(A/N: Hey! Thx for all of your great reviews! I'm glad you're all liking it. Well, I'm not exactly sure where to take it from here, but I've kinda got an idea. Suggestions are always welcome, and please review as always! Thx a bunch! BrOoKe)
All Of This
Chapter Three
Everything Inside of My Head
Katie pulled back. Freddy wondered what was wrong. Did he not do something right? Did she not want to kiss him? All these thoughts were running through his head faster than he could comprehend. He didn't know what to do, or what to say.
"Uhh.." he said. That was all that he could get out. She just kind of sat there, looking unsure of herself, her eyes wide open in some sort of shock. He didn't know what to do. Then, he just got up from where he was sitting and began to walk out of the room.
"Wait!" she called to him, as he turned around, trying to make it not too obvious that he did it as fast as he could.
He gave her a questioning look. He didn't know what she was doing.
"Uhh..." she paused and looked at him. She got up from her seat and walked over to him. "I can't do this..." she said as she walked around him and ran out of the room. He could tell that she was about to cry. He didn't know what was up with her.
He stood there, questionably. Then, he took his instincts and ran after her.
As they ran by, the rest of the band which was sitting there all wondered what was going on. They were just discussing the show together and then all they saw was at first Katie running out with tears all down her face and then Freddy chasing after her. They always knew that they had liked eachother, but neither of them had ever actually told anyone but Zack or Summer.
Freddy ran, chasing after Katie trying to keep up with where she was going. Finally, he caught up with her at the back of the building just as she ran out the door.
"Katie!" he shouted, as he grabbed her arm to pull her around. She turned around, giving into his pull. He looked deep into her dark brown eyes as she tried to look away from him and avoid his eye contact. She had mascara running down her cheeks as she wiped away each tear, almost trying to hide them from him, even though they were so evident. "Why are you running? What's wrong?" he paused and looked at her. "I thought... I thought I had you?"
She looked at him. Making it obvious that she wasn't trying to look away. She was locked into his longingful stare as she was lost in the moment. She was lost in her mind full of thoughts, as so many of them were rushing through her mind every second.
"Freddy.." she began. But, she just couldn't finish. For some reason, the words just wouldn't flow out of her, as much as she knew she wanted them to. She didn't like not telling Freddy things. He was her best friend.
"What Katie?!" he asked. Then, all of a sudden, rain started falling on them. It came crashing down as the silence grew so much as they could hear every single rain drop giving its own sound.
The rain seemed to wash away the mascara off her face, but it also seemed to soak both of them until they were completely soaking wet and they didn't even seem to notice.
Katie looked up at the sky, saw all the drops falling from the sky. She just seemed to keep staring up and she just kept doing so until Freddy grabbed her hand. She looked down, and looked at him.
"I'm not leaving until you tell me," he said loudly, trying to get his voice through to her through the rain.
She stood there. Questioning herself inside her head of whether she should just keep to herself and try to get things back to the way they were when they were just friends. She didn't want to lose that. The thing was, Katie was all about risks. She would do anything. The thing she wasn't willing to do though... was losing Freddy.
"If having you means that at some point losing you... I won't do it." She finally said it.
He looked at her. He thought that it was about the kiss. Well, he did until she started running away and he truely didn't think that he was that bad of a kisser. Then, he finally got back to his senses and to Katie.
"What?" he asked her. He didn't understand.
She paused, as he couldn't tell if the water streaming down her cheeks was the rain or her tears. "Freddy..." she paused again. She was full of pauses. Moments. Moments where she thought twice, maybe even three or four times over about what she was going to say. Speaking to Freddy was full of moments like that. 'Cause when she was around him, she could barely think straight. "Freddy... when you kissed me, I felt-" she paused again and then he got his thoughts back. 'Was it about the kiss!?'. Then, he finally noticed that this was Katie... it had nothing to do with how he kissed. "I felt like I was just starting to lose you." He still didn't understand. "I'm afraid."
"Afraid of what?" he asked. As stupid of a question he knew it was, he still didn't completely understand what she was trying to get through to him.
"Afraid that I might lose you sooner or later and I can't stand to see that happen! You are my best friend Freddy and losing you, to me, is like losing the world."
She thought that he was the world. Just that made him want to pass out right there. Katie Brown (a/n: I think thats her last name? I'm not sure.. don't hate me if it isn't!) thought that he was the world. God he knew he loved her.
"Katie..." he spoke up of the silence that had taken over both of them.
She looked up from her feet that she seemed to gaze on whenever she knew that he was looking at her. She stared into his deep brown eyes, as she could see all his love and care for her in them. Freddy Jones, the rebel and the wild drum player who always played it cool was showing true love and emotion towards her, just by looking at her in that certain way. She felt like the luckiest girl in the world... and she knew that she loved him.
"You are never going to lose me, Katie.." he said as she started to cry heavily. "I promise you that wherever you go, I will always be there right with you and that whenever you need me, I'll be there... and no matter what, I am always going to be here for you. No matter what- and never forget that... I promise." He pulled her into a hug. They just seemed to stay like that for as long as they could remember. Soaking wet, they stood there and let the rain fall on them as Katie rested her head into the crest of his neck and she seemed to cry her fears of losing him away.
Then, she heard it. She didn't think that she had at first, but then she realised, he had said it. It made her feel like the world, just like he was the world to her.
"I love you... Katie," he said as they were still hugging. She stood there in his embrace, and then she looked up at him as the rain poured down on them both... and said it right back.
"I love you, too... Freddy,"
(A/N: Well, how did you like it? I know it was kinda a drag on chapter... but i wanted something like that to happen between them and so now i got that done but Im kinda short on ideas right now for future chapters. I need all your help! Please, suggestions, as always, are welcome!! I kinda hope in a way i left you hanging for wanting more! If you don't want more.. and you want less... well i guess that you don't get a STAR. Yes, thats right... STARS are now up for grabs. Maybe.... if you give me a great idea that i love for my next chapter, you get a STAR and a dedication! I just really hope that you all kinda get where im trying to go with this.. mostly, i need ideas for a twisting event that can happen in future chapters! I think i know what im doing with the next few.. so thx a bunch for all your reviews and i can't wait to hear from you all!! MWAH! BrOoKe)
