Chapter 12: You can look but you can't touch
Once Harry's cage was settled down in the middle of a very lavishing bedroom, Wormtail walked out. Soon after Nott followed Hazel in and chained her to the bedposts. He left as well and when he walked out he turned around and smiled. "Have fun," Once he was out of the room, bars came down around the bed and formed a cage for Hazel as well. Her chains around her wrist came off and she curled up in the bed.
Harry's cage had also opened and he walked out. "Hazel how are you..still alive?" asked Harry before he could stop himself. Hazel looked at him. Her eyes where filled with tears and she had bruises that he didn't notice before. "Voldemort brought me back," she said simply. "Why would he go through so much trouble to do that?" asked Harry. He was starving for knowledge. Hazel took a big breath and let it out slowly. Then she began. "He wants me to have his child. He figures that our child will do just as good as a child produced by Draco and me. But since Draco failed his mission, Voldemort didn't want to waste any more time trying to get some one else to have my child. He used the old saying ," If you want something done right. You have to do it yourself." Hazel was now in tears again. Harry wanted so badly to ask about the child that she had, had already. HIS child. "Harry, please don't ask about our child. It died," and that was all she could say before she started to shack with overwhelming sadness.
Harry wanted to run to her and hold her. He wanted to make her feel better but he was now facing his own sadness. HIS child had died. It was gone. But Hazel was alive and that was all that mattered at that moment. "Harry I have to read you something. I wrote it when Voldemort first brought me back and told me the plan. He also told me that you did do what I wished and erased your memory of me. So here is a song I wrote for you. May I read it?" Hazel looked at Harry with hopeful eyes. It was all Harry could do to nod. Hazel smiled and with trembling hands she resided the words that she had wrote in the dead of the night after she was beaten almost unconscious.
Undying love you've given to me Seen in me things I would never have seen I don't understand why you care so much It's all a mystery Time and time again I ask myself What I have done to deserve such wealth The price you paid I could never repay Your generosity Chorus: In wanting to save me In order to save the day Because of love you placed yourself In harm's way It's truly beyond me Left without a word to say What kind of love would place itself In harm's way? What kind of love would place itself In harm's way?
When I was down you came and lifted me When I was bound, yes, you set me free Things that you do makes it clear to see It's all a master plan Oh, n greater love that I've come to know And when I refuse, you still love me so With open arms you came and rescued me And erased all the pain Yes all the pain
(Chorus)
What kind of love would place itself And risk your life for love's sake? What kind of love just takes on all the blame? It seems to be so easy It hurts sometimes but you never let go You will to love in spite of all you know You know, you know
After she finished she was looking at a very upset Harry. He was now setting on a stool off to the side of the bed. "Harry I'm so sorry for every thing you have to do. It's all my fault," she said sadly. Harry studied her for a moment. Then spoke. "I've always had to do difficult stuff, (Hazel began to tear up again) but at least this time I did it for a love I refused to lose. I did it for my own heart." "Oh Harry," said Hazel she got as close to the bars as possible and Harry stood up. He gave her a hug threw the bars. It was a long "I don't want to let you go" hug but as they held each other the bars began to burn and they had to pull away. Voldemort had put a curse on the cage so they couldn't touch. Only look.
**I do not own the song. It's been so long, I don't know who does.
Once Harry's cage was settled down in the middle of a very lavishing bedroom, Wormtail walked out. Soon after Nott followed Hazel in and chained her to the bedposts. He left as well and when he walked out he turned around and smiled. "Have fun," Once he was out of the room, bars came down around the bed and formed a cage for Hazel as well. Her chains around her wrist came off and she curled up in the bed.
Harry's cage had also opened and he walked out. "Hazel how are you..still alive?" asked Harry before he could stop himself. Hazel looked at him. Her eyes where filled with tears and she had bruises that he didn't notice before. "Voldemort brought me back," she said simply. "Why would he go through so much trouble to do that?" asked Harry. He was starving for knowledge. Hazel took a big breath and let it out slowly. Then she began. "He wants me to have his child. He figures that our child will do just as good as a child produced by Draco and me. But since Draco failed his mission, Voldemort didn't want to waste any more time trying to get some one else to have my child. He used the old saying ," If you want something done right. You have to do it yourself." Hazel was now in tears again. Harry wanted so badly to ask about the child that she had, had already. HIS child. "Harry, please don't ask about our child. It died," and that was all she could say before she started to shack with overwhelming sadness.
Harry wanted to run to her and hold her. He wanted to make her feel better but he was now facing his own sadness. HIS child had died. It was gone. But Hazel was alive and that was all that mattered at that moment. "Harry I have to read you something. I wrote it when Voldemort first brought me back and told me the plan. He also told me that you did do what I wished and erased your memory of me. So here is a song I wrote for you. May I read it?" Hazel looked at Harry with hopeful eyes. It was all Harry could do to nod. Hazel smiled and with trembling hands she resided the words that she had wrote in the dead of the night after she was beaten almost unconscious.
Undying love you've given to me Seen in me things I would never have seen I don't understand why you care so much It's all a mystery Time and time again I ask myself What I have done to deserve such wealth The price you paid I could never repay Your generosity Chorus: In wanting to save me In order to save the day Because of love you placed yourself In harm's way It's truly beyond me Left without a word to say What kind of love would place itself In harm's way? What kind of love would place itself In harm's way?
When I was down you came and lifted me When I was bound, yes, you set me free Things that you do makes it clear to see It's all a master plan Oh, n greater love that I've come to know And when I refuse, you still love me so With open arms you came and rescued me And erased all the pain Yes all the pain
(Chorus)
What kind of love would place itself And risk your life for love's sake? What kind of love just takes on all the blame? It seems to be so easy It hurts sometimes but you never let go You will to love in spite of all you know You know, you know
After she finished she was looking at a very upset Harry. He was now setting on a stool off to the side of the bed. "Harry I'm so sorry for every thing you have to do. It's all my fault," she said sadly. Harry studied her for a moment. Then spoke. "I've always had to do difficult stuff, (Hazel began to tear up again) but at least this time I did it for a love I refused to lose. I did it for my own heart." "Oh Harry," said Hazel she got as close to the bars as possible and Harry stood up. He gave her a hug threw the bars. It was a long "I don't want to let you go" hug but as they held each other the bars began to burn and they had to pull away. Voldemort had put a curse on the cage so they couldn't touch. Only look.
**I do not own the song. It's been so long, I don't know who does.
