YAY! reviews! mesa so happy....big, scary grin

lyn: i'm writing i'm writing....

gods of insanity: yeah...that would be a good explanation wouldn't it?

GoTrinba: i agree, it is hard to find decent inu/sess fics....in fact, hard to find decent slash fics in general

::smlies::; i'm writing...don't worry.... though...that's the first time i've heard aborable and angsty in the same sentance...me glad you likes (big smile)

By the way, i have no idea what happens to sess after his arm gets cut off, i just know when he comes back in trying to get toti-sai (or however that's spelled) so sorry if i missed any key points about that time.

CHAPTER THREE: THOSE LOVED

He walks in fathers footsteps. In so many ways, he walks the path our father tread. He carries the swor that was our father's true weapon, and...he hates me as out father did. I once thought parents always had to love thier childern, and when father turned away from me, or yelled at me, I kept trying to tell myself he really loved me.

But he never did. Never had. Never would.

It was only later I learned that my mother and he never loved each other either... Their marriage had just been to untie a waring fraction of deamons, and when mother died, father did not mourn her at all. Then, he hated me even more, for, if it wasn't for me, he could simply put that part og his life behind him. But he couldn't. Because of me. So he hated me, and I hated him. When I was finally grown, I was able to leave the estates and wander for months, sometimes even years, at a time. Until....

Sesshomaru glared at his father and the human bitch standing next to him. "Yes father?" he says poiltily. "You wanted me for something?"

His father glared at him, not bothering to mask the loathing in his eyes. " Yes, Sesshomaru, I wished to speak to you."

"About?"

"You should treat me with respect, young pup!" Sesshoamru bristled. "But nevermind that now...." He turned to the human bitch beside him. The love shining in his eyes made Sesshomaru sick. "This is my new wife, and if I find you've treated her in anyway not befit her station as such...."

Sesshomaru did not miss the threat. He chose not to care.

"A human bitch? Why should I treat her with anything but contpemt?" he sneered.

"SESSHOMARU!" his father hollored. Sesshomaru was about to reply scathingly, when a cry broke the air. He stopped, mouth open, and turned to the human bitch. She was blushing and fumbling with a bundle in her arms that was wailing. Quickly, Sesshomaru slide over and took the bundle in his arms. Eyes softer than they had been in years, he looked at the wailing child, it's eyes scrunched up and small dog-ears poking through the fine silver mane.

He glanced up at his father who stood frozen, about to come at him, and the human bitch whose eyes were wide in fear. Without another word, he handed the un wailing child back to his mother, but just before his hands left it's body, it let out a small gurgle.

Sesshomaru walked away as quickly as he could.

Ok, another chapter, and this one written before 7 at night, yay. I JUST SAY THE PREVEIW FOR STAR WARS 3. my brother totally freaked out because he's obessed with it...and i'm happy. can not wait til next may. I can not believe we have to wait tat long...oh well...i have the 3 inuyasha movies to hold me over til then (i love e-bay...)