First Times
Chapter 4
'Charlie...can I have a sandwich'
'Mom said that David shouldn't be doing that'
'Andrew...give me it'
The world outside Kristy's room was going on as normal. There was the normal shouting and running around. There were arguments.... Everything was the same.... But for Kristy everything had changed.
How come her world had come crashing down? Why were they gay? Surely they couldn't be they'd shown no signs.... She loved him she visioned marriage...kids...yes sure she was 16 but god it felt RIGHT.
She punched the pillow forcefully. How the hell would she tell people what had happened.
"Oh by the way...James and Charlie.... Totally a couple?"
The fact was she couldn't.... She didn't want too.... Because all said and done she couldn't turn of her feelings...God he was hurting her.... But she could handle it...she was a strong girl. She still wanted him so much...She wanted him in her arms.... Cuddling on the couch...hanging with their friends together. It was so good and it all felt so right. Maybe James was a tad confused...What he said about wanting to get close to Charlie through her.... He wasn't thinking straight he just needed to think things through.
He'd come back...begging forgiveness.
'Bullshit' She whispered softly. Because god deep down she knew she was kidding herself. James and Charlie were together.... Happy.... Happy sure...but gay? Together? It just wasn't right.
She loved James and she lay there on her bed in total denial that what was happening was happening. She needed a reality check surely...She needed to get over him.... She needed to get out.... She needed to....Wait get out great thinking. Go for a run or something.
She jumped up and headed for her bedroom door.
'God...why...why did you have to say that to her James...it wasn't like she wasn't hurting enough'
'Charlie she needed to know everything'
'I agree...but she had to know everything right now... God I feel awful for what I've done'
'Yeh me too...But she was well out of line to call us freaks'
'I think she needed to vent her frustration and anger...we've really dumped a bombshell on her... I guess that's a huge understatement'
James chucked. 'Yea'
They both stared in silence. Mulling over their thoughts and feelings.
'I guess I've just realised I could lose a sister because of this'
'Yeah...you could....But you've gained this...Us...Charlie I can make you happy you know that don't you?'
'Yes I do' He said softly, he put on a brave face.
Even though inside he was hurting like hell.