Title: She Will Be Loved
Author: Lori
A/N: I guess my last chapter sucked big time didn't it?-Pouts- It's okay. Now, I'm going to make this story go into a serious way. That's how I really want it to go.
Chapter 11: Torn Apart
"But I don't really get it you know," Willow said taking a sip of her milkshake looking at Buffy.
Buffy let out a slight laugh. "It's easy, you just do it, when you feel its right," Buffy said narrowing her eyebrows and taking a sip of her drink.
Willow smiled. "Enough about my sex problems," She placed her drink down and looked at Buffy content. "What happen last night?"
Buffy almost choked on her soda. "Umm, what are you talking about?" She said trying to avoid the conversation.
"With you and Parker silly," Willow grabbed her drink as her a Buffy began to walk down the boulevard.
"Oh, him," Buffy said not to fazed. "Well, let's just say..." Buffy turned her towards Willow. "If he ever tries to think he can get with Buffy Summers, he got another broken nose coming," Buffy smirked.
Willow shook her head and laughed. "You know Buff, you are something,"
Buffy sighed and gave a fake smile Willow's way. "Yeah, bet I am," She looked away and looked to the ground.
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Buffy closed the door behind her. She placed her jacket onto the couch and jumped onto it.
"Now this is the life," Buffy said as she leaned her head back kicking off her shoes.
"But you're life is just about to be over," Spike said coming towards Buffy pushing her feet off the couch.
"Hey," Buffy said in a protesting voice while sitting up straight as Spike sat down with a wide grin on his face. She noticed he wasn't wearing a shirt. She licked her lips at the thought of him as she scanned down his body seeing him in boxers.
"Sorry pet," Spike said breaking her out of his thoughts. "My turn for the telly,"
Buffy raised an eyebrow. "Who choked on a pretzel and made you president?"
"I am the vampire of this hell hole," He leaned towards her. "And shall you be my slayer?"
Buffy bit her bottom lip. "But you didn't know," She leaned towards him. "Slayers can also," She quickly leaned to his shoulder and bit him.
"Oi!" Spike yelled in pain.
"Bite," Buffy said finishing her sentence with a wide grin.
"You bloody hell of a woman I should-"
Spike was about to finish speaking when he was interrupted by an annoying voice.
"Spikey, you left me all alone-"
Buffy turned around and saw Harmony. She was wearing a big black t-shirt covering half of her body. 'Must be Spikes'', she thought.
She turned to Spike and raised an eyebrow. "Oh do not tell me this was part of the meal you had in mind before," Buffy said with a disgusted face.
Spike closed his eyes and let out a groan. "Harm, I told you to stay in the room,"
Harmony placed her hands on her hips. "Buffy Summers,"
Buffy turned her head stiffly at Harmony.
"The geek from Sunnydale High," She walked towards Buffy. "What are you doing here?"
"I live here," Buffy said as she got up tilting her head to the side as she placed her hands on her hips.
"Boo bear," Harmony turned to Spike.
"Boo bear?" Buffy said to herself trying not to laugh.
"Why does she need to be here?" Harmony said in a whining voice.
"Harm-," Spike began.
"Yeah, Spike," Buffy turned to him. "Why do I need to be here?" She raised an eyebrow waiting for a response.
Spike let out a deep groan. "Buffy-"
"Can't she just go home to her mommy?" Harmony said looking towards Buffy.
Buffy stood there and closed her eyes. She held back the tears coming from her eyes.
"Bloody hell woman!" Spike yelled getting up towards Harmony.
"What?" Harmony responded in fear.
Buffy shook her head. "You know what, I'm leaving," Buffy stalked over to her room and closed it behind her.
Spike flashed a glare at Harmony. He walked over to Buffy's room and knocked on the door lightly. "Love, open the door please," He said softly.
The door flung open.
Spike looked at Buffy. Her face was covered in tear and her face was very angry. He looked over her features noticing a luggage in her hand.
"Buffy I-"
"Spike," She said with her angry flowing in her eyes. "I just," She took a deep sigh. "Need to go," She brushed past Spike and walked out the door.
Spike rubbed his face and clutched his fists. Spike walked quickly to his room. Spike began to put on his pants and boots.
Harmony walked in. "Where are you going?"
Spike put on his shirt and slapped on his leather duster. "After her," He said brushing past Harmony.
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Buffy took a deep breath as she walked towards her car.
"Buffy!" Spike yelled out chasing after her.
Buffy ignored the response as she opened her trunk placing her bag in there.
Spike walked towards her. "Buffy-"
"You know what Spike," Buffy said turning to him twisting her tongue. "I don't want to hear about it," She closed her trunk and brushed past him.
Spike turned to her. "Just listen,"
Buffy turned quickly to Spike. "No," She said nonchalantly. "I'm tired of this Spike," She said trying to fight the tears coming from her eyes. She threw her hands up in the air. "God, I'm only 18 and me without my mom is a big whole difference,"
Spike's face softens as he looked at Buffy near the verge of tears. "Pet," He quickly grabbed Buffy in her arms and Buffy began to sob on his shoulder. She quickly pushed away.
Buffy shook her head. "I really don't want to do this Spike, just..." She walked towards her car door and opened it. "Leave me alone," She said softly. Taking one more glance at him, she went into her car and drove away.
Spike closed his eyes and took a deep sigh.
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If I be so inclined to climb up beside you,
Would you tell me that the time just isn't right?
And if I ever find the key you hide so well,
Will you tell me that I can spend the night?
Spike closed the door behind him. He glanced over at a fully dressed Harmony.
"Spikey-"
"Harm," He said not even looking at her. "Just go home," Spike walked towards his room and sat on his bed. He clutched his head down and took a deep breath.
Leaving your smell on my coat, leaving your taste on my shoulder,
I still fail to understand what it is about this woman...
Spike got up and walked towards Buffy's room. He saw scattered clothes and saw her little stuff pig she had left.
If I could bottle up the chills that you give me I would keep them in a jar next to my bed...
And If I should ever draw a picture of a woman,
It is you that would come flowing from my pen...
Spike walked over to Buffy's bed and grabbed onto her stuff pig. "Guess Goldilocks made you get stuck with me, eh mate?" He frowned and closed his eyes. He still smelled her on his jacket. He still felt her taste on his shoulder. It was driving him mad.
Leaving your clothes on the floor, making me walk out the door,
And I still fail to understand what it is about this woman...
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Buffy drove down the road as tears fell from her eyes. "Gosh, why do I always do this to myself?" She said to herself and she cried. "Mom, why did you have to go?"
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Helplessly melting as I stand next to the sun,
As she burns me, I am screaming out for more,
Spike scratched his head. He leaned his head back and began to think of her.
--Buffy looked at him. "What do you want from me? You sure don't know what its like,"
Spike planted his lips together and took a deep breath. "My mother died also,"
Buffy lifted her head and closed her eyes. She was shocked. "I'm sorry-"
Spike shook his head. "I know what you're going through, bloody hell, I cried like a girl,"--
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Drink every drop of liquid heat that I've become,
Pop me open, spoon me out on to the floor...
Buffy tensed up. She parked on the side of the road. She leaned her head back on the chair and banged on the wheel. She took a deep breath a closed her eyes. All she could think about was Spike.
-- Buffy looked down.
Spike reached out to touch her hand. "It's just, you're not alone,"
Buffy didn't flinch this time. She watched his hand touch hers as she lifted her head to look in his eyes.
"But it hurts so much," She said not trying to make tears come down form her eyes.
Spike lifted his other hand to touch her face. "But sooner or later, you'll find out, everything will be just fine," He touched her cheek lightly. "Just watch and see," –
She opened her eyes. "I just wish they were," She said to herself.
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Spike placed his hands onto his face and rubbed it. He let out a deep sigh as he scanned the room. He closed his eyes.
Leaving your smell on my coat, leaving your taste on my shoulder,
I still fail to understand, fail to understand...
Spike opened up his eyes. "What have you done to me, Buffy?"
Leaving your smell on my coat, leaving your taste on my shoulder,
I still fail to understand what it is about this woman...
A/N2: What do you think? Reviews please!! And that song was called "Woman" by Maroon 5!