I'm soooo sorry for the long wait, if I do have any fans that is...Hehe....Anyway....Here's something....

ATTENTION: Confusion!!!!!!--Some of you have had a bit of confusion. A few of you are thinking "Why is Paine going to see Lulu? I thought she knew" If you read back, waaay back, you can find that she got drunk....Very....Drunk hehe. Anyway, considering she got painfully drunk, and then passed out, she forgot, and the sphere is now gone....It sorta....Went off the Celsius deck while she was err, passed , yes.....

Yuna-I sound so stupid in this. I'm not an airhead....I'm KNOT!
Me-Riiiight....
Rikku-Candy...Candy...Candy...Candy...Oooo! TEDDYBEARS!
Me-Rikku, what is your attention span?
Rikku-Oh, I have a very good attent----Oooo! A BUTTERFLY!
Me-...Just what I thought....

I step out onto the grass. The smell of the island wakes me up more. I yawn. I can't wait to see Lulu. I haven't seen her in such a long time. The breeze gently lifts my hair. I shake my head and anxiously look for Rikku and Yuna. I turn and look back. Screw this, I'm not going to wait for them. I start to walk and hear the insistant complaints of Rikku's whiney voice. Yuna is jumping up and down. She wants to see Wakka and Lulu, and their littlest, and newest addition. I could care less, I just want to see Lulu. I hate going to family things, just reminds me I don't have one.

"Hey Paine! Wait up!"

"Well why not hurry up?" I slow my pace and wait for them to catch up. God, sometimes I wonder why I bother with these teenage "I'm still pathetically into stuffed animals, pink, tight clothing, and want to find the love of my life" mode. Hopefully my sister can tell me a few things about our family, and then I'm leaving the Gullwings. It took so much time to decide over, but I want to be away from this, I want to be with Baralai, and I can't do that when I'm with the Gullwings. It's a lot easier this way. They aren't losing anyone special, and besides, I can't deal with all the commotion this brings along. I've travelled, and now all I want to do is be with Baralai and avenge my parents.

I look ahead, and notice the huts coming into focus. My heart leaps, only to find a wall. Why....Why do I feel as if I'm meeting my doom. What is my heart, my mind, my soul, trying to tell me? Damnit, why the fuck did I have to forget who killed my parents. What the hell am I trying to tell myself. I can't fucking remember.

"Paine? What's wrong...?"

"Oh, nothing....I'm fine." I walk ahead further and see Lulu coming out of a hut. Again, my heart leaps for excitement, only to be hit again against a wall. Screw it, I'll ignore it.

"Yuna, Rikku...Paine, I'm happy to see you. Wakka is inside, you three can go visit if you like."

"Okay! Yay, Yunie, lets go!" They start to run off.

"You coming, Paine?" Yuna asks.

"I need to talk to Lulu about something first. I'll be there soon." Yuna looks at me questioningly, and turns back and runs toward the hut.

"Yes Paine?"

"What happened to our parents...." Her eyes widen. She looks at me with surprise, then goes back to her more gentle, if you can call it that, face.

"Why would you like to know?"

"I'm going to go thank them for ruining my life, in my own special way." I smile a bit.

"Paine, no....Don't do this...."

"You have the information, now tell me who did it!"

"No, I won't tell you. I can't let you know."

"Why not....What's so wrong about it?"

"Because if I tell you, it will crush you."

"Who...."

"Fine....But believe me, you won't like this. The person that ordered those men to kill our parents, was Baralai's father."

"You lie...."

"I swear on my soul, I'm not lying." I look away, tears filling my crimson eyes. I knew something would happen. I knew something like this would happen. Would ruin everything....I can't help but feel it's not true, but it's Lulu, why would she lie to me? Why would she make me want to hate the only person I loved? She knows about Baralai and I, I wrote to her secretly, as I have for so long, yet it never accured to me to ask her....Yet now I have, I wish I never had....I turn around and walk away, whiping tears from my eyes. Lulu calls for me, but I ignore her. I don't think I will ever feel a pain worse than love....

Disclaimer:Only plot, nothing else.
----Also, So sorry again for the long weight. School...sucks hehehe. I also apologize for it being so small, I will work for a longer one!!!!----