Disclaimer: I don't own any of the ALIAS characters though I wish I owned Sark.

Rating: PG-13 Be warned dark fic with some swearing

Couple: Sarkney

Note: I wrote this a while back but never posted it. I had had a terrible day at school today and I was drawn to rewriting this and posting it. It is a dark fic so be warned.

Syd was lying on the floor in a dark room assessing her life, everything she'd been through. Losing her mother, being a test subject on 'Project Christmas', Losing Danny, Finding out the truth about her mother, meeting her mother again, losing Vaughn.

When all these thoughts came to her mind she thought of her school life. "School is the best time of your life" Yeah right.

School is a pain in the ass. That one boy trying to look cool by bitching at the other kids. The ones that join in because it makes them feel better to put others down. That one girl who thinks she's better then everyone else because she's smarter and prettier and better at practical work, the one that makes you feel like shit. That one 'friend' who thinks that their pain is the worst in the world but they don't dare ask what you're going through because they want to pretend that you don't feel that pain. Coming home and feeling the desire to do anything to take the pain away.

All these thoughts came to her and overloaded her mind. They hurt her so much and there was no one who understood. No one who even cared. She thought for a moment, though she hated to admit it Sark had always been able to tell her exactly what she was thinking, he always knew her mood.

Sometimes she wished he would end her life, especially after she came back from her two-year absence. Though her mother had warned her that he would kill her she knew he wouldn't, he cared too much about her, and she cared about him though neither would admit that they felt that way, it was obvious that they did.

She just wished she could have the chance too tell him that. Just one chance.

The large metal door opened and two burly guards came into the cell and dragged her limp body out, she was losing motor control in her legs and arms and was done with trying to fight them, she let them drag her off knowing it would be the last time she would be in the room.

"Just one chance" She muttered

Note: Little short I know. I rewrote this to explain my feelings today. Anyway, hope you like it.