Thoughts of My Love

Chapter 5

AN:I wanted to answer Liz's question about if I liked Jasam. Yes,I like Jasam & Journey,so it's easy to write and read Journeys and Jasams. Hope you read more!

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Jason stared into Sam's eyes. He didn't know how to respond to that. How could Sam ask him to admitt his feelings for Courtney?

"Sam," Jason sarted,"what do you mean?"

"I know you still love her," she said. I see it in your eyes every time you look at her,and I know she loves you,too."

"Sam,she's with Jax now," Jason said,"and we're divorced anyway."

"Jason," she said,"you can hide behind your divorce all you want,but,if you don't tell her how you feel,you'll lose her forever."

Meanwhile

"It's a good thing that the woman I love shut me down without even a second thought?" Lorenzo asked.

"No," Louis said,"but now you have the oppertunity to see other people."

"Yeah,like who?" he asked.

"Me," she said.

Meanwhile

Emily was at the hospital walking to Kristina's room. When she got to her room,she saw Alexis and Ric talking to her. So,Emily quietly walked into Kristina's room.

"Hey," Emily said,"how's she doing?"

"Better," Alexis said,"but she's still very weak."

"I'm sure she'll be better soon," Emily said. Um,I'd better go and let Kristina rest."

Emily said a quick good-bye to everyone and left the hospital.

Meanwhile

"You?" Lorenzo asked.

"Yeah," Louis said. I mean,Carly will always love Sonny,so why should you have the chance to love someone else?"

Lorenzo walked passed Louis and went to get a drink. He had his back turned for a few minutes,and when he turned around Louis was lying on the couch with only a blanket covering her.

Meanwhile

"I'm not hiding behind my divorce," Jason said. Courtney's with Jax."

"Yes,but that doesn't mean she loves him," Sam said.Listen,I wouldn't be telling you this if I didn't think she loved you."

"Where is this coming from?" he asked.

"When my baby was alive,she gave me a whole new perspective on life," she began. And she made me see things I once was blinded to. Jason,you have been so good to me,and I hate leaving you like this,but,if I don't,you and Courtney will never be together."

"What makes you so sure she wants me back?" he asked.

"Like I said,I can see it in her eyes," she said. Do you love her?"

"Yeah," he said,almost in a whisper.

"Then tell her you love her," Sam said.

"What...what if she doesn't feel the same?" he asked.

"You'll never know if you don't tell her," she said. Um,I'm going to pack my things,and then I'll,leave for a while."

"Do you need some help?" he asked.

"No," Sam said,"all I need you to do is go find Courtney."

He shook his head and went off to find Courtney.

The Pier

As Jason was walking along the pier,looking for Courtney,he found her sitting on a bench,staring down at the water. He knew he loved her,and,if he wanted her,he had to tell her. So he walked over to her.

"Hey," Jason said.

"Hey,Jason," Courtney said,standing up.

"I have to tell you something," Jason said.

"Sure,what is it?" she asked.

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AN: Well,what do you think?