Michelle stood and watched Tony as he cleared some things of his bed. She
was a little chilly standing there in just her skirt, it was also hard for
her to stand still as she was really feeling the affects of drinking all
night.
Tony looked over at his Michelle. He had to giggle a little watching her stand there topless swaying from side to side, she looked like she was day dreaming. He walked over to her and noticed she had goose bumps so he used his hands to rub up and down her arms to make her warmer. After a minute he turned her around so her back was facing him and then he pulled her body in close to his. His front covered her entire back and his arms covered hers. Then he leaned his head down next to hers, "Chelle baby why don't we take a hot shower together?" Michelle really liked the sound of that, "That sounds perfect Tony." Tony kissed her on the cheek and then took her by the hand and led her into the bathroom.
After Tony had turned the water on, Michelle helped him take his top off. Then he watched her as she undid his belt then the button and zip. Tony put his hand on Michelle's bare shoulder. She pulled his pants and boxers off and then took a step back and removed her skirt. They held hands and got in under the water.
They stood with their arms wrapped around each other and their bodies pulled in close with the warm water covering them both. They looked at each other and smiled. "This is nice Tony." Tony kissed her on the forehead, "It really is, I could hold you forever."
Without saying a word Tony gently moved Michelle so that her back was pushed up against the wall. She gave him a very seductive smile, "What are you up too?" Tony didn't answer her, instead he gave her a wink and put one hand on her back side and the other just above her hip on the waist. He leaned in and gave her a very passionate but quick kiss on the mouth, teasing her – but just to give her an idea of what was to come. He looked her in the eyes, "Michelle, follow my lead...ok?" She gave him a shy nod, completely unsure of what to expect.
Tony tightened his grip on Michelle and then lifted her body up, she wrapped her legs around his waist and leant her back on the wall to take off some of the pressure from Tony. His body was tilted forward into hers. Michelle put her hands on his shoulders and looked him in the eyes. She was very excited by the way he was acting, she decided not to ask any questions and just wait for his next move.
Tony watched Michelle's face, he could tell by the way she looked back at him that she was turned on. He was taking charge of the situation and he knew that Michelle loved the idea of him taking the control. He wanted to be with her so much, she was beautiful and he wanted to be as close as possible to her. He took his eyes of her for a second and put himself inside her. She groaned. He returned to watching Michelle's face and they stayed still for a minute while they both looked adoringly into each others eyes. Then Tony began to make love to Michelle. At first it was slow and gentle while they continued to focus on each other. Michelle couldn't take it anymore, she had to kiss him – so she put her lips on his and pushed her tongue into his mouth. They both groaned. Soon the passion and lust they had experienced earlier on when she arrived at his house returned. Their bodies moved at an increasing pace and for a little while they tried to keep up with their kissing but couldn't so they pulled back and then both started kissing each others face and necks – where ever they could reach. Things became more and more heated and intense and the pace started to go even faster, Michelle used both of her hands to grab at Tony's chest and rub his back and hair. Tony didn't have any free hands and so he used his mouth to kiss anywhere on her body that he could reach. The both almost had to remind themselves to breathe.
As they both climaxed, Tony pushed her body firmly against the wall and Michelle wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him in as close to her as possible. They took a couple minutes to catch their breath and then Tony gently lowered Michelle to the ground.
They both almost didn't really know what to do now. They had never let loose like that with each other and things had just gotten so intense and animalistic which was very different to all of their intimate encounters so far that had been very sweet, gentle and loving. This time though it was like after the night they had had, they just had to have each other right there and then. They both had very much gotten caught up in the moment and had been aggressive in making sure the other one was turned on and that they felt so good. On one hand they both had loved what had just happened between them, but on the other hand they worried what the other one must be thinking.
The water started to turn cold and so Tony switched the tap off and they both hopped out of the shower. Tony opened up a towel and wrapped it around Michelle – the both smiled shyly at each other. Tony put his head down and started to dry himself, Michelle knew that one of them needed to break the ice, she decided it would be her. "Are you ok Tony?" Tony answered her but kept looking down at the ground, "Sure, are you?" Michelle felt completely unconvinced by his response which made her feel sick in the stomach. Tony must regret what just happened she thought. Or maybe it just wasn't as good for him as he wanted it to be. She knew she had to answer him, but she also had to get out of the bathroom. "I'm fine." With that she left the bathroom to try and find what other clothes she had here to sleep in.
Tony lifted his head enough to watch Michelle leave the room. He knew he had basically brushed Michelle off, but he was just so angry with himself he didn't know what to do. He was angry because he thought that he had rushed and pushed things to far. He had felt absolutely amazing, he was blown away by how good a lover Michelle was but he worried that maybe she wasn't ready for something that full-on so soon into their relationship. Tony always had this feeling where he wanted to be closer to Michelle, this feeling had been magnified tonight by alcohol and he had completely gone for it. Each time he had pushed into Michelle they would both sigh and groan, making him want to go faster and kiss her passionately as much as he could. What if Michelle didn't want that to happen but had just gone along with it for his sake? Had he hurt her? Had he been to full-on and pushy for her? The more he thought about it all, the worse he felt. Things had been so unbelievably perfect between them so far, he'd never forgive himself if he had just ruined that. He had just been standing there thinking for ages so he pulled some boxers and a t-shirt on and went to find Michelle who wasn't in his bedroom anymore.
Michelle was in the living room cleaning things up – mainly putting all of Tony's beer cans in the rubbish. Tony stood and watched Michelle for a second, not knowing what to say. "Michelle, don't worry about that mess, I made it and I'll take care of it." He knew it sounded lame, but he had gotten his stomach so tied up in knots by this point that his mind felt completely blank.
"I don't mind, really Tony." She kept putting the cans in the bag. Tony walked over and started helping. He couldn't stand this tension between them – it had never felt so uncomfortable before. He put his hand on Michelle's arm to get her attention and then locked eyes with her. "Chelle......"
Michelle cut in, "I am so sorry, I am so sorry Tony." She pulled her arm down and turned so she could walk out of the room. Tears were welling in her eyes and she knew if she said one more word she would burst into tears.
Tony was utterly shocked. Why the hell was she apolagising? He didn't understand at all. He could tell how upset she was. "Michelle...." She stopped walking and turned to face him. "Chelle, why are you saying your sorry? I don't understand – it should be me saying that."
As soon as she opened her mouth to reply the tears started flowing. "You don't need to say anything Tony, I know how you feel from the way you acted. Of course I am sorry, you have no idea how much." Michelle felt so embarrassed to have Tony looking at her like that – all she could think was how much she let him down. How disappointed he must be in her, how she obviously wasn't as good in the shower as he expected her to be. She bet that Tony had always found Nina amazing in bed, that he never would have had trouble looking at her afterwards.
"Yeah Michelle, I acted like a jerk to you, which is why it's me who needs to do the apolagising. I know you were not ready for that – I don't know what to say, I just feel so sick." Tony's voice had become very raised.
Michelle talked just as loudly as Tony and struggled as she wiped back the tears. "I thought I was ready, either way that's not an excuse for disappointing you...."
Tony yelled over top of her, at the same time taking a couple steps closer to her. "WHAT?? What do you mean disappoint me? You don't need to have any excuses Chelle..." He just didn't understand where she was coming from.
"Fine then – no excuses, you think I am pathetic in bed – I get that ok!! I am sure Nina never made you feel sick."
Tony couldn't believe it....how could she possibly think that he thought she was bad in bed? Then he realised that it must be because he didn't speak to her after they had finished and then when she tried to talk to him he had just brushed her off. She was so far off what he really thought. He also didn't want Michelle thinking she had to compare herself to Nina – Chelle was miles ahead of her, in every way possible.
Michelle had turned her back towards Tony so that she was facing the wall. She only had a pair of his boxers on and a t-shirt. He could see she was freezing, she had goose bumps all over her body. He walked straight up behind her, he went to put his arms around her, but then stopped. He was sure he was the last person she wanted to be holding her right now. He couldn't bare to just leave her like that though.
"Chelle, you have everything wrong – please let me explain. First though, I am going to put my arms around you now to keep you warm.....is that ok?"
He saw that she slightly nodded her head. He slid his arms around her waist and pulled her body in close to his. A tear dropped from her face and landed on his arm, he felt so so guilty that she was feeling like this.
"Chelle all of this has nothing to do with anything that you think. You have to believe me. I thought that was the hottest, most amazing, sexy and satisfying experience. Couldn't you see that I just couldn't get enough of you? You Chelle, are my dream woman – everything about you brings a smile to my face. I didn't think it was possible to feel as turned on as I do with you. Let me just add, this morning when we made love for the first time – that was the best and most special sexual experience I have ever had. Just before in the shower – that ran a very close 2nd. I have wanted to be with you for so long now, so when I was inside you this moring I couldn't believe that it was better than I ever had imagined. Then in the shower, it was perfect in so many different ways. Do you know what I am getting at Chelle?"
"Do you really mean all that Tony? All I could think was that I had been a major let down to you, you know.....after all this build up, that I just hadn't made you feel as good as you wanted."
"I could never think any of those things about you Chelle. You are so much more than I deserve. I can't stop thinking to myself just how unbelievably lucky I am to finally have you by my side. And don't you dare ever compare yourself to Nina like that again....you are miles ahead of her, so much better she is not even worth mentioning ever again! You have to promise me Chelle that you won't think like that again."
"I promise Tony. All those things you just said.....they were so beautiful. I feel exactly the same way about you Tony. I don't understand then though why you couldn't even look at me in the bathroom – you barely said anything."
"Ok, here goes....we were both so unusually quiet afterwards in the shower. I guess it was just a lot to take in. But you just seemed to look so upset then you left the bathroom so quickly, like you didn't want to be near me. I understand now it was cause I brushed you off but I didn't realise that at the time, I was to busy fuming at myself. I thought the reason you were upset must have been because I pushed you too far. Or I hurt you, or that I had been to full-on and you didn't really want it all to happen like that. That is why I felt so sick Chelle – I could never forgive myself if I made you feel any of those things...."
Michelle didn't let him finish, "No way Tony, it was nothing like that. I mean, Oh My God Tony that was so hot. I was so turned on when you took charge – you know I love that about you – you were so calm and confident and you knew exactly what you wanted from me. Just even saying this right now sends shivers up my spine. I never wanted it to end. It felt like we both just totally lost our inhabitions and replaced them with confidence.....we completely let loose. We were full-on, but in the most perfect way, it's like you said – I can't get enough of you. Give me a little alcohol and then place you naked in front of me – of course I am going to go crazy, I couldn't help myself no matter what."
Tony let out a small moan, so excited to have Michelle saying all that about him. He nibbled on her ear for a minute. She raised both of her arms up his chest and behind his head to rub his hair and neck. He ran both of his hands firmly up and down the top half of her body. After a little while, Tony turned Michelle around so that he could look into her eyes. He wiped under her eyes with his thumbs and then kissed her cheeks.
"You know what I think Chelle?.....I think we both just freaked out! I mean we are drunk and have been overly sensitive and emotional all night. The shower was what we both wanted so bad, that afterwards its like we got scared the other one wasn't going to feel the same way."
"I agree hun. As couples we are better than I could have ever imagined – I think I am almost waiting for something to go wrong."
"Nothing will Chelle, we won't let it. We are a team and we will always make this work. I could never let you go now Chelle."
"Tony.....I have found my soul mate in you."
A tear ran down Tony's cheek, he couldn't have been more touched. She kissed the tear and then tenderly kissed him on the mouth. He cupped her face with his hands and she ran her hands through his hair.
"From the bottom of my heart Chelle, I know you are my soul mate."
Tony looked over at his Michelle. He had to giggle a little watching her stand there topless swaying from side to side, she looked like she was day dreaming. He walked over to her and noticed she had goose bumps so he used his hands to rub up and down her arms to make her warmer. After a minute he turned her around so her back was facing him and then he pulled her body in close to his. His front covered her entire back and his arms covered hers. Then he leaned his head down next to hers, "Chelle baby why don't we take a hot shower together?" Michelle really liked the sound of that, "That sounds perfect Tony." Tony kissed her on the cheek and then took her by the hand and led her into the bathroom.
After Tony had turned the water on, Michelle helped him take his top off. Then he watched her as she undid his belt then the button and zip. Tony put his hand on Michelle's bare shoulder. She pulled his pants and boxers off and then took a step back and removed her skirt. They held hands and got in under the water.
They stood with their arms wrapped around each other and their bodies pulled in close with the warm water covering them both. They looked at each other and smiled. "This is nice Tony." Tony kissed her on the forehead, "It really is, I could hold you forever."
Without saying a word Tony gently moved Michelle so that her back was pushed up against the wall. She gave him a very seductive smile, "What are you up too?" Tony didn't answer her, instead he gave her a wink and put one hand on her back side and the other just above her hip on the waist. He leaned in and gave her a very passionate but quick kiss on the mouth, teasing her – but just to give her an idea of what was to come. He looked her in the eyes, "Michelle, follow my lead...ok?" She gave him a shy nod, completely unsure of what to expect.
Tony tightened his grip on Michelle and then lifted her body up, she wrapped her legs around his waist and leant her back on the wall to take off some of the pressure from Tony. His body was tilted forward into hers. Michelle put her hands on his shoulders and looked him in the eyes. She was very excited by the way he was acting, she decided not to ask any questions and just wait for his next move.
Tony watched Michelle's face, he could tell by the way she looked back at him that she was turned on. He was taking charge of the situation and he knew that Michelle loved the idea of him taking the control. He wanted to be with her so much, she was beautiful and he wanted to be as close as possible to her. He took his eyes of her for a second and put himself inside her. She groaned. He returned to watching Michelle's face and they stayed still for a minute while they both looked adoringly into each others eyes. Then Tony began to make love to Michelle. At first it was slow and gentle while they continued to focus on each other. Michelle couldn't take it anymore, she had to kiss him – so she put her lips on his and pushed her tongue into his mouth. They both groaned. Soon the passion and lust they had experienced earlier on when she arrived at his house returned. Their bodies moved at an increasing pace and for a little while they tried to keep up with their kissing but couldn't so they pulled back and then both started kissing each others face and necks – where ever they could reach. Things became more and more heated and intense and the pace started to go even faster, Michelle used both of her hands to grab at Tony's chest and rub his back and hair. Tony didn't have any free hands and so he used his mouth to kiss anywhere on her body that he could reach. The both almost had to remind themselves to breathe.
As they both climaxed, Tony pushed her body firmly against the wall and Michelle wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him in as close to her as possible. They took a couple minutes to catch their breath and then Tony gently lowered Michelle to the ground.
They both almost didn't really know what to do now. They had never let loose like that with each other and things had just gotten so intense and animalistic which was very different to all of their intimate encounters so far that had been very sweet, gentle and loving. This time though it was like after the night they had had, they just had to have each other right there and then. They both had very much gotten caught up in the moment and had been aggressive in making sure the other one was turned on and that they felt so good. On one hand they both had loved what had just happened between them, but on the other hand they worried what the other one must be thinking.
The water started to turn cold and so Tony switched the tap off and they both hopped out of the shower. Tony opened up a towel and wrapped it around Michelle – the both smiled shyly at each other. Tony put his head down and started to dry himself, Michelle knew that one of them needed to break the ice, she decided it would be her. "Are you ok Tony?" Tony answered her but kept looking down at the ground, "Sure, are you?" Michelle felt completely unconvinced by his response which made her feel sick in the stomach. Tony must regret what just happened she thought. Or maybe it just wasn't as good for him as he wanted it to be. She knew she had to answer him, but she also had to get out of the bathroom. "I'm fine." With that she left the bathroom to try and find what other clothes she had here to sleep in.
Tony lifted his head enough to watch Michelle leave the room. He knew he had basically brushed Michelle off, but he was just so angry with himself he didn't know what to do. He was angry because he thought that he had rushed and pushed things to far. He had felt absolutely amazing, he was blown away by how good a lover Michelle was but he worried that maybe she wasn't ready for something that full-on so soon into their relationship. Tony always had this feeling where he wanted to be closer to Michelle, this feeling had been magnified tonight by alcohol and he had completely gone for it. Each time he had pushed into Michelle they would both sigh and groan, making him want to go faster and kiss her passionately as much as he could. What if Michelle didn't want that to happen but had just gone along with it for his sake? Had he hurt her? Had he been to full-on and pushy for her? The more he thought about it all, the worse he felt. Things had been so unbelievably perfect between them so far, he'd never forgive himself if he had just ruined that. He had just been standing there thinking for ages so he pulled some boxers and a t-shirt on and went to find Michelle who wasn't in his bedroom anymore.
Michelle was in the living room cleaning things up – mainly putting all of Tony's beer cans in the rubbish. Tony stood and watched Michelle for a second, not knowing what to say. "Michelle, don't worry about that mess, I made it and I'll take care of it." He knew it sounded lame, but he had gotten his stomach so tied up in knots by this point that his mind felt completely blank.
"I don't mind, really Tony." She kept putting the cans in the bag. Tony walked over and started helping. He couldn't stand this tension between them – it had never felt so uncomfortable before. He put his hand on Michelle's arm to get her attention and then locked eyes with her. "Chelle......"
Michelle cut in, "I am so sorry, I am so sorry Tony." She pulled her arm down and turned so she could walk out of the room. Tears were welling in her eyes and she knew if she said one more word she would burst into tears.
Tony was utterly shocked. Why the hell was she apolagising? He didn't understand at all. He could tell how upset she was. "Michelle...." She stopped walking and turned to face him. "Chelle, why are you saying your sorry? I don't understand – it should be me saying that."
As soon as she opened her mouth to reply the tears started flowing. "You don't need to say anything Tony, I know how you feel from the way you acted. Of course I am sorry, you have no idea how much." Michelle felt so embarrassed to have Tony looking at her like that – all she could think was how much she let him down. How disappointed he must be in her, how she obviously wasn't as good in the shower as he expected her to be. She bet that Tony had always found Nina amazing in bed, that he never would have had trouble looking at her afterwards.
"Yeah Michelle, I acted like a jerk to you, which is why it's me who needs to do the apolagising. I know you were not ready for that – I don't know what to say, I just feel so sick." Tony's voice had become very raised.
Michelle talked just as loudly as Tony and struggled as she wiped back the tears. "I thought I was ready, either way that's not an excuse for disappointing you...."
Tony yelled over top of her, at the same time taking a couple steps closer to her. "WHAT?? What do you mean disappoint me? You don't need to have any excuses Chelle..." He just didn't understand where she was coming from.
"Fine then – no excuses, you think I am pathetic in bed – I get that ok!! I am sure Nina never made you feel sick."
Tony couldn't believe it....how could she possibly think that he thought she was bad in bed? Then he realised that it must be because he didn't speak to her after they had finished and then when she tried to talk to him he had just brushed her off. She was so far off what he really thought. He also didn't want Michelle thinking she had to compare herself to Nina – Chelle was miles ahead of her, in every way possible.
Michelle had turned her back towards Tony so that she was facing the wall. She only had a pair of his boxers on and a t-shirt. He could see she was freezing, she had goose bumps all over her body. He walked straight up behind her, he went to put his arms around her, but then stopped. He was sure he was the last person she wanted to be holding her right now. He couldn't bare to just leave her like that though.
"Chelle, you have everything wrong – please let me explain. First though, I am going to put my arms around you now to keep you warm.....is that ok?"
He saw that she slightly nodded her head. He slid his arms around her waist and pulled her body in close to his. A tear dropped from her face and landed on his arm, he felt so so guilty that she was feeling like this.
"Chelle all of this has nothing to do with anything that you think. You have to believe me. I thought that was the hottest, most amazing, sexy and satisfying experience. Couldn't you see that I just couldn't get enough of you? You Chelle, are my dream woman – everything about you brings a smile to my face. I didn't think it was possible to feel as turned on as I do with you. Let me just add, this morning when we made love for the first time – that was the best and most special sexual experience I have ever had. Just before in the shower – that ran a very close 2nd. I have wanted to be with you for so long now, so when I was inside you this moring I couldn't believe that it was better than I ever had imagined. Then in the shower, it was perfect in so many different ways. Do you know what I am getting at Chelle?"
"Do you really mean all that Tony? All I could think was that I had been a major let down to you, you know.....after all this build up, that I just hadn't made you feel as good as you wanted."
"I could never think any of those things about you Chelle. You are so much more than I deserve. I can't stop thinking to myself just how unbelievably lucky I am to finally have you by my side. And don't you dare ever compare yourself to Nina like that again....you are miles ahead of her, so much better she is not even worth mentioning ever again! You have to promise me Chelle that you won't think like that again."
"I promise Tony. All those things you just said.....they were so beautiful. I feel exactly the same way about you Tony. I don't understand then though why you couldn't even look at me in the bathroom – you barely said anything."
"Ok, here goes....we were both so unusually quiet afterwards in the shower. I guess it was just a lot to take in. But you just seemed to look so upset then you left the bathroom so quickly, like you didn't want to be near me. I understand now it was cause I brushed you off but I didn't realise that at the time, I was to busy fuming at myself. I thought the reason you were upset must have been because I pushed you too far. Or I hurt you, or that I had been to full-on and you didn't really want it all to happen like that. That is why I felt so sick Chelle – I could never forgive myself if I made you feel any of those things...."
Michelle didn't let him finish, "No way Tony, it was nothing like that. I mean, Oh My God Tony that was so hot. I was so turned on when you took charge – you know I love that about you – you were so calm and confident and you knew exactly what you wanted from me. Just even saying this right now sends shivers up my spine. I never wanted it to end. It felt like we both just totally lost our inhabitions and replaced them with confidence.....we completely let loose. We were full-on, but in the most perfect way, it's like you said – I can't get enough of you. Give me a little alcohol and then place you naked in front of me – of course I am going to go crazy, I couldn't help myself no matter what."
Tony let out a small moan, so excited to have Michelle saying all that about him. He nibbled on her ear for a minute. She raised both of her arms up his chest and behind his head to rub his hair and neck. He ran both of his hands firmly up and down the top half of her body. After a little while, Tony turned Michelle around so that he could look into her eyes. He wiped under her eyes with his thumbs and then kissed her cheeks.
"You know what I think Chelle?.....I think we both just freaked out! I mean we are drunk and have been overly sensitive and emotional all night. The shower was what we both wanted so bad, that afterwards its like we got scared the other one wasn't going to feel the same way."
"I agree hun. As couples we are better than I could have ever imagined – I think I am almost waiting for something to go wrong."
"Nothing will Chelle, we won't let it. We are a team and we will always make this work. I could never let you go now Chelle."
"Tony.....I have found my soul mate in you."
A tear ran down Tony's cheek, he couldn't have been more touched. She kissed the tear and then tenderly kissed him on the mouth. He cupped her face with his hands and she ran her hands through his hair.
"From the bottom of my heart Chelle, I know you are my soul mate."