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Summary- Okay, in the last chapter, we learned about how the star-crossed lover first meet, and I threw in Beryl as well. That chapter was all a part of my master plan! evil laughter Now, this chapter is a good one. Sadly, another memory, but what the hell. I'm sorry to disappoint all you readers out their, but this deals with a girl having sex for the first time. I know a lot of writers out there make it nice and sweet, unfortunately in real life, that doesn't happen. Be prepared for pain.
Speaking of first times, my bestest friend, whom I've known forever, (ya know, like the really great friend who you can't remember how you guys first met and shit?) well she apparently had sex before me. She didn't tell me. I told her the same night it happened for me… apparently she did it sometime last year. But, that ain't the kicker… ready? She told a close guy friend of ours, and her b/f who she's been dating for like 3 weeks. Should I be so upset about it? I mean, we've told each other EVERYTHING! And she skipped out on this… but, it's okay…
I'm not angry
I'm not pissed off…
I just wanna kill the guy who did it to her. It was a sucky first time, worse than mine. On top of it all, he dumped her after! I'M GONNA LIGHT HIM ON FUCKING FIRE!!!
Breathe…
Breathe…
I told ya I wasn't pissed…
Charms of the Prince: Part II
Rei paced in chamber, dressed in royal garb for the approaching dinner. She knew that he needed her right now, like he once did on Earth. She sighed, and stared out the window in her room. Thinking about that long ago time when they were all once from Earth. Most of the memories were sweet, like a candy that she savored when received. Sometimes the memories came in dreams, or in little sparks when she was just walking around. Some were awful, awkward, and even painful to see. For some were of battles they lost as Senshi for the Earth, but more were of school and arguments within their team.
One memory stood out more than the rest. It was one of the more vivid ones. Usually, the ones about school and the girls were faded and forgotten quickly. The battle ones were most vivid, it was how she actually came about remembering most of her attacks and best moves, not to mention the others. She learned best from their past. But that one memory, she couldn't seem to get it out of her head.
She sat on the edge of her bed, the red coverlet creasing beneath her. Rei laid back, her dark hair fanning out under her. She rolled to her side, and closed her eyes, her matching red dress whispering as it shifted. It wasn't fair! She seemed to be the only one tormented by these visions of the past. Suddenly, all her muscles tightened in a contraction as she was rocked by the memory.
She was wandering around the shopping strip wearing khaki shorts and a red tee, a gentle breeze blowing. Everyone had been busy today, doing their own thing. Lita with the gardening club, Mina with volleyball, Ami with the swim team, and Rei's archery club had been canceled since the teacher was out sick. The only one left was Bunny, but she was having some quality time with Darien.
She peered into the window of her favorite incense shop, and saw that they had restocked. Rei walked in and came out with a bag full a new scents and a new burner. She had debated over getting a new deck of Tarot cards, but her old deck had helped her and the girls so much already, that it almost felt like she was betraying a close friend. So, she went without a new deck.
She was just about to walk into the nearby sweet shop, just to get a little something for the girls when they had their meeting later, when someone walked into her, quite roughly too. Her bag dropped, and when no one else helped, she quickly gathered her things back into the bag and stood up, looking for the person who ran into her. She saw a tall guy with dark hair moving quickly in the opposite direction, pushing his way through the crowd. She blinked, thinking that his large frame was familiar, but pushed that out of her mind as her anger flared again.
"Hey! Get back here! Yeah, you!," Rei call out, confirming the guys' hesitant thought that it might be him she was yelling at, by the pause in his steps.
Darien paused in his hurried attempt to get home. He heard someone yell out, and turned to see Rei running at him. He saw her slim, tan legs working, her breasts bouncing slightly as she hurried. He almost turned away, almost pushed these thoughts out of his head. Almost... Still, she continued towards him, her mysterious red-black eyes, which always held a flame of passion, widen as the anger dimmed. He was enchanted as he saw her long raven black hair fan out behind her, and her frown turn into a smile. Darien stared, and did something unexpected: He opened his arms and caught a stunned Rei in a hug.
She dropped her bag as he embraced her, confused and wondering if this was an apology, or if he was being friendly. Rei looked up at him, her bad and its' scattered contents forgotten. She saw the emotions in his stormy, blue eyes, and for the first time, she was hit with his emotions. With her ESP, Rei was bale to become emotionally linked with the others, but Darien had seemingly put up a wall around himself, whether he meant to or not. But now she was consumed with his sadness, anger, and... desire.
"Darien...?," she asked worriedly, and was surprised to find that her own arms had found their way around his waist.
"Rei... I-," he started, but she cut him off. His sadness was overwhelming her, and she wanted it to stop.
"Your apartment isn't far, right?," she asked. He nodded and led the way, understanding completely. They headed towards his place, arms wrapped around each other, Rei's bag left behind.
His apartment was spacious and fully furnished. The deep blue carpeting and sleek black décor was not surprising to Rei. She had always assumed that he would have dark, modern decorating tastes. But only Bunny had been here, so no one else would know.
Darien sat at the dinning room table, hands folded over the dark varnished wood. Rei went straight into the kitchen, searching through cabinets, and began to make tea. While the water boiled, she walked out of the kitchen, and sat at the table. She turned back once, looking through the doorless archway that led to the kitchen, to check the teapot.
She sat across from him and waited for him to talk. When he lifted his head, watery blue eyes locked with her red-black ones. Rei sat back, shocked.
"Darien, what happened?," she asked him as he wiped away a tear that trailed down his cheek.
"Bunny. We went to the arcade, and all I did was smile at some girl at another table. She freaked," he finished quietly. Rei nodded, knowing that there was more. "I tried to calm her down, but it just seemed to add fuel to the fire. She said... she said" he wiped away a few more tears. "She said that I was 'a hormonally enraged pig who has nothing but sex on the brain.'"
Rei leaned over and took one of his large hands in both her slender ones. They stayed like that until the whistle of the boiling teapot broke their reverie. She excused herself and brought out two cups and set them down on the table. He thanked her before taking a sip.
"Darien, she was just being protective. You're going away to America soon, and she won't be there," Rei said, giving him Bunny's point of view. He nodded slightly, but didn't respond.
"Wanna watch TV?," he asked, getting up. She sighed, he put up his walls again. She went over to the couch with him and they watched a few shows, then she had to go.
"Rei, wait," he said. She turned, her hand on the doorknob, almost out of the apartment. He went over to her, TV still on, and embraced her. She stood there in his arms stunned. There was no denying that Rei had a crush on Darien. Ever since she lost him to Bunny, she had kept those feelings buried. She had always been in control of her emotions, no guy would change that, but it had been hard seeing them together.
Bunny's smiling image surfaced in her mind, the bright blue eye looking at her with friendship and love. Rei had been a good girl, a good friend, a good student, and now... now she was sick of it. This was probably the worst thing she could do, but it was uncontrollable. She wanted more. More than being good, than being a solitary, cold-hearted warrior. She was tired of being second to Bunny in everything. There was one thing she wanted, and she knew she could have it.
Sorry Bunny, you just can't win 'em all, she thought and looked up at Darien. Powerful dark blue eyes pierced through her as she smiled at him.
"What Darien? How else can I help?," she asked, knowing what would happen. He leaned down and softly placed his lips on hers, testing her it seemed. When she didn't refuse him, he pulled her tighter, and her arms went around his neck.
Soon, the barriers of their lips were gone, and tongues had started their own long awaited dance to some unheard music faraway. She was on tiptoe, trying to get closer, feeling the burning fire of Mars itself within her. His large hands had been staying calmly in place, but now his own need was beginning to consume him.
A hand ran down, cupping her bottom and lifting, the other cradling the back of her head. She wrapped her long legs around him, small frame pressing against his large one. He carried her to the bedroom, and she had no complaints.
He placed her on his bed, black satin sheets shifting as he pushed her down with his weight. They broke apart and he looked down at her, she only smiled back, inviting him, though going against her previous statement.
"Rei-," he started, but she silenced him with her lips. Slowly, she began to unbutton his white shirt, pushing it over his broad shoulders, sliding it down his arms. He lifted one hand at a time, letting the shirt fall to the floor.
Then, Darien hesitated, "But... the future... it could all depend on this. What'll happen?" He closed his eyes, trying to figure it out, not wanting to destroy what he and the Senshi had been trying so hard to keep safe. Rei softly ran her hands through his dark hair before giving a reluctant answer.
"As long as you marry Princess Serenity, it'll turn out as planned." His eyes snapped open, dark blue boring into red-black.
"So does this mean nothing to you?," he asked. Her hands paused in their work before she thought of a complete answer.
"That's not true. It-this, us- means the world to me... but, all we've been fighting for: Our future, the balance of Light and Dark... that means the world to me too."
He nodded in understanding, but she felt a deep sadness within him.
"I'll understand if you want to stop. I'll leave and everything can go back to normal. This will never have happened," she offered. Darien smiled slightly before placing his hands at the hem of her shirt. She smiled back as he pulled it off her and tossed it to the side, red landing on white. He pressed his lips to hers, and soon the rest of their clothes made their way to the floor.
Darien slid her under the sheet and sat at the edge of the bed. He pulled open a drawer on the bedside table and pulled out a small, square package. He smiled at her as he unwrapped the condom and rolled it onto his length.
"No black haired Rini's."
She sighed. "A nice thought for another time."
He said nothing to that comment as he slid in next to her. Darien pushed aside her dark hair and nibbled at the tender, pale skin on her neck. Rei remained still for a moment, wondering what would happen after today. Would they continue to sneak around? Would he –and she hoped beyond hope for this- date her? Or, and she was reluctant to let her mind even touch this, would he just use her at his leisure.
"I've always felt a desire for you, Rei," he murmured, lips brushing her neck. She shivered, finally starting to respond to him. He pushed her down and moved the sheet back so that she was completely nude before him. Nothing to hide, no reason to hide now. His dark eyes devoured her form, swallowing her body whole.
He loved the delicious contrast of ebony hair fanned out behind moon pale skin. He couldn't help but be aroused by her full breast, strawberry tipped nipple at attention. His large hands ran lightly down her body, feeling the creamy texture. Her long legs shivered under his touch as he ran his hands, first up, then back down, fingering around the dark curls that lined the place where her legs came together.
"Darien... what're you doing?," Rei murmured, hips lift gently at his touch, wanting to get closer. He just continued to feel her out, his hands passing over her taut stomach, cupping her breasts. Darien leaned over her, positioning himself between her legs. She moaned as he began to kneed her breasts, loving the rough, callused hands on her smooth skin. She felt his breath, warm and moist, pass by her ear, words chasing after.
"I wanted to remember you just like this. In my bed, in my arms... Do you love it?"
Rei moaned, getting out a breathy answer. "Love it... love you."
Darien smirked, finding it... not hilarious exactly, but... amusing. Yes, amusing that he could so easily have his way. Dominate, as it were. Bunny was always in control, telling him how far, never letting them get swept up into a passion such as this. While it was satisfying to be with Bunny, to feel his heart truly connect, he couldn't help but love this moment. To have the control he craved, because he knew that even when he would be King, the Queen would still rule. Then, the smirk grew into a devilish grin. He was in control, and, not even if Bunny herself came into the room, would he give it up.
"This'll hurt," Darien panted, and with one hand took hold of his member and held it to her opening. Rei looked up at him, her eyes wide with fear. She noticed that he wouldn't look at her, not even when he spoke to her. She had both feet planted firmly on the bed, legs now shaking with fear, not pleasure. Slowly, he pushed in, and she bit back a yelp. Oh he wasn't kidding!The pain was something close to indescribable, but not unbearable. It was both intense, and yet something she could almost put out of her mind. She was tingling and had a burning sensation, which she could deal with, but there was also the awful feeling of spreading, which she thought would drive her out of her mind.
Darien felt her hands squeeze his shoulders tightly as he pushed slowly into her, parting untouched flesh. He was in complete ecstasy, his arousal so close to being completely immersed in that amazingly tight heat. He groaned as he was finally in all the way.
Rei was panting, trying to keep herself under control, as she always tried to do, and looked at him. His eyes were still averted, but she still felt pleasure coming from him. She was taking shallow breaths, trying to almost meditate away the pain that was stabbing at the middle of her lower abdomen.
This isn't right, she thought, now having second thoughts.
"Dar-," she cut off by a fresh wave of pain. The burning sensation had just intensified ten-fold. He was moving, in and out, in and out, not as if he had a rhythm, more like he was sawing away.
Sawing away at a piece of meat, her mind taunted. Rei was a virgin, and she thought of herself as a knowledgeable one, but after all she'd read, or heard, she was clueless as to what to do. She tried to find a rhythm with him, pumping her hips, hoping she was doing something right. She heard him make an exasperated noise.
"What is it Darien?," she asked, trying to look him in the eye. He avoided her gaze and gave a smile as he answered.
"It's just... wrap your legs around me." She did as she was told, and continued to try and meet his thrusts.
"Is that good?," she asked, her voice rough with exertion, and he grunted in response. This wasn't as enjoyable as she thought it would be. The friction was hurting her, probably because there was little foreplay to prepare her, and he was going too fast.
"A-are you –ungh- gonna come soon?"
Once again she received a grunt, but she heard the word 'soon' wrapped within it. A few more minutes passed, and now she could block out the pain better, but she was bored. She turned her head to the side and began to watch the little digital clock sitting on his bedside table.
He felt amazing. There were probably far better words to describe it, but his mind was now focused on feeling. He loved feeling the extreme heat wrapped him, he loved how her already tight walls clenched around him, driving out of his mind.
Eventually, he tumbled over the edge and into mind numbing pleasure, not groaning her name, or even making a noise. She knew by the way he slowed his thrusts, milking out his essence out. Rei unwrapped her cramping legs, and allowed him to pull out. She went limp on the bed, and he sat up and carefully removed the condom, trying it off before tossing it out. Slowly, fearfully, she reached down between her legs with a trembling hand, the burning sensation now almost completely gone, and quickly ran a finger along her slit. She brought her hand back into her view and saw no blood, which surprised her. She'd heard that virgins bleed.
Maybe something went wrong, an evil voice hissed to her. She didn't want to think about that now. She wanted to shower and, not even sleep, but go out and do something. To prove that she was still normal. He didn't exactly tire her out with this ordeal.
Rei got off the bed, brushing out the wrinkles in her dress. That memory was strong enough to reproduce the pains of it all over again. She hated those strong ones... especially when they weren't good.
Alright, she began to reason with herself. So that's not exactly the most comforting memory... but it proves I can handle what she can't.
After that incident, he continued to see her at his leisure, feigning sadness so she would comfort him, or pretending that there was a fight with Bunny. Rei played along, knowing all the while that she was being used. But it couldn't stay that way forever, something had to have changed in him by now.
Let's find out, she thought to herself, and head towards Prince Endymion's chambers.
I know, I know, reality sucks. Now, picture that in a cramped back seat and you'll have my first time right there. Anyway, just make sure you do it with someone you feel confident in. Oh, and before I forget, to all you writers out there, I am slightly shocked at how little mention there is of birth control. I know, it's fictioinal, but come on! Set examples in your writing people! Well, the next scene is very good, a little short, but worth it. I'm sorry it took so long, but I've been so busy so far, and I had to type this on word in incriments. The next one won't be so long, and I have the next chapter after that too, so I'm guess I'm set for a little. Please review! My next chapter will contain thanks to all my reviewers!
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