When we're together

Word count : 200
Rating : PG-13
Pairing : Kakashi x Iruka

Disclaimer :Naruto © other people than me.

There's definitely something wrong tonight.

The way Kakashi keeps avoiding his gaze, and yet caresses him tenderly, holding him tighter than ever. Now he increases the rhythm of his thrusts, and Iruka moans, eyes shut, putting his hands on the hips of this lover.

What was supposed to stand for approval must not be perceived so, since it causes the man to freeze - he looks at Iruka, panting under him, and hesitates.

"I -"

Iruka sits and pull up the sheets to keep them warm, now that they've stopped to move.

"During the mission... with the Anbu squad -"

Kakashi is unable to speak further. Other moans, other hands - memories of another body pressed against his...

"You don't have to say it", Iruka whispers after a short silence.

His lover looks at him, confused.

"What you do when you're not with me", Iruka speaks on, reaching for his hand, "is none of my business."

The jounin says nothing, bending his head. This is the first time Iruka catches hints of such emotions on his features - unease, guilt, shame perhaps ?

"All I'm asking you is to think of me when we're together."

He gently squeezes Kakashi's hand, turns his gaze to the wall and does his best to keep smiling.