Thoughts of My Love
Chapter 4
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"What do you mean you want to have another baby?" Jason asked. Sam,you just lost your baby."
"I know," Sam said,"but I can't stand the fact that my first child is dead."
"I know,Sam,but having another child won't help the pain go away," he said.
"Yes,it will," she said.
"No it won't!" he said. The pain of loosing your child won't go away by having another one!"
"How do you know?" she asked. You never even had another baby!"
After Sam had said that,she remembered what Courtney had told her. Jason turned from Sam and started to walk out when Sam stopped him.
"Wait,Jason," she said,"I never should have said that;I'm sorry."
"Look,Sam,I know you miss your little girl,but having another baby won't take that away," he said.
"Jason I don't know what to do," she said,"I never even got to see my child. How do you think I should react?"
"I don't know what to tell you Sam,but having another child right now is not the solution," he said.
"Neither is staying here," she said.
Meanwhile
Lorenzo went back to his home after Carly technically threw him out. When he got there,he found Louis sitting on the couch.
"What are you doing here?" he asked,setting down his coat.
"I came here to see you," she said. How did the conversation with you and Carly go?"
"Well,she literally kicked me out when I tried to tell her how I felt," he said.
"Good," she said.
Meanwhile
Nikolas and Emily were lying in bed,cuddled together. They had the fireplace lit and candles were burning all around them. They weren't talking,but they knew they loved each other and they wanted to be together. After a while they got out of bed and got dressed.
"I'm gonna got to the hospital and check on Kristina," Emily said.
"What,you're not gonna stay and have a romantic dinner with me?" Nikolas asked,in a playful,non serious voice of course.
"I would if I could,but I just want to make sure she's okay," she said.
"Okay," he said,"just be careful."
"I will," she said,and she soon left for the hospital.
Meanwhile
"What do you mean you can't stay here?" Jason asked.
"Jason,I mean I can't stay here," Sam said,"not with Sonny across the hall. He is a constant reminder of what I lost."
"Sam..." he began,but was interrupted by Sam.
"Jason,I know you cared about my baby,and maybe you cared about me,but staying here won't help me heal," she said.
"But," he began,"your baby is barried here."
"I know," she said,"I'll come and visit once in a while."
"You know Sonny's gonna be furious when he finds out you're gone," he said.
"Sonny has too much on his plate right now," she said,"I think I'll be the least of his worries."
"I'll miss you,"he said,"but if you want to go,I won't stop you."
"Thank you," she said,"but I want you to do something for me."
"Sure," he said,"what is it?"
"I want you to admitt to Courtney that you still love her."
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AN: I might be sick,but I had to give you guys another chapter. Tell me what you think!