. Now follows of course Ryous. As you have been warned before: Sombodys gonna die. Hope you enjoy it anyways!

Misunderstanding

Part 2: Broken

Is it normal that I feel so weak? Everybody around me seems so strong, so powerful. But what about me? I get lost in between. I drown in a sea of sorrow and no one notices. Why should they? I'm just another weak being to beat. Forget me as soon as you see me. I'm not important enough to be remembered. Take pity on me and kill me. It doesn't matter which way. Anyway you choose will be perfectly all right with me. Maybe in death I will find the peace life denies me. Silence is golden. Such a true saying. But here around me is none. Always people are talking. Why can't they just sit down and listen? There would be less trouble in the world if people could do just that. But I don't care anymore about the going-ons of the world.

My world is shattered and broken in thousand pieces. You are gone. You left me to mend the broken pieces. But I can't do it anymore. Once to often you've left just to return again. How come you take so much pleasure in seeing me crying over you? I can't cry anymore. I'm hollow inside. There are no tears left.

I drown my sorrow in a sea of blood. The only thing you left me to feel. Sorrow. But I try to get ride of that, too. I won't take you back. That's a lie, as we both know. It just feels so good to say it.

I'm dying any minute now and you still haven't returned. Ironic, isn't it? I kicked you out and still you are my knight in shining armour high on horse ready to save me again and again; even though you never did. And so I hoped -and feared- you would rescue me in time. Even that you couldn't do. I feel weak and you've always been so strong.

What are you doing here? Standing in the door, crying. Crying? How come you've never cried before? You say you're sorry. You say you should have told me. I close my eyes. "I love you, always will!"you whisper in my ear.

A smile on my lips I whisper my goodbyes.