My World VII
Chapter 7
"Frenching"
Previously on My World VI...I felt his hand grab mine.
"I have a present for you."
"Really?"
"Yeah..."
"Can I see it?"
"No. But you can feel it.'
"...ok..."
"Close your eyes."
I felt Matt's body coming closer to mine. I felt his hands around my hips. What kind of present is this? Then it hit me what he was doing. My heart pounded. I think it's going to come out again.
My heart DIDN'T come out. But I wish it did. His body was so close. I felt his breath. I felt his lips touching my upper lip. I was about to open my eyes and stop him when our lips touched. The next thing I knew I was kissing him. DEEPLY. Then HE pulled away. Shouldn't I have pulled away? But even though he did, his hands were still on my hips.
"Happy Birthday." He said. No, he didn't say, he whispered. Then his face started to go closer again. And we kissed again and then he said Bye and left quickly and closed the door behind him. When he left, I slowly put my hand over my lips. That was my first kiss.
That was my first kiss.
That was my first kiss.
That was my first kiss.
That was my first kiss.
That was my first kiss.
That was my first kiss.
That was my first kiss.
That was my first kiss.
That was my first kiss.
That was my first kiss.
That was my first kiss.
That was my first kiss.
That was my first kiss.
That was my first kiss....
That...was...my...fir...st...
I didn't even KNOW what happened. The next morning, I was in the couch. I guess I must've fallen asleep or something. I checked what time it was. 8:00AM. I panicked.
"WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!! I'M LATE!!!!!!!" I shrieked, as I grabbed my backpack from the floor and rushed out the door. I even forgot to change. It doesn't matter; they don't know what I wore yesterday. You're probably wondering why I haven't talked about my school lately. You know, the REAL school. Well, that's because there WAS no school. We had like, a week off or something. And guess what? It's the first day of the long break and I'm late. That's such a bad introduction. When I was in front of my class, I was ready to open the door, but I stopped. I forgot to take a shower. Oh no. I took out my body spray and sprayed it all over me. Much Better. I walked in the classroom. I knew that the classroom was loud, but, when I walked in, all was hushed.
"And what, do you have to say for yourself young lady? This is your 3rd time this year."
Mrs.Boulrin was practically smirking when she said that!!! Uhhhhh, I HATE her!!! Well? C'mon stupid, make up something. Anything.
"Uh...I woke up late. Sorry." I lowered my head as I said that.
"You ALWAYS say that. Do you except me to believe it THIS time?"
I bursted. I hated when that happens!
"When did you EVER believed?"
"What? I'm sorry?"
"You said THIS time, when did you EVER believed that I woke up late?"
"What? Are you speaking back to me?"
"Well, duh!! No, I'm speaking telepathically. When Caitlin says the same excuse, you go, well, don't do that next time. And that's all. What, do you have a problem with me?"
"Young lady..."
"I'm not done." I said sternly. I even surprised myself. "When I first walked in that door, you had done nothing but BOTHER me all the TIME. You know how ANNOYING that is? My god, I can get you fired right now. You want me to do that? If you don't believe me, just watch me. I mean, SERIOUSLY!!!! What kind of teacher ARE you? I 've never met a teacher as mean as you ALL my LIFE!! God, I wished I would've changed classes the first day. But you know what? If you're not going to be NICER to ME. And I repeat. ME. And to EVERYONE else, you're going to get fired tomorrow. And if the schools NOT going to fire you when I tell them, I'm going to sue them. So it's all up to you."
Oh My God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe what I just did!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This cannot be happening!!!!!!!!!!! I'm in SO much trouble!!!!!!!!
I looked at Mrs.Boulrin. She was stunned. I couldn't take it. I looked at the classroom. All of them were giving me a thumbs up. All except Caitlin. She was smirking. I SO hate her. I heard her talking to HERSELF!!! She went She is in SUCH a big trouble. Heh heh heh. Am I kidding myself? Well, yes. I think Caitlin hated me when we first met. And I think she hates me even MORE when she found out that Nick liked me. She had a MAJOR crush on him. HEAD OVER HEELS crush. I ran out of the classroom. Guess what happened the next day? Mrs.Boulrin quitted. YES!!!! Halleluiah to all. And I also got my schedule changed. Guess who I have in ALL my classes? Nick!!! So KEWL!! Oh, and Caitlin. I've been making her life miserable. I don't really mean to. It just does. One day, I even knew that I went to far. Nick came to me and started flirting with me. In front of Caitlin!!! Since I sit exactly in front of her, yeah, she saw the whole thing. She ran outside red-faced. I ran after her.
"Caitlin!!! Wait!!!!" Ok, have you ever react before you think? That's what I did. I mean, it's pretty obvious. Would YOU run up to a girl that you ruined? What do you think will happen. That's right.
Smack!
I stared. I stared like an idiot. My hand slowly going up to my face. I turned my hateful eyes on Caitlin. She didn't seem sorry.
"You just ruined my life, do you know that?" Caitlin said, tears bursting out. "Without you, my life would be perfect. You ruined my life and I'll ruin yours. Just watch. 24-7. I'll watch you. Every step you make UNTIL I make a discovery that will ruin your life!!!!" She screamed as she ran down the hall.
I was just standing there.
"Matt!!! Are you ok?"
I turned. It was Nick, he was running after me. I bursted into tears and ran the same way Caitlin did. I passed the office. The bell ran as I passed the office. People started shuffling onto the hallway. Making it harder to run. Most people, as I ran, asked if I was ok. I barely even heard them. I didn't go to school that whole week. There was only 1 thing I was looking forward to.
At Kinsman's:
"Hey Matt, you sure you're ok?" James asked; it was soft, almost like singing. I SO badly wanted to curl up to him and feel the warmth.
"Yeah."
"It seems really bad." James said.
"It's fine."
"If you say so."
Do you know what we're talking about? Think. Don't go to the bottom right away. Scroll slowly and when you think of an answer, see if you're right.
we're talking about my slap. Caitlin had slapped me so hard that it left a red mark over my face. I hated her for it. An evil thought came to me to return her "favor" of ruining my face by ruining her life even MORE. Are you wondering why Matt isn't here with us? Because
he got detention. Actually, he's coming towards us right now. When he saw me, he turned red but then snapped out of it when he saw James kneeling next to me touching my cheek. He saw the red mark. A panicked face covered his red face. He hurried over and bends right in front of me. He was SO close. His hands slowly moving up my chin to my mark. I felt a tingle down my spine. He got closer. Now, he's close enough to kiss me. But he didn't. He was just examining the mark.
"I think you should back up." James said, pushing Matt. He tumbled.
"Hey!"
"Just suggesting. You're making her uncomfortable."
Matt looked at me. Blushed. "Sorry."
"It's ok." I said.
Was James jealous? No, he couldn't be! When I'm around him, I feel free, I feel comfortable, and I feel better and more confident. It feels like I want him to cuddle me tightly so I can feel the warmth.
"Hey, what are you daydreaming about?"
I felt something hit me on the head. I gave a jump and looked at the Matt who was laughing his feet off. James was still by my side, holding my arm and touching my cheek. I didn't want that to end. And that's the only reason I didn't hit Matt. James hands were so soft and warm. I never wanted this to end. This is heaven. James beside me. That's what I want. That's what I need in this time of desperation. When he's around, it feels like he's looking right through me and that I can share anything with him. Even my deepest and darkest secrets.
Another tap on the head. I ALMOST hit him. Then I opened my eyes and saw that it was James. I stopped. Blushed.
"Sorry..."
James looked stunned. Oh my God!!! He's never going to speak to me again!! I thought that this was the end. Then I saw him smile. His smile was so welcoming. I looked around, Matt had already left for home. We were alone.
"It's ok." He said.
Oh My God!! I think I'm in love!!!
Another tap. I was SO stupid!!! I was SO used to Matt bothering me that I forgot that he was home. I hit James. Not that hard. I stopped myself from doing that.
"OH MY GOD!! I'm SO sorry!!!" I am SO dead!! This is the end. This is it. Good Bye James.
He smiled. Sighed. And smiled even more.
"It's ok."
"What? Aren't you mad at me?"
"I would be, but, it's no biggy."
"It's better if you're mad at me."
"It's ok. I'm fine." He smiled.
Ok, his smile was SO welcoming. I had to. I had to. I can actually dream about me leaning closer and closer to him and him to me. And our lips meeting. He slowly put his hands around me...Then it hit me.
Oh my God!!! This was actually happening!! We were really kissing!!!!
He deepened the kiss. I moved closer. I slowly put my arms around HIM. His arms got tighter. He deepened the kiss even MORE. It was like a dream come true. The next thing I knew, we were French kissing. Then it hit me.
To Be Continued...
