It has been two weeks since Ellie's dad was found dead in Iraq and her mom died a week after that of alcohol posining.
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(Ring)
Sean- Hello
Ellie- Hi Sean
Sean- Hey Ellie how have you been
Ellie- Pretty good I am just packing up the rest of my moms things and tomorrow my grandma is going to come take them. I think I am going to spend the night at my house.
Sean- Yeah thats cool take as much time as you need.
Ellie- So what are you up to tonight?
Sean- I am going over to Jay's for a little while.
Ellie- Oh
Sean- But I will come over to your house around 9 is that okay?
Ellie- yeah ok (she got really upset) I will talk to you later love you
Sean- love you to bye.
Ellie got really upset she needed Sean really bad and he wasnt there becuase he was going to go to Jayz just to party? Ellie was overwhelemed with feelings she ran to her room.
"How could he do this, I am not being selfish by not wanting to be alone he is the only person I have now and he isn't even here to help me through this."
Ellie walked over to her desk where her math compass was and looked at the floor where spots of dried blood were. She started to snap the rubber bands but this time it wasn't helping. Nothing could help her from this feeling, she felt so alone.
She took out a piece of paper. "There is no turning back.," she thought to herself. "I have no one anymore."
She started writing,
My dad the one person who could keep my mom sober was gone and now my mom is gone. Sean I lovve you with all my heart but I feel so alone this feeling is crawling through every inch of my body and it won't go away. I need to get away and there is no other way to escape this. Please don't forget me and no that no matter what I do I will always love you.
She went to the bathroom and started filling the bath with water. She places the note on the counter and sits down on the floor and crys. She take out her compass and starts to cut herself and deeper then she usually does.
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(Ring)
Sean- Hello
Ellie- Hi Sean
Sean- Hey Ellie how have you been
Ellie- Pretty good I am just packing up the rest of my moms things and tomorrow my grandma is going to come take them. I think I am going to spend the night at my house.
Sean- Yeah thats cool take as much time as you need.
Ellie- So what are you up to tonight?
Sean- I am going over to Jay's for a little while.
Ellie- Oh
Sean- But I will come over to your house around 9 is that okay?
Ellie- yeah ok (she got really upset) I will talk to you later love you
Sean- love you to bye.
Ellie got really upset she needed Sean really bad and he wasnt there becuase he was going to go to Jayz just to party? Ellie was overwhelemed with feelings she ran to her room.
"How could he do this, I am not being selfish by not wanting to be alone he is the only person I have now and he isn't even here to help me through this."
Ellie walked over to her desk where her math compass was and looked at the floor where spots of dried blood were. She started to snap the rubber bands but this time it wasn't helping. Nothing could help her from this feeling, she felt so alone.
She took out a piece of paper. "There is no turning back.," she thought to herself. "I have no one anymore."
She started writing,
My dad the one person who could keep my mom sober was gone and now my mom is gone. Sean I lovve you with all my heart but I feel so alone this feeling is crawling through every inch of my body and it won't go away. I need to get away and there is no other way to escape this. Please don't forget me and no that no matter what I do I will always love you.
She went to the bathroom and started filling the bath with water. She places the note on the counter and sits down on the floor and crys. She take out her compass and starts to cut herself and deeper then she usually does.