Chapter 11 - Why Can't I - Part 2

Spike carried me to his bedroom his lips never leaving mine.
I ran my hands through his gorgeous hair.
He laid me down on his bed, unbuttoning my shirt, as he did that I unbuckled his pants then I pulled his shirt over his head making his lips leave mine for that one moment. When his lips left mine I left like I was alone and I didn't like it, but after a minute he started on my lips again.
He was there completely naked and I was still covered on the bottom and my bra was still on.
I reached behind me and unsnapped my bra, while he worked on my jeans
After we were both full naked his lips automatically latched on to one of my nipples. The sensation raced to my nether areas. My back arched, his mouth was incredible.
"Spike." I moaned as he kissed down my stomach and to my pussy. He licked around my lips purposely avoiding my sensitive clit

Spike was now thrusting in and out of me. I haven't felt like this since... never.
I have now decided Spike was an ultimate sex god. I felt my climax building, My continued faster and harder. I dug my nails in his back as the tension increased.
"Spike!" I screamed as I climaxed. Spike covered his mouth with mine as he spilled his seed inside my womb.

My body was spooned against his. His arm was draped across my stomach as he kissed my shoulder blade and nibbled at my neck.
A smile never leaving my face.
"Buffy, you have to leave soon." He told me then his lips returned to my skin. I looked at the clock. I had missed dinner, Darla and Glory would be back soon wondering where I was.
"I know." I said dreamingly. I didn't want to leave I wanted to lay here till the earth swallowed my up.
"Don't want to." I said simply. He smiled and laughed as he held me tighter.
Eventually I stood up and got dressed. Spike kissed me then I left for my room.
When I arrived I laid down in my bed exhausted. Oh god that was the best sex I ever had my entire life.
Why wasn't he married? That was when realization hit.
Married.
Could he be married? I had asked him why he lived here. He had said because he lived to far away.
We had never talked about if he was married or had a girlfriend. My moment of relaxation had just turned to serious tension.
Glory and Darla walked in.
"Hey Buff, why weren't you at dinner?"
"Not felling well." I simply told Glory. Well I guess I wasn't completely lying.

Next morning I was in the courtyard with Cordelia an we were talking about Angel.
"We could just go talk to some the girls and find out how who has been raped by Angel." I told her.
"Yes, but wouldn't a few girls be to scared to step up."
"We'll just have to do with what girls we can get."

Needing to seriously talk to Spike, I went to Mrs.. Jones and asked for some supervision when I shave.
I went into the bathroom, striped down and started the tub. After a few minutes there was a knock at the door.
"Come in." I simply said.
I was not expecting this.
Angel.
"What are you doing here?"
He waved his eyebrows.
"Supervising."

Spike walked down to the front desk.
"Hey Sarah" Spike referred to Mrs. Jones. "Do you know where Miss. Summers is?"

I was shaving trying to cover myself from Angel with my hands. His eyes wouldn't leave my body.
Suddenly the door flew open and thee was Spike.
"Go!" He yelled to Angel.
Angel obeyed and left.
He closed the door and locked it. I was so relieved that Spike was here.

He came up to me and hugged me.
"Are you Ok?"
I nodded. "Spike, I have to ask you something."
"Yes." He said as he waited for me to continue.
"Are you married or do you have a girlfriend?"
He shook his head. "No. Of course not Buffy. I love you."
I was so relieved I attacked his lips.
A knock came to the door. Spike backed away. "Come in."
Darla came in. "Faith is here."
I nodded and she left. I kissed Spike one more time, got dressed then left to see Faith.

Faith was shocked by my letter. She talked about how the holidays were coming up. We basically just chatted about our current life story.


Know all about, yeah 'bout your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Everytime that I'm where you are.
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much

Lovin' you, yeah, isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you, yeah
I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong

Might be a mistake, A mistake I'm makin'
But what you're givin' I am happy to be takin'
'Cause no one's ever made me feel
The way I feel when I'm in your arms
They say you're somethin' I should do without
They don't know what goes on when the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain

Lovin' you, yeah isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you yeah
I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong

I should try to run but I just can't seem to
'Cause every time I run you're the one I've run to
Can't do without what you do to me,
I don't care if I'm in too deep yeah hey-yeah

Know all about, yeah 'bout your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Everytime that I'm where you are,

You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much

Hey-yeah

Lovin' you, yeah, isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you yeah
I should try to be strong (should try to be strong)
But baby you're the right kind of wrong (right kind of wrong)
Baby you're the right kind of wrong
(Baby you're the right kind of wrong)
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong



Authors note- review. I'm not that good at sex scenes but eventually they'll get better
Song - Leanne Rimes - Right kind of wrong
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