My Life Is a Lie

by Touya4me

Yusuke is so overwhelmed by his inner turmoil that he has resorted to cutting himself. Now Hiei is the only one who can save him. Anyway, there might be some yaoi later, so if you don't like that then don't read this.

3. Confusion

Disclaimer: I still don't own Yu Yu Hakusho.

Chapter Three-- Confusion

Hiei's POV

We waited for Yusuke to regain consciousness. I sat on a windowsill contemplating why Yusuke would cut himself. I couldn't really think of very many reasons for his actions. I had always assumed that Yusuke was quite happy. After all, he's always smiling and joking with the rest of our group. I suppose he must be a very good actor to fool everyone he associates with.

What Yusuke has done really bothers me, and it angers me that I am letting myself care about him. After all, I have not survived for so long by caring for people, especially humans. But even so, I still cannot bring myself to feel nothing for the detective. I suppose what's really bothering me is the fact that I actually want to know what someone else is feeling and why they are feeling it and how I can make it better.

Yusuke's POV

I woke up feeling very groggy and lightheaded. It must have been because of all the blood I lost. I took a moment to look at my wounds and see the damage I had done to myself. To my surprise, there weren't any wounds, just some faded scars. I then took a look at my surroundings. I wasn't in the forest anymore. I was in a fairly small blue room, and I was sitting on a futon. Now, I was very confused, and I think that you would be too. I had passed out on the forest floor bleeding to death of numerous self-inflicted wounds, and when I woke up, which is surprising enough in itself considering that I was dying, I'm in a small blue room with nothing but a few scars to show for all the time and effort I spent mutilating myself.

Oh well, I suppose the only way to find out where I am is to go check out the rest of this place. I got up slowly, and sorta stumbled to the door. However, when I tried to open the door, I found that the stupid thing had been locked from the outside. Mumbling a few curses, I started to power up my spirit gun so I could blow the damn door off its hinges. I stopped because nothing had happened. I tried to power up my spirit gun again. Still no results. That's when I finally noticed that someone had warded me. Which means I couldn't do jack until I recovered completely. Then I could just use my physical strength to kick the door down. But, of course, being me, I decided that I could just try to kick the damn door down anyway. Let's just say that the only thing I accomplished was a very sore foot.

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I know, I know, the chapter was really short. But I hope you liked it anyway. I promise I'll update soon if I continue to get reviews. Anyway, tell me what you liked and what you didn't like and I'll try to find a way to fix the problems with the story. Anyway, please REVIEW and have an absolutely fantastic day! Unless you'd rather have a shitty day, in which case, please feel free to enjoy your horrible day. P