Essence of Your Life is officially discontinued. Sorry. My life's a little insane, and I just don't want the stress of a long story weighing me down. And since I'm not supposed to leave only a note, I leave with a cookie. And sorry to the people who had me on author alert, about yesterday; fanfiction dot net wasn't letting me fix the chapter, and yeah, I'm not going to go into that, just saying sorry. By the way, the cookie leaves room for an epilogue, if I ever finish this story and want to write a sequel. If I had finished this story, this probably would have been the sequel, or at least part of it. So yesh, to the cookie!
It wasn't supposed to be this way. I wasn't supposed to stray, I wasn't supposed to start a relationship, especially with Harry, I wasn't supposed to fight for him.
But most importantly, he wasn't supposed to leave me.
I wasn't supposed to be left, broken.
He was the one holding me when everything went insane, telling me that it was all right, that it would be all right, telling me that he was there. He was the one picking the pieces up and putting me back together whenI just couldn't care anymore.
Now he's gone, and I'm left trying to hold myself together, but not knowing how to.
I just wish-
I wish I could go back to the way things were.