Thoughts of My Love

Chapter 1

Disclaimer: No,I don't own any of the characters in GH.

A/N: I hope you all enjoy this story. Please,review after you read. Thanks and enjoy!

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Jason was walking to his penthouse when he saw Courtney exiting Sonny and Carly's.

"Hey," Courtney said,walking up to him.

"Hey," Jason said. What are you doing here?"

"I was helping Carly pack some of her things," she said.

"Why,what's wrong?" he asked.

"They didn't tell you?" she asked. Sonny told Carly it was over and just walked out."

""Uh,I've got to go find Sonny," he said.

He locked his door back,and went off to find Sonny. Courtney watched Jason leave,and then left herself. As Courtney was walking to 'The Cellar' she saw Sam sitting on a bench. Carly had told her that Sam's baby had died,so she decided to go over and talk to her.

"Hey Sam," Courtney said,"mind if I sit down?"

Sam shook her head,and Courtney sat down beside her.

"Carly told me about the baby," Courtney said,"I'm really sorry. I know how it feels to lose a child,too."

"You?" Sam asked. She was a little puzzled by what Courtney had said. She knew that Courtney had lost her baby because Jason told her,but she never acctually knew how she lost it.

"Yeah," Courtney said. It was Jason's and mine. He didn't even know I was pregnant until the baby was gone. That's one of the reason's why I can't have children now."

"I'm sorry," Sam said. You know,I was looking foward to having a baby of my own. I was scared to death,but I really wanted her. I watched tapes and read books,but I guess,in the end,it was all for nothing."

"No," Courtney said,"it wasn't all for nothing. If you ever get pregnant again,you'll already know everything you need to know."

"But how do I know the same thing won't happen again?" Sam asked,tears filling her eyes.

"You don't," Courtney said. You just have to believe that it won't. You just have to trust that your baby will be okay."

Courtney turned away from Sam to wipe a tear from her cheek that had fallen. She stood up and glanced at Sam who was crying openly now.

"Jason would have took very good care of your baby," Courtney said. That's one thing you'll never have to worry about."

After those words,Courtney went down to 'The Cellar' to join Jax. She found him sitting at a table next to the bar. She fixed her makeup and went over to join him.

"Hey," Jax said,"where have you been?"

"I,uh,ran into Sam on my way here," she said.

"How's she doing?" he asked.

"Not so good," she said. She feels really hurt right now because of her loss."

"Yeah,we'll just have to give her some time to herself," he said.

Courtney shook her head in agreement and started to sip shampain.

Meanwhile

Jason had been looking everywhere for Sonny. He finally found him sitting down by the pier. He quickly walked over to Sonny.

"Why didn't you tell me you and Carly split up?" he asked.

Sonny turned around and looked at Jason.

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