Title: She Will Be Loved

Author: Lori

A/N: I know this chapter is going to be kind of confusing. I just need some help please. Thank you for the reviews!! --Lori--

Chapter 10: Forgive Me

"Oh my god..." Buffy felt as if she couldn't breathe. She blinked from the sunlight coming out of the window and looked at the person lying next to her.

"Buffy?" Parker looked at her and smirked. "Enjoyed it didn't you?" He got up and began putting his shirt on.

Buffy covered herself with the blanket as she got up. "We didn't-"

"Oh but we did," He slipped on his jeans. "But I had better,"

Everything began coming clear to Buffy as she looked at Parker. "You drugged me," She said hissing every word.

"Not exactly drugged, but-"

Buffy then punched Parker in the face as he fell to the floor. "You bastard," She yelled.

Buffy then grabbed her clothes and ran out the room.

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Buffy opened the door. She looked around the apartment to see if anyone was there. She took a deep sigh at no one at sight and closed the door behind her. She began to walk.

"So, you let Parker take a poke eh?"

Can you forgive me again?, I don't know what I said, But I didn't mean to hurt you...

She then heard a voice. She turned looking at Spike with no expression on her face.

"Didn't seem like you knew each other that well," He walked over to Buffy to face her. "What did it take to prey apart your dimple knees?"

I heard the words come out, I felt that I would die, It hurts so much to hurt you...

Buffy looked away from him. "You're a pig, Spike" She said almost in tears.

Spike's face softened as he heard her voice. "Buffy...what happened?"

Buffy closed her eyes and then looked at Spike. He saw it written all over her face.

Then you look at me, You're not shouting anymore, You're silently broken...

"Oh my god, Buffy," Spike said rough. "Did he-"

"No!" She lied. Tears began to form in her eyes. "I'm going to bed," She then walked away and went to her room closing it behind her.

"Buffy!" Spike yelled as he went towards her door. He began to bang on it.

I'd give anything up, To kill those words for you, Each time I say something I regret, I cry "I don't want to lose you"

Buffy took a deep breath and wiped her tears away. She opened up the door to see a very angry Spike.

"Buffy, did Parker-"

"Spike is that any of your business!" She yelled. She covered her face.

But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah... Cause' you were made for me, Somehow I'll make you see, How happy you make me, oh...

Spike looked at Buffy with concern. "Buffy-"

"You want to know so badly?" She yelled. "I got raped happy?!"

Spike couldn't speak.

Buffy began to cry. She dropped to the floor clutching her head.

Spike got on his knees and began to hold Buffy.

I can't live this life, Without you by my side, I need you to survive, So stay with me...

Spike grabbed Buffy face to look at her. "What did he do, pet?"

Buffy almost choked on her words. "All I remember was having a few drinks and..." She took a deep breath. "Ending up in his bed,"

Spike clenched his fist. "I'm going to get that son of a bitch,"

Buffy shook her head. "No need," She sniffed. "I think I broke his nose,"

Spike looked in amazement.

You look in my eyes, And I'm screaming inside, That I'm sorry...

Buffy rubbed her face. "How could I be so stupid?" She said lifting her head taking a deep sigh.

"Pet, you're not stupid. Look at me," He said grabbing her face.

Buffy looked at him.

"You're a great person, you can be a tight ass sometimes, but that's okay," He said with a faint smile. "But no one should ever do that to you, no one,"

Buffy closed her eyes trying not to make the tears form in her eyes.

"Goldilocks, I'm sorry for what I said," She said brushing his hand over her cheek. He then brought her into a hug as Buffy soaked his black tee shirt with tears.

And you forgive me again, You're my one true friend, And I never meant to hurt you...

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Spike walked with his clenched fist down the hall.

"Spike, just don't-"

"Don't worry pet, I won't hurt him," Spike cracked his neck. "Too much," Spike said as Buffy followed behind.

He walked to the front of the door and began to bang it.

"Wait!" Spike heard from the inside.

Someone opened the door. "Yeah?"

Spike then punched him in the face. "No one ever hurts a lady," Spike grabbed Parker by the shirt and threw him across the room.

Buffy watched on.

Parker got up. He held his hands up. "Whoa, whoa, whoa buddy, I didn't-"

Spike punched him again. "Oh yes you did," He punched Parker in the stomach.

Spike turned to Buffy. "Not too bad with the nose by the way,"

Buffy shrugged and smiled.

Parker touched his lip and saw blood. "Oh I see how it is," Parker went to throw a punch at Spike but he blocked it.

"What wanker?" Spike punched him again. "That you weren't the one good enough?" Spike threw him across the room again.

Parker shook his head. "No, no," Parker got up. "You and her,"

"Buffy and I?" Spike raised an eyebrow at Parker as he looked at Buffy.

"Yeah," Parker smirked. "You're in love with her,"

Spike raised an eyebrow. "Me... in love with her?" Spike began to laugh. "Oh no offense, pet,"

"None taken," Buffy said as she put her hands on her hips.

"It's true, I see it right through you two," Parker began to walk around them. "You're infatuated with her, and she likes it...a lot,"

Buffy raised an eyebrow.

"Enough talk," Spike then punched him again knocking him out.

Spike shook his head and looked at Buffy. "Can you believe him?"

Buffy gave a little laugh. "Yeah, you and I in love, ha!"

Spike began to give a faint laugh. "Yeah..."

Then they got quiet.

Buffy looked at Spike and saw him staring at her. She shook her head. "This is too weird,"

Spike nodded. "Um, yeah, let's go," Spike said walking out the door.

"Yeah, let's," She said softly following Spike behind.

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Buffy laid back on her bed and took a deep sigh. She looked up at the ceiling and pouted. Thoughts from the incident with Parker began to run through her mind. She closed her eyes trying to fight them away.

"This isn't working," She told herself. "Maybe a shower will help," She got up and took her towel.

She walked over to the bathroom and opened the door. She placed her towel on the counter and looked in the mirror. She then yelled. "Oh my god!" She ran out the bathroom.

"Bloody hell!"

Buffy closed the door behind her and took a deep breath. "Naked Spike," She told herself. "Spike naked, not good," She try to get the image out of her head. She remembered how she saw him. Nice rippled abs, his tight arms, his nice ass and his big—"Whoa, too much thinking, me thinking of Spike equals nightmares," She said to herself and shook it off. She knocked on the bathroom door.

Spike opened the door and covered himself with a towel from the waist down. "She knocks,"

Buffy rolled her eyes. "When are you going to be done?"

Spike leaned on the wall. "What love, impatient?" Spike smirked. "Want to join?" He ran his tongue onto his bottom lip.

"A whole world of-" 'Yes' "No," Buffy said with her hands on her hips.

Spike bit his bottom lip. "Shoot yourself," He closed the door.

Buffy took a deep sigh. "Naked Spike bad," She said as she began to walk to her room. "Or maybe- No, no, no, bad, bad, bad," She told herself as she laid back onto her bed. "This is going to be a long day..."

A/N2: Umm..I guess this chapter is wack. Lol. If you see a whole difference whenever you are looking at this chapter, I'm just trying to make the italics go for the song. Oh and that song was by Evanescence called "Forgive Me", I just wuvs the song. Ha ha.