Transforming a Ditz.

Author's Note: This story is dedicated to:

Pyro-Girl: since day one you have been a faithful dedicated reader. Each and every chapter you have reviewed egging me on! ^^ THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH!

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Recap: "Soon, darling, soon." J said as he stood, smiling at her. "Oh good." She rose, extending a hand, which was quickly taken and kissed. "I'll be back in a month's time. Then I shall have more for you, J.. But until then, I expect reports on our two catches." She gave another tinkling laugh, which was joined by J's own gruff and cold one. "Indeed, darling." He continued to hold her hand, and gently drew her to the door, "Let us wander the area. You should see our older projects. There are so many that are progressing!" He smiled at her enthusiastic response.

Chapter 19:

Serena was shivering in the corner of the room, she was still very much naked, but in fact she was more scared. 'Did they. rape me? I'm bruised and sore. and I don't even know!' She thought wildly, cowering in the corner, eyes wide on Hiiro. Hiiro, however, barely took notice of Serena yet again, he kept his eyes solidly on the door, awaiting the time when someone came to open it for him.

Serena bit her lower lip fearfully, looking up at the door as it swung open, a large looking man stood there, hair covering his arms and chest, all the way down to the slightly flabby stomach he had. He looked at Heero with a ruthless smirk before walking stealthily towards Serena, his eyes were glinting with lust as he watched her shrink back, trying in vain to cover her nudity.

Serena gave a sharp breath as he drew nearer, 'Cat eyes.. Eyes born of the devil himself.' She thought to herself, thinking of all the creatures he reminded her of. It only took a few seconds before shock drew her in, 'those eyes. so strangely familiar. like eyes of a wolf. of a...' She thought again, trembling as he now stood only inches away from her, staring down at the lost blue pools of cool cerulean.

'Blood.' She thought to herself slowly, she was losing it, she realized this, only moments after her thoughts gradually drifted. 'He smells. like blood, unwashed, tainted.' She didn't even register his hand as it snaked out to her; the movements were deliberate, following the pale blue eyes, slowly entrancing her. A small smile played across tight brown-pink lips, dimples that shouldn't have been as cute on a face as homely as this pressed into the skin. 'Maybe. dimples. "She thought drunkenly, she lowered her lashes following his hand with her eyes, watching as he came tantalizingly close to touching her cleavage, but then stopped, jerking swiftly to deliver a sharp blow to her cheek.

Serena's eyes went wide, her dark black lashes whipped upwards, shock and tears filled her glimmering cornflower eyes. She trembled harder, meeting the predatory gaze of this man before her. He didn't talk to her instead he gave her an icy smile, almost instantly a whisper of ice ran over her spine, causing her to shudder despite the sweat building on her body. 'He's too close.' She thought to herself, tears of frustration welling up.

Serena gave a shudder when suddenly she was yanked forward, and literally thrown to the floor, her stomach pressed to the bitter cold floor. Her blonde hair was strewn about now, and pain glazed over her eyes, telling of the abuse she'd suffered. Slowly she started to get up, only to be shoved back down with a hard booted foot. A soft husky voice slowly purred out, "No no." The words itself didn't send shudders down Serena's body, but it did cause her stomach to revolt. There was an undercurrent of demise in that voice, of promised pain, of pure passion for a tortured soul. She couldn't move, couldn't breath. She twisted savagely, struggling in vain to get a breath of air.

Heero watched them emotionlessly; he showed no compassion for the struggling girl, no hatred to the man that tortured the only pure being in the whole of the base. His Prussian eyes shifted back to their cold ways, leaving not even the faintest glimmer of humane thoughts left in them. He turned his gaze to the struggling girl, reading the silent cries for help on her lips, odd that he couldn't hear any words being spoken; strange how his heart had suddenly seemed to grow louder and slow down at once. Rage that once burned with each tough of the gruesome beings, but had been buried beneath a shell, now blazed once again. 'I should help her.' He thought to himself, watching in semi-fascination as her movements slowed, her eyes grew wider and dilated, her cheeks a flushed red color, lips turning the blue of the large pools of cold blue.

Serena arched her back up, mouth opened in a final wave to get air, as she did so the man lifted his foot off of her, rolling her onto her back with the same foot. Serena let out a loud gasp of air, she then settled onto her back, gasping for breath, eyes closed, and cheeks flushing. She could feel the sweat running down the center of her body, trickling over her taught stomach, dripping off her hipbone. She opened her eyes then only to be met with a glimmer of malevolence from the man above her.

The smile he showered on her was in fact genuine, "A virgin is it?" He sneered, once again dimples on his cheeks protruded, catching her blue orbs. She didn't even realize his movements as he kicked her swiftly back to her side; the only pain that drilled through her was sharp and intense though it faded quickly into a dark abyss of black. Her hands fell limp to her side as the older man slowly lowered his foot to the ground, eying her stomach ruefully. "Harder hit then I expected." He said out loud before looking to Hirro. He smiled suddenly, his eyes shifting back to the predatory glimmer of a cat during a hunt.

Heero watched as the angel slowly fell unconscious, that was a hard hit to the stomach, and he knew he heard the distinct sound of bones cracking; there was no mistaking the high-pitched CRAAACK that ran through the air, an electrical current bound to harm. He remained still however, every fiber of his being warred with his new found acceptance of the cruel behavior. 'There is no meaning in this world. there is no reason.' He thought sullenly, Prussian eyes devoid of feeling, emotion, and ambition.

Slowly the burly man hefted Serena's limp form up, walking to the door, then turning and smirking at Hirro. "Project Perfect, you're coming with me." Hirro never saw the kick that landed on his groin, never heard the sharp crack of the gun as the dart was unleashed on his unsuspecting, pain racked form. The low thump of flesh meeting tile was all that sounded after the pop of the gun had faded from the air.

On the opposite end of the base, Mina stared at her roommate, only to have him laugh bitterly at her. "You don't know anything do you, onna?" He mocked a cruel glint to his ebony black eyes. "You're so-called friend gave you a one way ticket to hell, and I'm pretty sure she or he didn't join in this ride!" He turned from the cornflower gaze of shock, setting himself down on a cot. The doubts that she had locked away resurfaced abruptly.

Mina growled, grabbing his arm viciously, "Uh uh, you're not gonna shut your mouth right there, Chang!" her grip was steely, her nails biting into his arm; she didn't mind the blood that already oozed there keeping her grip on him stony. He blinked at her and then tore his arm away with amazing strength for a seemingly fairly scrawny boy. She gasped softly before growling low, clenching her fist. "Fine play like that." She suddenly didn't mind that he would see her transformation, she needed to find out what he was talking about, and obviously he wasn't very generous to girls.

"VENUS. STAR. POWER.. MAAKKEEUPPP!" The brilliant light that would soon ensue the words never came, the wand that was to appear never appeared, nothing was formed. Mina could see her hand trembling, and then fall to her side; shock filled her, a wave of electricity that wouldn't end. 'Wha-"She murmured aloud, taking a faltering step backwards. She searched the room, looking like a suddenly caged wild bird. Her hair shimmered as she turned around to face the door, she stared at it, knowing instinctively that she'd made the worst mistake of her life, or did she? 'I. I knew there was something strange going on here. I knew it.' She thought wildly trying her best to ease the fear that was building in her stomach, and threatening to spill the contents of her last meal on the floor.

Mina's world spun around her at an amazing speed, she could practically feel the pull of gravity as she stood d there, then slowly dropping to her knees. "Why can't my henshin work?" "What was that, weak onna? You're power cry?" The jeering voice behind her, sent trails of anger flashing through her mind. She got up and turned around, her face a mask of pure anger. "You.." She snarled, tightening her hands into fists.

Serena opened her eyes, she was sick to her stomach, her body was aching in places she didn't want to understand why; her head was killing her and she couldn't move her hands. She blinked for a few seconds, not moving from the position she was in a brightly colored room. 'A room?' She wondered, noting the bed sheets were a pretty color of white, not soiled looking like the last rooms she'd been in. 'Rescued?' She wondered again, she opened and shut her mouth uselessly, a fish out of water. 'Minako?' She wondered, softly murmuring the name hoarsely.

She turned her cerulean gaze around the room, noting the pretty colors splashed loosely on the walls. 'How pretty. red like Mars.' She thought, not able to shift in her delirium. She would have jumped had she the proper ability, when a loud voice thundered behind her bed. "The princess as awoken then," the voice was almost a sneer, almost cold enough to freeze hell, had it not been for the undercurrent of pure glee. "At least you had not died. your bones took over a three hours to mend. and here J. thought I killed you." Once again he was sneering at her, this time though he let his hands roam to her shoulders. Serena blanched, she couldn't twist away from the violating hand, couldn't even scream out in anger.

She couldn't whimper, for some strange reason she was immobilized, though her every instinct was on high alert, her body tuned to all of his movements, loathing the moment he touched her waist with an uncaring hand. Serena twitched for the first time since the sedation had been placed into her blood, to keep her from moving very much during the time she had been mending.

"So the little moon kitten's bones are all better. you do not realize how much fun you're going to be, little kitten." He continues to croon, slowly stripping off what tattered clothing she wore. Serena tried to open her mouth to scream, but found she couldn't do that, despite the fact that she was twitching now, her fingers vibrating like a plucked guitar string, her powder blue eyes were tearing already. The brush of cold air against her fevered skin jolted her more so then the exploring hand running along her stomach, callused and rough to the silken feel of her tender skin.

"Ahhh." He murmured swiftly ripping her skirt from her hips, revealing the tattered panties beneath. It took only a second for him to quickly slip into a position over her a smirk of pure glee lighting his face. "Kitten you will be a fun one to mount.." He cooed softly, slowly, tauntingly stripping his pants away from his hips.

Hirro sat in the corner of the room, he was still very much out of it, the tranquilizer effects immobilized him, despite the fact that he was watching as the man stripped in front of Serena; his mind warred violently, revulsion lighting his features, Prussian eyes lighted with and indignant shine of horror. 'No.' He screamed mentally, watching with wide eyes as the man prepared to shove into the angel.

Serena's eyes widened, she stared helplessly up into the man's eyes, everything in her warred; she suddenly jolted pulling her knees together before he could enter her. She screamed at him mentally, wailing in horror and anger. 'NOOO! NOT LIKE THIS!' She thought, fingers tensing and clenching into a fist.

'She's fighting.' The man thought shocked that she could move when Doc had given her a very special treatment of sedation. He watched in shock and surprise as she clenched her eyes shut, twisting now beneath him. He gasped when she unintentionally brushed her knee against his leg, right above his knee. His eyes glazed over with lust and he leaned over her, his voice hot and moist on her cheek.

"Fight all you want, kitten, I'm still going to have you. you're the first that could make me want them. feel special my tastes usually run towards the males." He crooned, letting his gaze ride meaningfully to Hirro, who could only stare at him dumbly, screaming mentally in disgust and fury. Serena twisted again, calling out in desperation mentally, 'SAILOR SCOOUUUTS!' She could feel her legs being spread despite her fighting his hold.

Author's Note:

Took my three days worth of writing, and I've been sick lately too, but I've finished this chapter! I mean to give you all a big huge hug, thank you so much for the kind reviews, and even the slightly flaming ones! ^_^ you've all helped me to think of ways to re-read this and make it twice as good! ^^ If you think it's a bit on the choppy side then tell me where, I'd love to know so that I could make this story flow neatly. Mk. is it confusing yet? Trust me I'll get the loose ends fixed up in the next chapter. Just to clarify one thing: The woman who was talking to J and the woman who was talking to that boy are NOT the same! ^^ Heh. well basically their not the same, ^^''

And in answer to one review that said: "Serena has too much will power" I'm sure at one point in your life you've cracked, no matter how much will power you've had. This is just a fic showing off that she isn't the PERFECT person she WANTS to be! ^_^; Just an FYI.

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