Soru: I don't own Inuyasha if I did than I would pair up....you know the drill. I"VE MADE THIS FICCY BETTER...I hope...plz review I'm glad you liked it!
:: I find it kinda Funny I find it Kinda Sad...The dreams inwhich I'm dying are the best I ever had...::
It was the usual sight, Kagome seeking comfort in the hanyou hoping to win his heart over Kikyou. As if the slightest cut could be the end of her very life and of coarse the hanyou Inuyasha doing what ever he could to stop the bubbly priestess from crying or leaving. She had become familiar with this sight, and she hated it. Things had been going down hill. They knew it, and she knew it. She was becoming a huge burden. It was like as soon as Sango was about to break free Kohaku would bind the strings tighter. He would never let her go. It was all too much. With her past and present she knew what her future would be. Alone.
Alone.
The word consumed her every ounce of life and soul. She was nothing but a mere outer shell. She wouldn't even cry anymore. Life was nothing but fakeness. Anything you accomplished in life would mean nothing after you died. Even if people do grieve for you it doesn't matter. You can't hear them. They can't here you. You're lost in you're void of dark bliss. Sleeping forever. Its what she wanted to do sleep forever and just pray that Kohaku is waiting for you.
She pulled the glimmering dagger and held it to her throat, with that there was a quick thrust. Her throat oozed the crimson liquid it felt great on her cold skin. She looked towards the happy group. Hate, Kagome, Joy, Shippo, Regret, Miroku, Love, Inuyasha. Yes she had developed feelings for the stubborn hanyou only to be lost in the crimson pool that surrounded her.She no longer loved him. Over the years her walls had crumble. She shut herself off.Completely. Hate,Kagome. It seemed as Sango became more isolated Kagome became more stubborn and had a continuous want for attention. Sango understood this she had experienced it her self. But this was different it became worse and Kagome abandon her. For Inuyasha.
The blood spread on her Kimono. She stood up despite her dizziness. She had been through worse. She lived then only because she wanted to this was different. She only had to hang on for a little bit longer. She stood in the door way. No one gave a second glace.
"I hate you." She almost jumped at the sound of her voice it was like a stranger talking. It scared her but she had to do this.
"I hate you all....I hate you Kagome....You're so perfect people love you. I hate you Miroku.....You took everything away from me.You stole it from me. You took my dignity. I was going to marry you but then you-'she couldn't go on any further her voice was dying out,' I really hate you Inuyasha to kill you on the spot would be wonderful"
She took all of her strength and lunged her Hiriatkotsu at him. He whipped out tetsusiga. The tip of the blade grazed the tip of her nose.
"Go ahead, you can't kill me. I'm already dead. Just finish me off."
He lowered tetsusiga "Sango."
"I said finish me off."
"Sango, you don't know what your talking about!"Kagome screamed.
"No you don't know what youre talking about! Do you know what it's like? If there was anybody that did know it would be Inuyasha, and gee that's a really fucking big help!" Sango took the dagger." If you won't do it.' She looked at Inuyasha, "I'll do it."
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Sango gasped.
She woke up in a cold sweat. She looked around everything was as it should be everyone was asleep, everyone except for Inuyasha who was looking at her like she had ten heads. She, almost shrieked when she realized what had happened. She felt her mind screaming at her to run out the door and never look back. She wasn't wearing sleeves.
"Sango?" Inuyasha whispered.
She stared wide eyed at the hanyou beads of sweat still rolling down her face. " It was nothing…nothing"
Inuyasha eyed her suspiciously. Aside from the fact that he didn't even ask her if anything was wrong, and she looked at him like he was bout to kill her, she seemed as though there was something really bothering her. Sango became uncomfortable and looked away from him. Inuyasha fought with himself on weather he should ask about what happened again or just leave her alone...It wasn't like him to pry into to peoples business…hence the time Kagome sat him to death and left for home....after that he was sure to not pry into to peoples business. But then again Sango didn't have the sit charm. Then he eyed her hiriakotsu. Then again she could just kick his ass with that boomerang. Inuyasha cringed. That had to hurt worse than the dreaded sit. Guess he just had to take his chances; besides there was a lot more to Sango than appeared to be...he knew how it felt to be alone.
"Sango..." He looked away before continuing, "What were you dreaming about? I could see you were having a nightmare."
"No!.." Sango gave him a surrendering look, "Was I really that obvious?" She relaxed and was finally able to look him in the eye.
"Well.. I'm surprised you didn't wake up Shippo." He said with a smirk.
"Did Kagome wake up?" Sango said eagerly. The last person she wanted to see right now...she knew the dog boy and the baka no houshi wouldn't care because...well that's just how they are. They don't care about her...but Kagome....that would be the end of this Godly earth. None the less she stilled tried to keep her hands buried deep under the think sheet...she didn't exactly take pride in them....' I think it's pretty much safe to say I hate them…' she thought with a sigh and dug her hands deeper into the thin sheet.
"No not yet." Inuyasha said eyeing the figure that held a tiny brown fur ball.
"Oh…that's good. So whats up with you Inuyasha? I know you don't normally sleep but I figured even you would be exhausted after that with Naraku."
"I just can't sleep." Inuyasha said, he was puzzled by the look she was giving him…she looked terrified...but also calm.... "What were you dreaming about Miroku or something?"
Sango shot out of her bed in shock and gave him a glare.....
"What?" Inuyasha said cooly closing his eyes, "Look if I just got through killing my dead brother, while ten seconds later a monk groped me, I would be a little scared too."
Sango cringed, it had only been a day ago that she had killed her brother, she was afraid to let it show how sad she was so she turned her sadness into rage. "LOOK YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO BRING THAT UP YOU KNOW!" She yelled, the monk and the priestess sat up.
Realization dawned on her coming to her in little pieces
No sleeves…
Scars….
People seeing….
Kagome….
Shit…
Inuyasha's eyes shot open, and everyone stared, before they got a second glance at what was going on Sango shot out the door holding her arms next to her, 'that was close, really close...'
She could feel it in the air.
Some one was about to find out…
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Tell me what you think no flames plz! r/r
:: I find it kinda Funny I find it Kinda Sad...The dreams inwhich I'm dying are the best I ever had...::
It was the usual sight, Kagome seeking comfort in the hanyou hoping to win his heart over Kikyou. As if the slightest cut could be the end of her very life and of coarse the hanyou Inuyasha doing what ever he could to stop the bubbly priestess from crying or leaving. She had become familiar with this sight, and she hated it. Things had been going down hill. They knew it, and she knew it. She was becoming a huge burden. It was like as soon as Sango was about to break free Kohaku would bind the strings tighter. He would never let her go. It was all too much. With her past and present she knew what her future would be. Alone.
Alone.
The word consumed her every ounce of life and soul. She was nothing but a mere outer shell. She wouldn't even cry anymore. Life was nothing but fakeness. Anything you accomplished in life would mean nothing after you died. Even if people do grieve for you it doesn't matter. You can't hear them. They can't here you. You're lost in you're void of dark bliss. Sleeping forever. Its what she wanted to do sleep forever and just pray that Kohaku is waiting for you.
She pulled the glimmering dagger and held it to her throat, with that there was a quick thrust. Her throat oozed the crimson liquid it felt great on her cold skin. She looked towards the happy group. Hate, Kagome, Joy, Shippo, Regret, Miroku, Love, Inuyasha. Yes she had developed feelings for the stubborn hanyou only to be lost in the crimson pool that surrounded her.She no longer loved him. Over the years her walls had crumble. She shut herself off.Completely. Hate,Kagome. It seemed as Sango became more isolated Kagome became more stubborn and had a continuous want for attention. Sango understood this she had experienced it her self. But this was different it became worse and Kagome abandon her. For Inuyasha.
The blood spread on her Kimono. She stood up despite her dizziness. She had been through worse. She lived then only because she wanted to this was different. She only had to hang on for a little bit longer. She stood in the door way. No one gave a second glace.
"I hate you." She almost jumped at the sound of her voice it was like a stranger talking. It scared her but she had to do this.
"I hate you all....I hate you Kagome....You're so perfect people love you. I hate you Miroku.....You took everything away from me.You stole it from me. You took my dignity. I was going to marry you but then you-'she couldn't go on any further her voice was dying out,' I really hate you Inuyasha to kill you on the spot would be wonderful"
She took all of her strength and lunged her Hiriatkotsu at him. He whipped out tetsusiga. The tip of the blade grazed the tip of her nose.
"Go ahead, you can't kill me. I'm already dead. Just finish me off."
He lowered tetsusiga "Sango."
"I said finish me off."
"Sango, you don't know what your talking about!"Kagome screamed.
"No you don't know what youre talking about! Do you know what it's like? If there was anybody that did know it would be Inuyasha, and gee that's a really fucking big help!" Sango took the dagger." If you won't do it.' She looked at Inuyasha, "I'll do it."
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Sango gasped.
She woke up in a cold sweat. She looked around everything was as it should be everyone was asleep, everyone except for Inuyasha who was looking at her like she had ten heads. She, almost shrieked when she realized what had happened. She felt her mind screaming at her to run out the door and never look back. She wasn't wearing sleeves.
"Sango?" Inuyasha whispered.
She stared wide eyed at the hanyou beads of sweat still rolling down her face. " It was nothing…nothing"
Inuyasha eyed her suspiciously. Aside from the fact that he didn't even ask her if anything was wrong, and she looked at him like he was bout to kill her, she seemed as though there was something really bothering her. Sango became uncomfortable and looked away from him. Inuyasha fought with himself on weather he should ask about what happened again or just leave her alone...It wasn't like him to pry into to peoples business…hence the time Kagome sat him to death and left for home....after that he was sure to not pry into to peoples business. But then again Sango didn't have the sit charm. Then he eyed her hiriakotsu. Then again she could just kick his ass with that boomerang. Inuyasha cringed. That had to hurt worse than the dreaded sit. Guess he just had to take his chances; besides there was a lot more to Sango than appeared to be...he knew how it felt to be alone.
"Sango..." He looked away before continuing, "What were you dreaming about? I could see you were having a nightmare."
"No!.." Sango gave him a surrendering look, "Was I really that obvious?" She relaxed and was finally able to look him in the eye.
"Well.. I'm surprised you didn't wake up Shippo." He said with a smirk.
"Did Kagome wake up?" Sango said eagerly. The last person she wanted to see right now...she knew the dog boy and the baka no houshi wouldn't care because...well that's just how they are. They don't care about her...but Kagome....that would be the end of this Godly earth. None the less she stilled tried to keep her hands buried deep under the think sheet...she didn't exactly take pride in them....' I think it's pretty much safe to say I hate them…' she thought with a sigh and dug her hands deeper into the thin sheet.
"No not yet." Inuyasha said eyeing the figure that held a tiny brown fur ball.
"Oh…that's good. So whats up with you Inuyasha? I know you don't normally sleep but I figured even you would be exhausted after that with Naraku."
"I just can't sleep." Inuyasha said, he was puzzled by the look she was giving him…she looked terrified...but also calm.... "What were you dreaming about Miroku or something?"
Sango shot out of her bed in shock and gave him a glare.....
"What?" Inuyasha said cooly closing his eyes, "Look if I just got through killing my dead brother, while ten seconds later a monk groped me, I would be a little scared too."
Sango cringed, it had only been a day ago that she had killed her brother, she was afraid to let it show how sad she was so she turned her sadness into rage. "LOOK YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO BRING THAT UP YOU KNOW!" She yelled, the monk and the priestess sat up.
Realization dawned on her coming to her in little pieces
No sleeves…
Scars….
People seeing….
Kagome….
Shit…
Inuyasha's eyes shot open, and everyone stared, before they got a second glance at what was going on Sango shot out the door holding her arms next to her, 'that was close, really close...'
She could feel it in the air.
Some one was about to find out…
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Tell me what you think no flames plz! r/r