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(A/N As most of you know I don't have any details of my stories planned out, so fair warning at the end of this chapter this is some naughtiness, however it isn't too detailed so I think most of you should be able to handle it unless you are still in middle school. Then shame on you for reading a story rated R. :Shakes finger at you:)
Chapter 6: Trust and Confessions
Ginny was as usual sitting at her table in transfiguration reading. She read a lot. It was how she stayed a head in her classes. Draco came in as he normally did slamming his book on the table, effectively snapping Ginny out of the book. They were both very good at pretending they couldn't stand each other. Ginny glared at him like she normally did when he slammed his book on the table. Draco smirked. Inside Ginny was laughing. She now had another lie to tell.
Ginny concentrated on the lesson, successfully transfiguring her mouse before everyone else, even Hermione. When the lesson was over Ginny made her way over to Hermione.
"Hey Hermione." Ginny said. "I hope there aren't any hard feelings about the other night." Ginny gave her a little smile. "I had no idea."
Hermione sent her a withering glance before gathering up her books and stomping out of the transfiguration classroom.
"Oh well." Ginny said to herself as she grabbed up her books. She loved seeing Hermione so pissed off. Ginny made her way out of the class room and started walking down the hall.
Ginny skipped the rest of her classes that day, she didn't feel like dealing with anyone. Instead she went up to her room and grabbed her journal from under her mattress. She shoved in her book bag and made her way to the kitchens. She tickled the pear and went into the door that appeared.
"Can I help you miss?" squeaked a house elf.
"Could I have a couple of sandwiches and some pumpkin juice?" she asked leaning against the wall. In a couple of minutes the house elf had returned with some sandwiches wrapped up and a small jug of pumpkin juice.
"Is that all miss?" he squeaked out.
"Yeah, thanks." Ginny replied taking the food from him and placing it gently on top of the books in her bag. Ginny made her way out of the kitchens and outside. She wandered around before going to her alcove. She glanced around before climbing in. She didn't mind if Draco knew where it was, but she didn't want anyone else to know about her alcove.
Ginny climbed in the alcove and pulled out her journal and started to write.
Dear Diary,
Today I talked to Hermione, she is still mad at me. She is rather stupid. Draco followed me to my alcove the other night. He kissed me again. I pushed him away and then left. He looked shocked. I don't think he is use to girls not wanting him. Which I'm not saying I don't want him, I just don't want him at the moment. He's been watching me, I didn't know that. He knows my tells. He knows what I do when I'm mad, lying, whatever. He knows. I didn't know he knew. That might screw some things up for me. But I know his tells also. I know his better. I just didn't know he had been watching me.
Why was he watching me?
So I was noticing some of the kids. The ones who don't seem to have a lot of friends, or at least not a lot of good friends. Neville is one of them. I can't believe I didn't think of him to begin with. After all he has always just sort of existed on the fringe of Harry Ron and Hermione. He has always wanted them as best friends, but they were too wrapped up in themselves to notice. He will be perfect.
Then there was this kid, I think he was from Ravenclaw. He sat at the very edge of his table and kept looking longly up at this group of kids sitting in the middle. I should find out his name, I think he is a 4th year. There is also Dennis, Collin's little brother. He has always wanted to be just like Collin. Why I don't know. However.. that can work to my benefit.
Ginny put down her diary, she wasn't done writing yet, she just wanted to take a break. Ginny reached into her bad and pulled out the pumpkin juice, pleased to see that the elves had cast a cooling charm on it. She took a swig and then pulled out another book and opened it up to read. Ginny read for a couple of hours. She only stopped to eat lunch and then she started to read again. After a while Ginny picked her journal up again.
So I woke up in the middle of the night last night. I decided to go for a walk. Draco was out here, he had fallen asleep on my bench. Being the wonderfully nice person I am (haha) I woke him up. He insisted on talking to me. Stupid prat. He can be rather clingy at times. So I ended up talking to him for a while. I asked him why he kissed me, he didn't have an answer, and of course he kissed me again. I don't think he knows why he keeps kissing me, either that or he does know and is just too much of a pansy to tell me. Either way he should figure it out.
Ginny put her diary away and grabbed her book up again. She laid on her stomach and continued to read.
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"Where the hell is she?" Draco muttered under his breath, she was late for his tutoring lesson. After waiting for five minutes Draco left the astronomy tower. If she wouldn't come to him then he would find her. Draco couldn't get into the Gryffindor tower to look for her so he went to the only places he knew she frequented. The bench and the alcove. As he passed the bench he noticed she wasn't there so he continued to the little alcove.
There she was laying on her stomach her head resting on a book. She was sleeping. Draco laughed, thinking of all the things he could do to her while she was sleeping. He shook those thoughts out of his head and crawled into the alcove.
"Wake up." Draco said shaking her impatiently. "You are suppose to be tutoring me."
Ginny jumped when he touched her, and looked around confused. "What are you doing here?" she asked him.
"Looked like it was my turn to wake you up." Draco said smirking. "Tired after last night?"
Ginny glared at him as she sat up. "Of course I'm tired. Someone insisted on talking to me for half the night." she pulled her bag closer to her. "What do you want?"
"To be tutored." Draco said handing over 10 galleons. "It is time."
"What?" Ginny asked. "It can't be that late already."
"Well it is." Draco replied showing her his watch. "How long have you been asleep?"
"I don't know." Ginny snapped.
"Someone is cranky when they wake up." Draco said smirking at her.
"Someone is annoying the bloody hell out of me." Ginny snapped back.
Ginny took a drink of her pumpkin juice and pulled a sandwich out of her bag.
"You want one?" Ginny asked taking a bite out of her sandwich.
"You are suppose to be tutoring me." Draco reminded her.
"I haven't eaten dinner, I don't think it will hurt you any if I get five minutes to eat a sandwich." Ginny replied rolling her eyes. "The book will still be here."
Draco crossed his arms over his chest and leaned against the wall. He watched her while she ate her sandwich. Ginny read her book while she ate, ignoring Draco. Finally Ginny finished with her sandwich and closed her book.
"What do you want help in first?" she asked Draco.
"We can start with Transfiguration." Draco replied pulling out his book.
Ginny read her book while Draco practiced the techniques she showed him. This tutoring thing was even easier for her than she thought it was going to be. After half an hour she looked up from her book.
"Did you transfigure it yet?" she asked pointing at the mouse.
"If I had it wouldn't still be a mouse know would it?" Draco asked her through clenched teeth.
"Well you might have turned it back into a mouse." Ginny replied innocently.
"Don't put on that innocent act with me." Draco replied. "I know better."
"Maybe I was trying to keep you from feeling stupid." Ginny replied harshly.
"Nah." Draco disagreed. "You don't care about being nice."
"You're right." Ginny agreed. "I wasn't paying attention, for all I knew you had transfigured it ten times."
"Those are some great tutoring skills." Draco said sardonically. "I'm ten galleons for this?"
"Yes." Ginny replied. "Because of me you are getting better grades."
"Well I seem to have trouble with the mouse." Draco said. "Any pointers."
"Do it correctly." Ginny told him smirking.
"That's helpful." Draco said turning back to the mouse. "I'll just keep working on this then."
Ginny turned back to her book and continued to read. She had just gotten to a really interesting part of the book when she heard a little squeak.
"What did you do to the mouse?" Ginny asked looking up from her book.
"Nothing." Draco replied. "I just turned it into a mouse trap."
"Why did it squeak?" She asked him suspiciously.
"Well, before its talk had gotten a chance to transfigure it got caught in the trap." Draco help up the trap for her to see the mouse tail hanging out.
"Well." Ginny said sighing. "It's better than nothing. Ready for charms?"
Ginny smiled as Draco let out a big groan. "Seriously are you trying to kill me?" Draco whined.
"Oh stop moaning." Ginny replied. "You came to me for help."
"Well I am done with school work for the night." Draco replied.
"Okay. Goodnight." Ginny said opening her book again. She looked back up when she realized Draco hadn't left. "Do you need something?"
"You want to know why I kissed you?" Draco asked her.
'I do believe I have asked you that." Ginny replied closing her book and placing it on top of her bag. "Why did you kiss me, twice now?"
"Because you scare me." Draco told her. "No one scares me." Draco made to leave and was shocked to feel Ginny grab his arm.
"How do I scare the Slytherin Prince?" Ginny asked him quickly pulling her hand off of his arm.
Draco sat back down and sighed.
"For years I have wanted to do something big, bigger than myself and bigger than Voldermort." Draco replied. "And even though I wanted to do something big, I never contemplated it, my life was planned out for me. Become a death eater. I didn't bother to live up to my full potential, I didn't have to."
Ginny was watching Draco as he talked confusion etched all over her face.
"I never even considered doing something myself." Draco continued. "Then I read the diary of some girl. This girl had everyone fooled to think she was this sweet innocent witch. This girl had darker thoughts than me. She thought deeper than I did, put more thought into what to do to change the world than I did." Draco stopped for a minute, he was thinking of how exactly to put what he wanted to say. "I had to force myself to think of things I hadn't for years. To think of plans that I hadn't remembered since I was 11. And it was because of you."
Draco gave a little disappointed laugh. "You got to think of the things I always wanted to. You got to plan out the plans I couldn't delve too deep into. And you are just this girl, who has fooled everyone."
Draco stopped and thought again. "You don't have anyone to answer to. Your thoughts run wild, unchecked by anyone. At the end of it all I either join Voldermort or disappear. You however are going to change things, probably more than Voldermort ever could. You scare me, because you get to be what I always wanted to be but might never get to be and you are going to do it better than I could have."
Draco stopped talking and leaned back against the wall. He ran his hands through his hair and leaned his head back sighing.
"It's pathetic really." Draco continued. "I have been taught my whole life that Malfoy's are the best, and here I am and you have me beat. In every direction you are better. When the time comes you will change the world, good, bad, you are going to change it. And you scare me, because I might be left behind."
"Why are you telling me this?" Ginny asked him. As much as she could manipulate him and control him, she hadn't expected this.
"Trust." Draco replied looking at Ginny. "You have to trust someone."
"I don't need to trust anyone." Ginny replied harshly.
Draco laughed bitterly. "So you are just going to confide in a little book?" Draco asked her. "People can read books."
"I know you proved that." Ginny replied.
"Look I'm not stupid. You aren't stupid." Draco told her. "When it comes down to it we both know that you are going to change things. And like I already said, I don't want to be left behind."
"What does that have to do with anything?" Ginny asked tired of not understanding what he was getting at.
"When the time comes, you are going to need someone. Someone who is brilliant. So that when you have a plan, they can pick out the flaws. So that when you don't know where to turn they can point out the direction. A book can't give you that. Really few people could even do that." Draco looked at her. "I'm the only one who could do that for you."
"Why is that?" Ginny asked him skeptically.
"Because." Draco replied. "I know who you are. I know your secret and I realize what you can do."
Draco stopped talking for a minute and leaned closer to her. "I'm the only one who has the potential to keep up with you." Draco leaned back against the wall. His usual smirk reappeared on his face.
Ginny didn't reply, she honestly didn't know what to say. Millions of things were buzzing through her head and all she could think about was the fact that Draco had just been honest with her when he had no reason to be. He had dropped his Malfoy pride and admitted he was beneath someone. Ginny opened her mouth to say something and then shut it again.
After a couple of minutes of watching her Draco spoke again. "I do believe that you are speechless, aren't you Ginny?"
Ginny glared at him. "I am not speechless."
"And she speaks." Draco said smirking at her.
"Why exactly did your fear of me make you kiss me?" Ginny asked finally.
"You always want to control what you fear." Draco stated simply. "It just doesn't always work."
"Especially not on me." Ginny replied smirking. "So do I control everyone because I am scared of them?"
"No you control everyone because they are pawns in your chess game." Draco told her.
"It can't be chess." Ginny stated. "I suck at chess. Why don't we make it marbles in my chinese checkers game."
"Doesn't quite have the same ring to it." Draco said.
"Yeah but I whip ass in chinese checkers." Ginny replied grinning.
"We are sitting in an alcove, its ten at night and we are debating what catch phrase to use." Draco started. "And yet we are going to do a better job then Voldermort."
"We are still teenagers." Ginny reminded him. "I think the world can wait till we are allowed to do magic outside of school before we stop joking about stupid stuff."
"You mean we are actually joking you and I." Draco asked her sarcastically.
"If I'm going to trust you, then you get to see every side of me." Ginny replied smirking. "That special time during the month is going to be very fun for you."
"Oh Merlin save me." Draco said smirking back at her. "As long as you promise not to send any bats flapping around my head."
"I promise." Ginny replied. She smiled innocently at him. "I know worse hexes now anyway."
"Great." Draco sighed. "So what now."
"Now we make friends." Ginny replied. "Friends who are loyal and believe that we are their greatest companions."
"Well most of the girls in this school already hate me." Draco replied.
"Why?" Ginny asked him.
"They tend to not like it when you shag them and never talk to them again." Draco replied smirking. "You know how it is."
"No I don't." Ginny replied. "Unlike you I can control my hormones."
"Are you telling me all of the boys you have shagged still love you." Draco said sarcastically.
"Considering I haven't shagged any boys none of them hate me." Ginny told him rolling her eyes.
"You're still a virgin." Draco replied laughing.
"First of all I don't consider that an embarrassing thing." Ginny said angrily. "Secondly who would I have sex with? Do you really think I want some prat like Harry to be my first."
"Oh I'm sure he would make everything really special." Draco replied sarcastically still laughing. "I bet he would cry after."
"Of course he would cry." Ginny said. "Ron would be kicking his ass."
"Which is really too bad, sex can be a wonderful tool." Draco replied. "Though I would suggest having it once before using it as such. You know that way you have a clue as to what you are doing." Draco smirked at her.
"It might help if I could find someone who wasn't scared of my brother." Ginny replied rolling her eyes.
"I'm not scared of your brother." Draco replied.
"Is that an offer?" Ginny asked raising an eyebrow.
"Do you want it to be?" he asked her back.
"Only if it is." Ginny replied.
Draco didn't reply instead he leaned forward and kissed her. His hands held her shoulders and his tongue slipped into her mouth. He was waiting for Ginny to push him away. Ginny didn't push him away however she had moved her hands to the back of his neck. She figured if she were going to lose her virginity it were now or Merlin knows when so it might as well be now. She kissed him back as their tongues danced around in their mouths. His hands had started to explore her body. Ginny had moved her hands from the back of his neck to the front of his chest. Draco was slowly undressing the both of them. Ginny barely registered that fact, she just concentrated on kissing him. Truth be told she was nervous, very nervous.
Draco carefully laid her down. His mouth leaving hers, traveling down her body, kissing her the whole way. Ginny kept her eyes shut. She was feeling things that she hadn't expected to feel anytime soon, none the less that very night. She shivered as his tongue quickly explored her nether regions. It was just for a second and then Draco was hovering over her again.
"Look at me." he whispered.
Ginny opened her eyes, looking at him for the first time since he kissed her that night. Draco leaned down close to her.
"This is going to hurt." he warned her whispering in her ear. He slowly entered her, feeling her nails dig into his back as her back arched up.
Merlin how that hurt. She had heard some of her room mates talk about their first time, but some how feeling it was way worse than just hearing about it. Ginny didn't let out a sound though, she just dug her nails into Draco's back. She knew she had to be putting him in pain also but he didn't complain. Draco had been enough girl's 'first' to know that this wasn't the most pleasant experience for them, he knew better than to whine about a couple of scratch marks. Draco was slowly thrusting in and out of her. He was watching Ginny's face carefully, waiting for when the pain would pass. When Ginny's grip loosened and her body relaxed he knew that she wasn't in pain anymore and he quickened a little bit. Soon Ginny was meeting him with every stroke, and before long they were laying there beside each other sweaty and exhausted.
Draco didn't say anything. He figured if Ginny wanted to talk she would, and until then he could be quiet. She was curled up beside him and it wasn't until he looked down at her he noticed she was asleep. Draco picked up his wand and cast a warming and protection spell on the alcove before wrapping his arms around Ginny and falling asleep himself.