Problems
Disclaimer: I do not own anything from InuYasha. Though I would love to Sesshoumaru! And the poem is mine, so you can't sue!
Sorry, but this chapter is going to be short. But the next chapter will be longer I promise, so please if you review you do not need to mention a longer chapter, because I will make the next one longer. Okay please enjoy it! R&R
Chapter 1-
She walks into the highschool library already knowing he was in there reading a book that he has read before. Her stomach flutters and flops with nervousness, her palms slightly sweaty and she is pretty sure she is slightly pale. She walks behind him and taps him on the shoulder.
"Um...Can I speak to you...alone?"
"Kagome are you alright? Is something wrong?" he said alarmed, putting his hand on her shoulders.
"I'm....I'm..everythings...different." She grabbed one of his hands and put it between hers, leading him out of the library to a bench under an oak tree away from everyone. She looked down at his hand still trapped between hers as she nervously rubbed his hand.
"Ok," He said while he was following her,"I have something to tell you, but you go first."
"I-um..I mean WE have a...a.." she choked on the word as tears were threatening, she cleared her throat and tried again, as the one she loved more than life looked down at her with concern.
"There...there is a..a um...problem." She managed as tears streamed down her cheeks.
"What problem? Are you breaking up with me?"
She looked alarmed at the prospect. "No! of course not, b-but you may want to b-b.. end it." She said now close to sobbing.
"Did you cheat on me?"
"No!! P-please let m-me finish." He nods his head to agree and motions for her to continue. She took a deep breath and looked down at their hands,"I'm pregnant" she says quietly almost hoping he couldn't hear her, but knowing he did.
As soon as her words registered tensed and looked at her unbelievingly "No" he whispered as watched her flinch at the word.
"You can't be! You're trying to trap me into marriage!" She suddenly just snapped, she froze and stared at him.
"Thats what you think of me? You think that lowly of me?" She asked with a slight tremor in her voice, looking at him with her eyes that beg him to apologize, comfort, and promise her it will all be okay. He looked away from her ashamed of himself for saying that to her.
"What are we going to do?"
"What do you mean we? I'm not the one pregnant," He said in an unemotional voice.
She gasped and stared at him wondering what happened to him.
"What..what happened to you? Why are you acting like this?"
He looked down at her, then without saying a word took his hand back, got up and walked away never looking back.
Kagome collasped, hysterical right there, sobbing an emotional wreck. Wanting to be able to just wither away, disappear, all because her love, the one who was meant for her, whom she loved more than life, her own life, walked away from her. Like she meant nothing.
'Sesshoumaru...why?!'
"Where shall I turn?
Looking around the dark tunnel,
closing around me.
Light at one end,
fire at the other.
Where shall I turn?
Toward the light?
Or maybe the fire?
Neither I search for you,
in the dark abyss.
Where shall I turn?
In between the realms,
of reality and death.
Wake and dream.
I can imagine you.
Where shall I turn?
This torture is worse than the fire,
yet the release will be better than the light.
My soul being eat up with time,
my body being crushed by weight.
Where shall I turn?
In between the realms is,
where I live.
Under the world,
or above it.
Where shall I turn?
My breath quickens, and my heart slows,
my brain shuts down.
Lost inbetween the realms,
searching for you.
Where shall I turn?"
Sesshoumaru's eyes softened and filled with tears that would never fall as he looked at her, and listened to her words. Kagome. The love of his own life, he would move the stars and moon if she wished it.
'Kagome, I'm sorry, please forgive me...I..it has to be this way..I love you'
Sango rushed up to Kagome's broken body and hugged her shaking and trembling form.
"I-i told him! A-a-and h-he left m-me!" Kagome sobbed.
Sango looked shocked. 'He left her? But he always looked like he adored and loved her.'
"Shhh. Its alright." Sango said, while rocking Kagome.
"M-my mom kicked m-me out! I-I c-can't g-go b-back! Gods Sango! I thought he l-loved me! I l-love a-and m-miss h-him!" Sango stopped rocking her in shock then resumed.
"You can come and live with Miroku and me."
"A-are you s-sure I-I-i won't b-be a b-bother?"
"Of course not, come on, lets take you there, do you have stuff?"
Kagome sniffed,"Okay..only a bag in my locker." She got up with the help of Sango and she walked towards her locker slowly as if it hurt to walk.
The tears in Sesshoumaru's eyes threatened again as he saw the pain and problems he was putting his Kagome through.
'Well, she may not be mine anymore...she will be later in life. I'll come back and beg her to take me back.'
Disclaimer: I do not own anything from InuYasha. Though I would love to Sesshoumaru! And the poem is mine, so you can't sue!
Sorry, but this chapter is going to be short. But the next chapter will be longer I promise, so please if you review you do not need to mention a longer chapter, because I will make the next one longer. Okay please enjoy it! R&R
Chapter 1-
She walks into the highschool library already knowing he was in there reading a book that he has read before. Her stomach flutters and flops with nervousness, her palms slightly sweaty and she is pretty sure she is slightly pale. She walks behind him and taps him on the shoulder.
"Um...Can I speak to you...alone?"
"Kagome are you alright? Is something wrong?" he said alarmed, putting his hand on her shoulders.
"I'm....I'm..everythings...different." She grabbed one of his hands and put it between hers, leading him out of the library to a bench under an oak tree away from everyone. She looked down at his hand still trapped between hers as she nervously rubbed his hand.
"Ok," He said while he was following her,"I have something to tell you, but you go first."
"I-um..I mean WE have a...a.." she choked on the word as tears were threatening, she cleared her throat and tried again, as the one she loved more than life looked down at her with concern.
"There...there is a..a um...problem." She managed as tears streamed down her cheeks.
"What problem? Are you breaking up with me?"
She looked alarmed at the prospect. "No! of course not, b-but you may want to b-b.. end it." She said now close to sobbing.
"Did you cheat on me?"
"No!! P-please let m-me finish." He nods his head to agree and motions for her to continue. She took a deep breath and looked down at their hands,"I'm pregnant" she says quietly almost hoping he couldn't hear her, but knowing he did.
As soon as her words registered tensed and looked at her unbelievingly "No" he whispered as watched her flinch at the word.
"You can't be! You're trying to trap me into marriage!" She suddenly just snapped, she froze and stared at him.
"Thats what you think of me? You think that lowly of me?" She asked with a slight tremor in her voice, looking at him with her eyes that beg him to apologize, comfort, and promise her it will all be okay. He looked away from her ashamed of himself for saying that to her.
"What are we going to do?"
"What do you mean we? I'm not the one pregnant," He said in an unemotional voice.
She gasped and stared at him wondering what happened to him.
"What..what happened to you? Why are you acting like this?"
He looked down at her, then without saying a word took his hand back, got up and walked away never looking back.
Kagome collasped, hysterical right there, sobbing an emotional wreck. Wanting to be able to just wither away, disappear, all because her love, the one who was meant for her, whom she loved more than life, her own life, walked away from her. Like she meant nothing.
'Sesshoumaru...why?!'
"Where shall I turn?
Looking around the dark tunnel,
closing around me.
Light at one end,
fire at the other.
Where shall I turn?
Toward the light?
Or maybe the fire?
Neither I search for you,
in the dark abyss.
Where shall I turn?
In between the realms,
of reality and death.
Wake and dream.
I can imagine you.
Where shall I turn?
This torture is worse than the fire,
yet the release will be better than the light.
My soul being eat up with time,
my body being crushed by weight.
Where shall I turn?
In between the realms is,
where I live.
Under the world,
or above it.
Where shall I turn?
My breath quickens, and my heart slows,
my brain shuts down.
Lost inbetween the realms,
searching for you.
Where shall I turn?"
Sesshoumaru's eyes softened and filled with tears that would never fall as he looked at her, and listened to her words. Kagome. The love of his own life, he would move the stars and moon if she wished it.
'Kagome, I'm sorry, please forgive me...I..it has to be this way..I love you'
Sango rushed up to Kagome's broken body and hugged her shaking and trembling form.
"I-i told him! A-a-and h-he left m-me!" Kagome sobbed.
Sango looked shocked. 'He left her? But he always looked like he adored and loved her.'
"Shhh. Its alright." Sango said, while rocking Kagome.
"M-my mom kicked m-me out! I-I c-can't g-go b-back! Gods Sango! I thought he l-loved me! I l-love a-and m-miss h-him!" Sango stopped rocking her in shock then resumed.
"You can come and live with Miroku and me."
"A-are you s-sure I-I-i won't b-be a b-bother?"
"Of course not, come on, lets take you there, do you have stuff?"
Kagome sniffed,"Okay..only a bag in my locker." She got up with the help of Sango and she walked towards her locker slowly as if it hurt to walk.
The tears in Sesshoumaru's eyes threatened again as he saw the pain and problems he was putting his Kagome through.
'Well, she may not be mine anymore...she will be later in life. I'll come back and beg her to take me back.'