A/N: Thanks Heather for the review. I don't know what I would do without you, since without you none of this story would be here.

Ada won! He convinced me to go to the Undying Lands, but it feels wrong. However, I understand why Ada wants me to go. I would die from grief when Aragorn dies. We would still have a much longer life together, then normal mortals, and I personally still believe it would be better to live one lifetime with Aragorn then to live hundreds without him. I don't know what to do. I'm so torn. We just left Rivendell minutes ago. I saw my Ada staring at me. I turned around slightly, and gave him a slight smile and continue walking. We might have traveled for hours when I had a vision, a vision of my son, of mine and Aragorn's son. I knew I couldn't leave now. Thankfully, I was on a horse and it was easy for me to turn around and head back to Rivendell. I needed answers.

I'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears

Gandalf is gone. Gandalf is gone and everyone thinks I have no heart, no compassion, making everyone move right away to go to Lorien, not giving anyone time to grieve. I think Legolas understands somewhat, but Death confuses and saddens him and he doesn't know what to do. Boromir is angry with me and right now is trying to help the hobbits who are overcome with grief. Gimli is just silent. The many deaths of his people and then, the death of Gandalf were just too much for him. I think we all knew that this Quest was going to be dangerous. However, I think we're just now figuring out just how much this Quest is going to cost us. Oh, Arwen, how I love and miss you. How I want to be beside you, where you are, for I would never want you to see and face what has just happened.

A/N2: Hey people please let me know if you reading this by reviewing and letting me know what I could possibly do to make my writing somewhat better. Again please review I'm begging you.