A Trouble Love

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Summery: Raven thought that no one will like her a lot. But she find's out someone does. But it's not just one boy, its two boys. RavBB and RavCy

The Conversation

Beast Boy thought, "Raven, what is wrong with you?" He stood in front of her door. He swallowed and raised his hand. "Here I go." He knocked the door.

There was no answer. He knocked harder. There was no answer. Beast Boy felt a chill down his spine. Raven wasn't answering the door. "That can't be good." Beast Boy thought. The green boy didn't give another minute to think and transform into a bull. He then slammed into the door and the door went BLAM on the floor.

Beast Boy changed back into his human form and went into Raven's room. At first, Beast Boy thought he saw a blue lump on Raven's bed. But as he went closer, the lump was Raven, asleep.

Beast Boy sat on her bed, across from Raven and look at her. "Gee, she looks pretty." He thought. Suddenly, Raven move and lay on Beast Boy's lap. Beast Boy fidgeted a little and started to sweat like crazy. Raven was lying on him and he can't move. Well, Beast boy can move, but for some reason, he didn't even want to move. His bones were frozen as if he like Raven on his lap. He decided to wait for her to move. (That's Beast Boy own hope.)

While waiting for luck to strike, Beast Boy noticed something on Raven's face. He moved his head closer to Raven's face to see what it was. At first he thought it was some dirty stuff. But Beast Boy saw it was a tear. He lifted Raven's head very slowly and wiped the tear off her face. He stared at her and thought, "Was Raven crying in her room?" He stared at her for a while. When his senses came back to him, he realized how close his face was to Raven's. Their faces were an inch apart. He placed her head on to his chest and decided to stay with her. "I don't care if she is going to kill me for being in her room. Something is going on with her." Then another thought came into his mind. "She does look even prettier when her face was close. WAIT, what am I thinking?" He shocked his head. "Don't be an idiot. She isn't going to like you, so don't think any romantic stuff."

After a while, Beast Boy heard a sound. He looked at Raven. She was moving her head on his chest. Beast Boy started to sweat again. "Not good. She is waking up. But then again, I did want to stay."

Raven opened her eyes. She was still a bit drowsy so she didn't even felt she was on Beast Boy. She looked in front of her and saw her door, which was on the floor. "Huh? When did my door fell to the floor." She thought. As she came to her senses, she felt something muscular on her head. She looked and saw a chest. "Huh?" thought Raven. She looked up and saw a face, Beast Boy's face, who was staring back at her. Raven gave a quick stare and screamed. Not wanting the other Titans to find out, Beast Boy covered Raven's mouth. Raven grabbed his hand and tried to remove it, but Beast Boy refused to move his hand.

Giving Raven a serious look, he said, "Raven, I'm not going to let go unless you stop screaming, Ok?" Raven look at him. His eyes were not lying. He really meant it. So she nodded.

When Beast Boy let go of her mouth, she move away from him and said, "Beast Boy, what are you doing in my room?" (She lifted the door when she talked.)

Beast Boy said, "You didn't come down for breakfast."

Raven stood still. She remembered why she wasn't in the kitchen. The little scene she saw with Starfire and Robin made her ran off to her room. She sat down next to him and asked, "How long was I gone?"

Beast Boy thought and said, "Just long enough to make us worry."

Raven blushed. "You guys were worry?"

Beast Boy nodded. "Yep. You didn't come down for an hour. Of course we will be worry." He remembered what Robin and Starfire said about Raven's weird reaction. So he asked, "Anything bothering you?"

Raven stared at the ground. She wanted to tell Beast Boy what was bothering her but she was afraid Beast Boy will think she was a weird person. Beast Boy looked at her and seemed to read her mind. So he said, "Does it have anything to do with Robin and Star?"

Raven look at him and ask, "H-how do you know?"

Beast Boy scratched his head and said, "They told about your reaction during breakfast."

Raven turned red. "They d-did?" Beast Boy nodded. Raven felt a little better now that Beast Boy knew what had happen. But to make sure what details Beast Boy got she asked, "What did they tell you about?"

Beast Boy rubbed his chin and said, "Robin said when he and Star kiss, you ran off." Beast Boy paused for second and asked, "Is it all true?"

Raven signed. "Yep, that's what happened." She stared back at the floor.

Beast Boy stared at her. He wanted to know why something like that would bother Raven. He knew that wasn't Raven usually impression. But today she was different and that made Beast Boy worry. He took a deep breath and said, "Do you want to talk about?"

Raven stared at Beast Boy. He smiled at her. Raven's whole body froze. "Did I just hear Beast Boy said he want to talk about it?" she thought. She asked, "You want to talk?" The green boy nodded his head. Raven look on the floor and took a deep breath. "Ok, if that is what you want."

"You know how my powers are control by emotions, so I can't show emotions, right?" Raven asked. Beast Boy nodded. Raven curled up into a ball and placed her head between her legs. "Well, I seem to have these emotions coming into my mind and it's really bothering me."

Before she could say another word, the Goth girl started to cry. A vase in Raven's room blew up but Beast Boy took no notice. He just sat there, shock that Raven was crying. The girl who barely smiled, the girl who never showed any emotions to things was crying right in front of him. And the next thing he knew, Raven grabbed him and placed her head on his chest and continued to cry. Beast Boy was sweating and speechless. She was crying and now she was hugging him. All Beast Boy could do was place his hand on her back and comfort her.

Raven was still sobbing but continued to talk. "I th-hought I c-could hold my e-emtio-ons, b-but I c-can't. It's so h-hard to h-hold all th-he pain and l-loneliness inside my h-heart. But if I s-show e-emotion, y-you guys m-might get h-hurt." Then she cried in silence.

Beast Boy stared at Raven. He now understood her feelings. He knew she couldn't show emotion but he never knew it was so painful. Raven had been alone, suffering in the dark. It was like she was lost and had no one to help her. She wanted help but she too afraid to call for help. Raven was afraid she would hurt someone if she asked, if she show emotion at all.

Beast Boy closed his eyes thought, "And all the time I thought Raven was a creepy, no humor girl. She isn't really that at all. She just can't be what she wants to be because of her powers. And she has been in pain without any of us knowing." Beast Boy opened his eyes and thought, "Well Raven, I don't want to see you suffer any more."

Beast Boy grabbed Raven's head slowly away from his chest and said, "Raven, you don't have to worry about being alone anymore."

Raven stared at him and asked with confusion, "Why?"

Beast Boy grinned and said, "Because I will always be there when you feel lonely."

Raven rubbed her eyes and said, "But what if I hurt you by accident. I just broke a vase."

Beast Boy said, "I don't care."

Raven shouted, "You don't care that you can get hurt. Why?" She was stunned of what Beast Boy was saying.

Beast boy said, "Because I love you."

Raven looked at him and asked, "W-what did y-you just say?"

Beast Boy repeated, "I love you." Raven stared at Beast Boy. She was shocked. Beast Boy just said he love her and without hesitation. Raven thought no one would ever like her. But right at this moment some just said to her that he liked her. Raven felt like she was going to faint. But she wouldn't let herself faint at this moment. She asked, "Do you really love me?"

Beast Boy nodded, "With all my heart." And with that he kissed her on the cheek. Raven stood still for a second and then laid her head on Beast Boy's chest, blushing and crying. She was so happy that someone really, really cared for her. She found someone who cared for her.

Beast boy looked at Raven. He was glad he told her that he love her. She was happy and so was he. He had kept the secret to long and he knew he had to tell her. "I'm glad I was finally able to tell her. I can't just be staring at her forever. And she is happy. But does she like me?"

Raven looked up at him and said, "Beast Boy, I think I have also fall in love with you."

Beast Boy stared at her, grinning and asked, "You do?" Raven nodded.

And then there eyes were lock on each other and their heads were moving closer. Best Boy's heart was beating really fast. "Here it comes." He thought. Raven felt her hands were going numb. Their foreheads touch and they slowly close their eyes. And then their lips press on each other. As Raven wrap her arms around Beast Boy's neck and Beast Boy wrap his arms around Raven's back, the two lovebirds continue to kiss. Their kiss seemed to last for hours when it was only a few minutes. Raven's mind was going nuts. She never knew a kiss could ever be so wonderful. Beast Boy had the same thought. As they continue to kiss, another vase broke. But both of them took no notice. It seemed they had forgotten everything. It was like they were in their small little world.

After a couple of minutes they broke the kiss. Raven lay on Beast Boy, panting. Beast Boy placed his chin on her head. Beast Boy felt his heart pounding. He just kissed Raven, a girl he thought would never like a kiss. But she did and she loved him. Beast Boy felt happiness in his heart. Raven couldn't speak. She had just experience what love was like. She did what she thought she could never do. She thought she could never kiss someone. But she did. And she kissed someone she never thought she would ever kiss. She began to cry.

Beast Boy stared at her and asked, "Raven, why are you crying? Did my kiss suck? If it did I'm sorry."

Raven looked up at him, smiled and laughed. "No Beast Boy. You kiss was wonderful. I'm crying because I am happy. I'm happy that someone really cares for a creepy girl like me." She said and hugged him.

Beast Boy was relived. He looked at Raven straight in the eyes and said, "Raven, you not creepy at all. I think you are very beautiful."

Raven stared right at him. "Really?" she asked.

Beast Boy nodded. "And you are also cute when you smile and laugh." Raven turned red and look away from him. Beast Boy grinned and said, "Come on, let me see that smile and laugh."

Raven covered her face and said, "Try and make me." Beast Boy grinned evilly and said "Ok."

Before Raven could stop him, Beast Boy started to tickle her. Raven tried to hold herself from laughing but Beast Boy was tickling her pretty well. So Raven started to laugh. Beast Boy grinned and said, "Ha, made you smile, made you laugh." He was still tickling until another vase broke. Beast Boy stopped and sweat drop. "Sorry."

Raven smiled and said, "It's ok." She looked at her clock. (I guess she has a clock. I mean how will she know the time.) "I think we should go to the kitchen. It's getting really late." Beast Boy nodded. As they walk to the door, Raven asked, "Um, Beast Boy?"

Beast Boy said, "Yes?"

"Can you go first; I don't want the other Titans to know of this relationship. They might make fun on us and that can be bad." Raven said blushing.

Beast Boy thought, "Wow, Raven doesn't want the others to know. Well, I don't blame her. She a whole new person." Beast boy nodded to her. "I won't tell anyone. I don't want anyone else to know either." He said. Raven hugged him.

As Beast Boy left the room, Raven said, "Wait, Beast Boy." Beast Boy turned. Raven kissed his lip and said, "Thank you, Beast Boy. Thank you for everything." She gave him another hug and went back into her room. Beast Boy stood still for a minute and then walked to the kitchen. He smiled and said softly, "You're welcome, Raven."

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