Chapter 14 - Dead Red

I walked down from my room to Spike's, I was surprised he took the fact of me being pregnant so well. Most men I knew would dumb me or leave me. Spike was one of a kind.
This had became a normal routine me coming to his room during dinner, we both knew it was like a date.
Walking up to the so familiar door, I knocked. He answered with a smile on his face.
"Well hello there." He said wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me into the room, I reached behind me and shut the door. He smashed his lips to mine and his tongue entered my mouth slowly and gently massaging my tongue with his. I moaned in this mouth, my knees threatening to give out. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he ran his hands under my shirt pulling it up with him. We broke the kiss for a second to get the material over my head. I started to pull his shirt over his head as he unbuttoned my pants. He reached behind my back unsnapping my white bra and it fell to the floor with our shirts. I pulled my pants down my legs steeping out of them and kicking them away. He did the same leaving him naked and me in my thong. He quickly fixed problem.
He led me to the bed and laid me down gently he always made this part slow and sensual. He climbed on top of me supporting himself with his arms as he kissed me. He climbed own my body till he reached my chest, he quickly licked around my breasts before continuing down my stomach. When he reached my belly button he dipping is tongue in and rubbed my belly. "Hello, baby." he cooed. I smiled at that.
He was so sweet.
I pulled him up and smashed my lips to his. That was the cutest thing I ever saw him do.
I used all my strength to turn us over, I was now on top and in control.
I lifted my self a little with my knees and positioned himself at my entrance. I slowly lowered my self till he was completely in me. We both moaned at the contact. I rested my hands on the middle of his chest for leverage as I became pumping up and down on him. He felt as if he was in deeper this position.
I looked at him underneath me. His eyes were closed and he was moaning. I loved the control.
I started moving faster he started moaning faster and more frequently. After a few minutes a felt him stiffen before he came. He held back his groan. He looked up to me and smiled then grabbed the back of my head smashing his lips to mine. H rolled me over where he was on top with a growl. H attacked my neck, nipping and licking. He licked down my stomach and to the curls that covered my sex.

We lay there panting and trying to catch out breath. I had to go in about ten minutes and I really didn't want to leave him.
I saw spooned against him and his arm was laying over my waist rubbing little circles on my stomach where the baby lived.
"I love you, Buffy." He told me as he kissed my throat.
I turned over to face him. I cupped his face in my hands and placed a small kiss on his lips. "I love you too."
"So what do you think these murders are from?"
I rested against him. "I think Angel fond my notebook and he's just killing them off one by one. First I thought Tara was just a warning but, he's not stopping. We've warned all he girl and they protecting themselves. I hope."

I sat in my room reading a magazine as Darla and Glory came in. Darla had a plate in her hand, she handed it to me and I thanked her.
I started eating the "food," until a scream ripped through the air. I set the plate down and ran out the door.
A brown headed girl ran out of her room. Officer Angel ran up to her asking what happened.
"I came back from... dinner and Willow was in the middle of the room dead. She's bleeding everywhere." The girl sobbed.
I ran fast everyone an into the room Willow had stabbed in the chest.

I hated watching everyone around me die and the fact is it was my fault I left the notebook under the bed easy to anyone's reach.
I really just wanted to forget the whole thing but I knew I couldn't just let drop. Angel needed to get what he deserved.
I started at the ceiling n my room, it was pitch black but I just couldn't sleep. I heard the door to the room open and I automatically panicked thinking it was Angel, before I could do anything a hand was placed on my mouth.. He grabbed my arm forcing me to stand. I now knew exactly who it was. I could feel him a mile away. He pulled me out the door.
Spike.
He led me to his room without a word. When we finally got inside the room he spoke. "I missed you." He said lovingly before mashing his lips to mine.


Hold on to me, love
You know I can't stay long
All I wanted to say was I love you
And I'm not afraid
Can you hear me
Can you feel me in your arms

Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet ruptured light
It ends here tonight

I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears

Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet ruptured light
It ends here tonight

Closing your eyes to disappear
You pray your dreams will leave you her
But still you wake and know the truth
No one's there

Say goodnight
Don't be afraid
Calling me, calling me
As you fade to black

Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet ruptured light
It ends here tonight

Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet ruptured light
It ends here tonight
Authors note- song by evanescence- my last breath. GREAT SONG and Great LYRICS. Please Please review