i have an excuse for not updating yesterday. the document manager was down so i couldn't upload. i would love to say i have a better chapter since i had 2 days, but i don't. i don't save these on my computer. i DO NOT WANT ME PARENTS FINDING THEM.

now then

Revolofantasy: youre getting more...

Muazkeeter: mesa so glad you like

GoTrinba: yeah....sesshomaru crying would be something to see....i want an inu plushy....or a sess one

Song 'Wish i had an angel' by nightwish
CHAPTER EIGHT: THOSE BLESSED

I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love

Inuyasha sat up, wondering where he was. Why was he in  a romm? Hadn't he run away? What happened?

"You're awake, finally."

Inuyasha visably cringed at that cold voice. Wasn't that the reason he ran away in the first place? To get away from that coldness?

I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
Im in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight

Sesshomaru watched him impassivly, wondering how long it would take the hanyou to realize he wasn't wearing anything. The small blush that creep across Inuyasha's face showed that he had. Smiling slightly he turned and walked away.

Deep into a dying day
I took a step outside an innocent heart

Inuyasha swiftly dressed and followed him. "Sessohmaru!"

Stopping, the youkai turned and waited, feeling slightly miffled at the use of his full name.

Prepare to hate me fall when I may
This night will hurt you like never before

Inuyasha stopped a few feet in fron of him. "Where you the one who followed me?"

Sesshomaru nodded once. "Why?"

"Do you want to know?"

Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder

"Yes."

"Oh?"

"YES!"

I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
Im in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight

Sesshomaru apraised him for a moment, then glanced around the hall, looking to see if anyone was coming. "Very well."

Im going down so frail n cruel
Drunken disguise changes all the rules
Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder

Inuyasha felt all the air he had left in his lungs fly away as Sesshomaru slammed him against the wall, hard, and crashed his lips against his.

I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
Im in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight

Inuyasha was too shocked to do much at first, but by the time Sesshomaru's small fangs were nipped clumsily at his bottom lip, his mind was able to process that the one person he loved so much but never thought would love back was kissing him. And this person tasted of flowers and dew....

He finally opened his mouth slightly and Sesshomaru dived in, lapping at his own tounge and napping at his lip. Moaning, Inuyasha's tounge danced with his brother's, their bodies pressed against each other, Inuyasa's slammed against the wall still.

Greatest thrill
Not to kill
But to have the prize of the night
Hypocrite
Wannabe friend
13th disciple who betrayed me for nothing!

It was total and complet bliss for the both of them. Since neither really had much, as in none, experance with kissing, it was some-what clumsy, but those are the kind of kisses one remembers, are they not?

Finally, when niether could breath anymore, Sesshomaru drew away slightly, making Inuyasha gasp and reach for him, reluctant to let him go. "Now do you understand why?" the youkai was a bit breathless. Inuyasha nodded, his hand trailing through his brother's hair. Said brother growled slightly, capturing the hanyou's mouth once more, but he drew away quicker theis time.

Last dance, first kiss
Your touch my bliss
Beauty always comes with dark thoughts

Sesshomaru's body was on fire, as he knew was the hanyou's. He passingly wondered what Inuaysha would do if he carried the hanyou into his room and made him his...Proubly enjoy it and beg for more. But while he was ready to acknowlage he loved his brother, Sesshomaru douted he'd be able to that yet....

Well, that was a lie....he had always wanted to make Inuyasha's his....ever since that one day so long ago....He was faintly aware of Inuyasha's hot breath against his neck, and how it made him feel too warm, of how Inuyasha's hands were trailing down his back and sides, claws scrapping lightly against his skin. Of how his own clawed hands held Inuyasha's head while his rested against it, their breathing deep and even.

Oh how much he loved this hanyou brother of his....and damn what anyone else had to say about it....

I sat up, displacing Jaken, who had been standing on my chest leaning over my face.

"Mi'lord!" he gasped. "You're awake."

I did not grace him with an answer. Sometime during the night, my fever had broken. But my heart had too. I once was sure that I had locked all these memories away, but now.... Now they were coming back and they wouldn't leave me alone, swarming around me like angery wasp, each one stinging worse that the one that came before....

I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
Im in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight

/sits back, happy with herself/ well...that took me a while... i hope i didn't totally screw up the kissing scene...it always sounds so good in my head, but as soon as i try writing ti, it sucks...oh well...