Thoughts of My Love

Chapter 3

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"What do you mean?" Courtney asked.

"How did our baby die?" Jason asked.

Courtney couldn't speak. She felt her heart sink to her stomach. She really didn't want to talk about their baby after Sam's had just died. But when she looked into his eyes,she knew he wanted and needed to know.

"After Lorenzo's brother took my prisoner..." she said,almost in a whisper.

"What happened?" he asked. Jason could feel his heart breaking,and he knew this was hurting Courtney;but it was hurting him,too.

"When I jumped out of the boat," she said,starting to cry,"the baby..." she couldn't bare to finish,but Jason knew the rest.

Courtney sarted to cry uncontrolably,and Jason wanted to help ease her pain. He was feeling it,too. He stepped a little closer to her,and pulled her into a light,yet caring hug. Courtney cried softly in his arms. She felt protected in his embrace,but she loved Jax now. And she knew he loved Sam.

Meanwhile

Carly and Lorenzo were standing in front of her car in the front yard of her new home.

"What was so important that you just had to talk to me?" she asked.

"Carly," he said,"you know I have strong feelings for you,and I'm not going to hide it. I want to be with you."

"Lorenzo," she said,"we've been over this. Sonny and I may not make it through this,but that does not mean that I'm going to run back into your arms."

"I'm well aware of that," he said," But who is going to help you raise Michael and Morgan?"

"I am very capable of raising them by myself," she said. Now,if you don't mind,please leave."

She then walked back into the house to help Michael and Morgan unpack their things;and Lorenzo left.

Meanwhile

Nikolas and Emily were sitting on the couch in their home. They were talking and making plans for their upcoming wedding.

"I think we should do a white and blue wedding," Emily said.

"Blue?" Nikolas asked. Whatever happened to just white weddings?"

"I want our wedding to be colorful," she said. And I want candles,and flowers,and roses...."

"Wow,slow down," he said,"we have plenty of time to get married."

"I know," she said,"but I want our wedding to be perfect."

"And it will be," he said,kissing her gently on the forehead.

"Well,what should we do since we're no longer planning at the moment?" she asked.

"Well," he said,"I have an idea." He then kissed her deeply.

Meanwhile

Jason loosened his grip around Courtney. She wiped the tears from her eyes and looked at Jason. She could tell that it was hard for him to hear what really happened to their baby,but he did need to know.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you I was pregnant," she said.

"You did what you thought was right," he said,"no one can blame you for that."

"Do you ever regret the fact that our baby didn't make it?" she asked.

"Everyday," he said,"but,at least,you survived. I've got to go check on Sam;I guess I'll see you around?"

Courtney shook her head,and he went home to check on Sam. When he got there he saw Sam pacing the floor.

"Sam,what are you doing up?" he asked.

"Jason," she said,"I want to have another baby."

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