Waiting...I hate waiting

I guess I should just accept the inevitable. She doesn't love me, I mean she doesn't even like me like that,

I wasn't the famous, talented one, I was just her geeky little friend, the one who has too many flaws to count: inability to interpret emotions, play Quidditch properly and has the worst timing in the world. I don't hold with all that Divination malarkey, but this time, I think, the Universe has really messed everything up.

You're friends with someone for three and a half years, you're falling for them, your adolescent dreams are captured solely by this one person, and the one time you build up the confidence and the perfect opportunity to ask her out, tell her how you feel and. Bam. Your hopes are dashed by a single pretty boy that comes sailing in, (showing perfect Quidditch capabilities that far surpass your own), and sweeps your love off her feet to the Yule Ball.

The annoying thing is he isn't even that good looking. I could understand if it was Diggory, then he'd have no competition, but Viktor Krum? The guy can barely walk because he's been sitting on a broomstick for so long and more importantly I've known Hermione for six and a half years now, although it was only three when he asked her to the Yule Ball.

She's my best friend and although I fight with her sometimes (well a lot) I still love her to pieces as a friend, and most definitely more than that. The Universe REALLY messed up the timing on this one.

Hermione knows something is up with me, I mean she's my best friend, can read me like a book (obviously a book), she knows I got a crush on a girl and she won't stop badgering me to find out who it is.

So the softie I am, I gave in and said, if whoever it was hadn't got serious with a guy that they liked I would tell her.

How stupid am I, she's already an item with Viktor Krum.

But I really want to tell her, I really have to and I really can't wait!

I hate waiting! But I guess I'll have to...