Ch.4

Whoop whoop.....sorry it took so long to update....things have been pretty crazy around here.....I've been at my barn almost every night right after school till 7:30....then hw...so I didn't get a chance to update....sry..... but here is some more....so I hope u all like.... lol

thanx so much for the reviews ....... 3 u all

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We went back in that night about 20 minutes after Dally and Steve. I trudged towards Dally's room, completely numb. I felt like I had been wrung out like a wash cloth. Johnny followed silently. I got to his door, and found Dally, Soda and Steve waiting outside. I stared blankly at them, not asking what they were doing, almost not caring. Steve was sitting on a bench out side of the room, close to Soda, whispering something to him. Soda kept shaking his head like he didn't want to hear what Steve had to say. Dally stood rather off to the side, his hands jammed in his pockets, looking down. A cigarette dangled from his mouth. He didn't look too happy either. I sat down on the other corner of the bench and Johnny leaned on the wall opposite to me. He looked tired too. The whole gang did actually. I just felt so empty, silently wishing I was someone else, somewhere else. "What's going on?" Johnny thankfully asked the question for me. Dally looked up, his icy cold eyes, almost softened. "Doc's checkin' him out. He don't know if he'll need surgery or not. But I'm thinkin' that this ain't gonna be pretty, surgery or not." I felt the blood drain from my face. Dally looked over at me and I saw by his look that he wished he hadn't said what he had. "I'm sorry kid," he said softly. "You ok?" I didn't respond. I didn't want people's comfort at the moment. I wanted to run, scream and cry; I wanted to yell my feelings out to the world, to let it all go. My world was falling apart right before me and there wasn't a damn thing I could do about it.

Grrrrrrrr my mom's calling me to do dishes...sry this is so short....will think of other stufff while doing dishes!!!! yay....not..if you have any ideas, feel free to tell me...lol

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